Chapter 155: Confessing Doubts (5)

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Life and death are fateful, and wealth is in the sky.

This is something that every warlock should keep in mind.

The so-called warlocks are very different from many professions, in the eyes of the world, we are like fairy gods, who can cut off evil spirits for them, as if they can do anything, so they have a lot of unrealistic hopes for us, and even hope that we can control the life and death of the mandate of heaven, but unfortunately, it is true that we are not immortals, and we cannot control life and death.

There are thousands of people in the world, and there are births, old age, sickness and death every day, how tiring is it to put all their pain and misery on yourself?

Even if you are kind enough to help others, you should do what you can, others are others, and blindly empathizing with others will only torture yourself.

I didn't want to see Qin Tuo, but I didn't dare, because I knew that once I did, I was afraid that I would feel guilty and sad again.

When I returned to the Hongwen Pavilion, I handed over the "medicine" bag to the people in the kitchen, and instructed them to decoct the "medicine" for me and Lin Suwen in duplicate according to the "medicine" prescription.

It's strange to say this, because Lin Suwen's "temperament" that is not afraid of heaven and earth is not afraid of the sky, he actually refuses to see the doctor like a child.

But think about it, he has such a good face, he is holding his body all day long, in Ganzhou, he would rather get drenched in the rain than lose his temper, and he is almost tired and lying down when he uses the magic technique of resisting the wind, but he still maintains a decent appearance, and he must not want people to know that he is sick.

The bowl of "medicine" was served, Lin Suwen looked at the two bowls of "medicine" on the plate, and immediately understood something, turned around, and silently rejected it.

I'm so enough!

Obviously, he was angry with me and caused me to get sick, but now he wants to take him to the doctor like a child, and coax him to drink "medicine"!

I called him, "Lin Suwen." ”

Lin Suwen looked at me, a little vigilant, and I said, "You made me sick, and now try the 'medicine' for me." ”

He didn't move, he didn't speak, and I immediately put on a posture of questioning: "What, you don't want to be responsible?" ”

Lin Suwen's face was expressionless, and he was stunned for a while: "You don't have a sense of taste, right?" ”

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I was blocked by him, and my heart suddenly weakened, and I defended again: "I'm not afraid of 'medicine'......"

racked his brains, had a flash of inspiration, and finally found an excuse: "You see that I have offended so many people, what if I am poisoned?" ”

Facing Shanglin Suwen's indifferent eyes, I finally lost the battle, and held my chin with both hands: "Okay, okay, you just see that it is not easy for those subordinates to boil 'medicine', and I am so painstakingly coaxing your sake, just drink a little, just a little, a little ......"

Lin Suwen looked at me for a moment, picked up the bowl of "medicine", drank it all, and put the bowl back on the table, but turned his back and didn't look at me.

I was taken aback by his actions, looked at the bowl, and then at his back, and always felt that the sun was coming out in the west today.

"Lin Suwen?"

Sitting in his seat, he poked his head out and called out to him.

Lin Suwen ignored me, avoided him, and turned to the other side.

I poked my head out from the other side and looked at him: "Angry? ”

He was silent for a moment and replied, "No." ”

"Why is that?"

I glanced at the bowl of "medicine" that he drank again, lifted Erlang's legs, and took his own bowl and drank it slowly: "What you were asked to do before, you refused to pay attention to me, I asked you to go east, you want to go west, why are you so obedient today, don't do it with me?" ”

Lin Suwen looked at me angrily and said, "It's you who are too noisy." ”

Then, in the direction of our room, he walked away.

At night, I had nightmares because of the fever.

First of all, I dreamed that I was walking in the desert, my mouth was very thirsty, but unfortunately I didn't find a water source after walking for a long time, and finally found a cactus, and when I was about to bite open it to absorb the water inside, I couldn't bite a mouth, and I broke it hard, but it was empty.

Lying on the hot sand, looking at the sun hanging overhead, I thought it would be nice to have a rain before the fish dried out.

In the midst of the confusion, the surrounding scene gradually changed, the light seemed to dim, and the sound of rain sounded faintly in my ears.

This is an inner room, where the golden beast copper furnace burns agarwood, and the pale gold screen depicts snow-white feather flowers.

A child lies inside a screen.

I know, he is Lin Suwen, this is not the first time I have entered his dream, nor is it the first time I have seen him when I was a child.

So, when I saw him, I quickly understood that this was the art of dreaming, not that I dreamed of him, but that he dreamed of his past.

He seemed to be sick, but there was no one around to take care of him, and he was alone in the gorgeous but empty room.

There was a sound of someone falling outside, as if it was a woman, he opened his eyes, stood up with his body, opened the door and went out.

A disheveled "woman" fell to the ground, she looked like a madman, her long hair was scattered, although she was wearing a gorgeous and valuable hairpin, but she was crooked, her whole body was drenched, but she lay down in the rain to pick up what had fallen on the ground, and her mouth was chantingβ€”

"Huo, echinacea, plantain, this is ...... Wen'er is afraid of bitterness, remember to add a piece of candied fruit......"

I remember that Shen Yinchen once said that Lin Suwen's mother was a warlock, but I didn't expect that there was also research on medical skills.

Although he has become crazy, he obviously still remembers what he learned before and Lin Suwen's little habits.

Lin Suwen stood at the door for a moment, walked out, knelt down in front of the "woman", and grabbed her hand that was picking up things.

The rain drenched his clothes, and he lowered his head and asked in a harsh voice, "How did you get out?" ”

The "woman" raised her head and looked at him, I don't know if it was in the rain or Lin Suwen couldn't remember her mother's appearance, she was always unclear in my eyes, but looking at the general figure and outline, I felt that if she wasn't crazy, she must be a rare beauty.

Lin Suwen's appearance should be very similar to his mother.

After a moment, he asked again, "How did you find here?" ”

The woman didn't answer, looked at him, held the things in her hand in front of Lin Suwen, grinned like a treasure, and smiled at him.

The next moment, Lin Suwen hugged her and buried her head deeply.

The woman's body was covered with mud, wounds, and fine stones, and it seemed that she had just come down from the mountains in the heavy rain.

I think I'm starting to understand why Lin Suwen doesn't want people to know that she is sick, and she doesn't take "medicine" even if she is uncomfortable.

Shen Yinchen said that Mrs. Lin had fallen into madness since many years ago, and the people of the Lin family regarded her as a shame and often locked her in the house and did not let her come out, so when Lin Suwen saw her, the first thing she asked was the sentence 'How did you come out'.

Shen Yinchen also said that the people of the Lin family did not allow Lin Suwen to visit and get close to his mother, he had been separated from his mother since he was very young, and he thought that Mrs. Lin did not know where he lived, so later, he asked her how she found here.

The world often says that mothers are connected, even if they are demented and crazy, they are still concerned about their sick son.

I still remember when I was sick, I also felt a cold hand covering my hot forehead, I didn't know who it was at the time, but later, I thought, this person should be my mother.

Unfortunately, I understood too late.

I always felt that she didn't care about me and didn't love me.

When my heart was sad, the surrounding scene gradually changed to a courtyard, and it was snowing in the sky at this time.

Lin Suwen stood in the courtyard.

At this time, he was only eleven or twelve years old, he looked very handsome and beautiful, wearing a plain dress, wearing a jade-inlaid forehead on his head, he had known him for so long, but it was the first time he had seen him in such a gorgeous outfit, which was very in line with his identity as the young master of the Lin family.

Snow, drifting silently.

The snow in the south, unlike in the north, is moist and gentle, sticking to each other and falling into the air like feathers flying in the sky.

His black hair and body were covered with snow, but he was still standing there, and on the opposite side was a room with a lamp on.

According to his age, at this time, Mrs. Lin had been dead for several years, so he didn't dare to go into that room, and there was no one he wanted to see in that room.

In a moment, the lights in the room suddenly went out, and the surroundings fell into cold and darkness, and he looked up and looked anxious.

As if realizing something, he turned around sharply and hurriedly searched for the empty night behind him: "Mother, mother......"

Different from what he saw last time in his haunting dream, this time he is no longer a seven or eight-year-old child, no longer a blood-stained embarrassment, and there are no bewitching black shadows around him, in the courtyard, he is the only one, facing the overwhelming shouts-

"Wen'er, run......"

The woman's terrible and tragic voice still resounded in the sky, like a spell, locking him firmly inside.

Lin Suwen suddenly realized something, and finally stopped looking, but looked at the position in front of him in a daze, waiting for something.

Sure enough, the next moment, blood spread, staining the snow under his feet red, filling the color of his dreams.

I opened my eyes, the light in the room was still on, and I looked sideways at Lin Suwen, who was sleeping on the couch not far away.

got up, walked to the table, poured two large cups of tea, and then made himself settle down, and poured another cup for Lin Suwen.

Standing on the edge of the bed, looking at him, he frowned slightly, and had not yet woken up from his nightmare, when I hesitated to wake him up, but suddenly he opened his eyes.

A hateful, cold look, but the next moment, seeing who I am, the eyes gradually softened again.

I curled my lips and handed him the cup: "Do you want to drink water?" ”

Lin Suwen sat up and didn't speak, but turned his face away, and I said, "Don't drink it." ”

I was about to turn to leave, but he stopped me again, he was silent for a moment, turned his hand to me, and said, "Bring it." ”

I sighed silently, secretly said, 'Dead duck has a hard mouth', handed him the cup, saw him drink water, raised his hand to test his forehead, and said, "The fever has subsided." ”

Lin Suwen brushed off my hand and handed the cup back to me, still insisting: "I'm not sick!" ”

"Good good ......"

I put the cup down and said, "You're not sick, it's me who is sick, and I want to try my hand with your forehead, okay?" ”

He didn't speak, I put the cup back on the table, thought for a moment and said, "Lin Suwen, ...... tomorrow Come out with me. ”

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