23. The mountain rain is coming, and the wind is full of buildings

When I returned home with a stiff body, my in-laws didn't ask me what was wrong when they saw me, but after exchanging an unpredictable look with each other, they both nodded affirmatively.

I really don't have the energy to think about what the hell they're thinking about, and now I just want to take a good shower and get a good night's sleep.

Seeing me walking straight to the bedroom, my mother-in-law coughed dryly twice, "Zhang Li called him before, saying that the company was going to work overtime." ”

I smiled unhappily.

The mother-in-law was not happy, "What kind of expression do you have?" He's worked so hard, but also for this family, for you andβ€”"

"Bang!"

Before she could finish her sentence, I slammed the door shut.

"Huh! What do you mean? It's just been a few days and you're going to have another convulsion, isn't it? Who is it for? ”

Not bothering to pay attention to her crazy words, I went into the bathroom, took my shirt off, and stood in front of the mirror in a daze, my chest slightly red and swollen, and my shoulders were faintly red.

However, what makes me more uncomfortable at the moment than my body is my heart.

Thinking about it, since we have been in love, every time we see or hear such things as a mistress or divorce, his reaction is more indignant than mine, saying that the most despised person in the world is betrayal of love.

I also thought that the man I found was different from others, and I felt that I was lucky to pick up a treasure and find someone to rely on and worthy of unconditional trust.

But when it really happened, I realized that the emotions I had always thought were so strong were so fragile.

I asked myself repeatedly, what should I do if his cheating was already 100% certain?

Forgive? Come to an end?

The pain is the pain, and no matter which one I choose, it makes me feel that life is better than death. After so many years of affection, I have given my all. If you're done all over again, will it be better than this?

But it is precisely because of these years of affection that how can I forgive?

I turned the shower to the fullest, covered my mouth with my hands, and wept bitterly.

I cried until my head was deprived of oxygen, and I slowly stopped crying. Then he looked at himself in the mirror blankly, and secretly comforted: What are you afraid of, isn't it just cheating? It's not heaven again! It's okay! No matter how big it is, you can get through it.

When I came out of the shower, I picked up the baby. The little guy blinked and looked at me with big round eyes and an innocent face. I smiled sweetly at her, but my heart trembled with pain.

Baby, baby, what to do? Mommy is probably going to let you leave Dad! I hope you don't blame your mother when you grow up, okay? You can rest assured, even if your mother can't give you a complete home, she will give you a complete love.

After coaxing her to sleep, I found my suitcase and threw all my husband's things into it. Then dragged to the door of the living room and sat on the sofa waiting for him.

I want him to see his luggage and me as soon as he enters the door, and then drive him out with the most vehement words and vicious words. No matter how much he begs me, I will never forgive.

Never!

But even so, I still feel angry! Why? I didn't seem to like him so much at first, but I still followed him steadily for so many years. But the person who once said that the person who loved me the most in this world would only be me, actually betrayed?

Who is that woman? When did they meet?

Wait a minute!

I was startled, and suddenly remembered something, and my hairs stood on end in an instant.