Chapter 136: Nowhere to Find

Chang'an stood under the window, quite surprised by Chu Luo's arrival at this time.

But she quickly calmed down, poured Chu Luo a cup of tea for herself, and said with a gentle smile, "Isn't the emperor going to see Zhaorong and the six princes tonight?" How did you get to the concubine? ”

Chu Luo was stunned when he heard this, he glanced at her, and there was a slight tiredness in his voice, "I'm here, aren't you happy?" ”

Chang'an's eyebrows darkened, but his smile was still calm, "How can the concubine be unhappy?" The concubine just felt that Zhaorong had just given birth, and the emperor should accompany Zhaorong and the six princes more. ”

Before the words fell, Chu Luo suddenly walked behind her, and before Chang'an could react, he suddenly held her hand, with a slight loss in his tone, "Chang'an, you seem to have really changed." ”

Chang'an's expression was light, but the smile on his face faded a little, "The concubine has always been a concubine, and it has never changed." ”

Chu Luo's eyes were slightly cold, and he said in a deep voice, "But the original Chang'an would never call himself a concubine. ”

Chang'an's heart sank slightly, and she didn't know how to respond. After a long time, she finally slowly spit out a sentence, "If it was still the original Shen Changan, I am afraid that she would have died thousands of times a long time ago." ”

The strength in her hand gradually relaxed, Chang'an's heart sank, she stepped forward, touched Chu Luo's shoulder with her fingers, and said softly, "The emperor is tired, the concubines come to serve the emperor and rest." ”

"Chang'an." Chu Luo looked at her, his eyes were like a pool of dark lake water, bottomless, "I'm here...... I don't want you to sleep. ”

Chang'an's hand slowly lowered, and his voice was warm, "Then the emperor should rest early." ”

As soon as she turned around, her hand was held tightly from behind, and her eyes suddenly turned red and tears narrowly fell.

"Chang'an, I really miss you."

The voice behind him was a little choked, Chang'an turned around, held back the tears in his eyes, and smiled with relief, "The concubine has always been here." ”

Chu Luo's eyes were sour, and he clenched her hand tightly, "Come here." ”

That kind of indulgent and pampering tone was what Chang'an was most obsessed with many years ago.

When he was young, he was in high spirits, and he sat there, just looking at her simply, and it was the most beautiful thing in the world.

It's a pity that there is no more youth in life.

She walked up to him gently, but was pulled into his arms.

She leaned on his shoulder, and finally burst into tears.

So many years of resentment, so many years of hatred, can't match his sentence.

Many years later, Chang'an often thinks about what he is fighting for so many years? For the sake of honor? For power? For the sake of the heirs? It doesn't seem to be.

Only at this time did she clearly understand, but it was a dusty memory that weighed heavily on her heart, and she never refused to give her a way out. Fighting back and forth, it's just a desperate attempt to protect everything that once was.

Later, she would also suspect whether the affection for so many years was true or false. But at this moment, seeing him like this, she firmly believed that he, like herself, must have truly loved.

But that's just love.

The once hot love will one day be smoothed out by time and dust, which is an extremely cruel thing, but it cannot be avoided.

After a long time, Chang'an suddenly heard his voice sink into his ears, "Chang'an, when did you start to stop loving me?" ”

She curled the corners of her lips slightly, and asked rhetorically, "Then when did you start Chuluo...... Don't love me anymore? ”

She called him Chu Luo, just like many years ago, when Chu Luo was not the emperor, she didn't call him the prince, only Chu Luo.

Chu Luo, who heard this title, suddenly showed a somewhat calm smile, but when he heard Chang'an's question, the smile quickly disappeared into the corner of his lips.

He took her hand and put it to his heart.

Chang'an lost his mind for a moment.

She remembered many years ago, how many years it was, and even she couldn't remember it. Maybe it was before she married Chu Luo, or maybe it was after she became the concubine of King Lin'an, anyway, there was always a moment when he grabbed her hand, put it on his heart, and looked at her with a charming smile, "Do you feel the heartbeat here?" ”

Chang'an was stunned for a moment, and quickly lowered his head shyly, and said forcefully, "I didn't." ”

"How is that possible?" Chu Luo frowned slightly, pulling her closer, "Obviously, there is." ”

"Yes, yes!" Chang'an turned his face away, stubbornly refusing to look at him, "What do you want to say?" ”

Chu Luo restrained his smile, took two steps closer to her, and his expression became a little solemn, "Chang'an, this king wants to tell you that in this king's heart, from beginning to end, you are the only one. ”

Chang'an was slightly proud, but he refused to show it, he only pursed his lips and smiled, "But in the future, you will have more wives and concubines, and more beautiful women, you will definitely change your mind." ”

"Impossible!" Chu Luo looked at her persistently and firmly, as if he had sworn an oath, "Death and life are broad, and Zicheng said." Hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son. No matter how many things happen, in my Chu Luo's heart, there is only Shen Changan. ”

"Life and death are broad, and Zicheng said. Hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son. ”

Chang'an came back to his senses from his distant and ethereal thoughts, but saw that Chu Luo's tears had already spread out of the corners of his eyes.

"Yan Ji is you, Changle is you, everything is you. Shen Changan, I have never loved anyone else. ”

Chang'an covered his face with his hands and let the tears spread wantonly, "But I'm here, I obviously haven't gone anywhere, but you find Shen Changan one after another, but you always can't see me here." ”

"Chang'an, I ......" He wanted to say something, but his expression was extremely restrained. Chu Luo's face turned pale for a while, and he covered his chest with his hands, as if he was enduring great pain.

Chang'an's fingers trembled slightly, she wanted to support him, but her outstretched hand was frozen in the air. She handed Chu Luo a cup of tea from the table, but when she turned around, she suddenly heard a loud noise behind her.

The teacup was knocked over, and Chu Luo's tall figure slowly fell in front of Chang'an's eyes.

"Your Majestyβ€”"

In the Taoyao Palace, it is quiet and heavy.

Chang'an's face was heavy and he sat on the edge of Chu Luo's bed. Most of the doctors in the hospital knelt on the ground in unison, and there was a dead silence in the air. In silence, I saw a gorgeously dressed figure running in in a hurry, and suddenly fell in front of Chu Luo's bed, and began to cry, "Your Majesty, Your Majesty, what's wrong with you, you open your eyes to see your concubine, Your Majestyβ€”"

"Get out." Chang'an was so indifferent that there was no expression on his face, and his tone was even more cold, "Little Dezi, take Concubine Shuniang out." ”

Zhong Yuxiu stopped crying and looked at Chang'an with a pleading face, "Queen Mother, you can let the concubine accompany the emperor here......"

"You are so noisy, how can the emperor rest?" Chang'an raised his eyebrows slightly, and gave Xiao Dezi a look, Xiao Dezi immediately understood, and stepped forward and said, "Concubine Shuniang, when the emperor wakes up, the slave will go to deliver you a message." ”

Yuxiu had nothing to say, so she had to get up with her clothes and help her hand to retreat.

Chang'an sat in the hall, her expression was in a trance for a moment, the corner of her eyes fell on Zhu Zheng, and then said, "Now there is no one, what is wrong with the emperor, you are careful and carefully, and tell it all to the palace." ”

Zhu Zheng bowed his head deeply and said respectfully, "Back to the queen, the emperor is only here because of a lung infection and obstructed breathing." Previously, the emperor inhaled thick smoke and had ......"

"Wait a minute, what did you just say?" Chang'an's teeth tightened for a while, and his expression seemed to be frozen by frost, "What do you mean by this, explain it clearly to this palace." ”

Zhu Zheng was drenched in cold sweat on his forehead, and buried his head deeper, "Yes...... A few years ago, there was a fire in the Chonghua Palace, and the emperor insisted on breaking in regardless of the obstruction, causing thick smoke to enter the lungs. However, the situation is not serious, Weichen has already issued an emergency prescription that day, and the emperor has also taken it. In the past few years, the emperor's diet has also been mostly light, fungus, duck blood, red beans, mung beans, etc., all of which are foods that clear the lungs and detoxify, but they are just ...... Just ......"

Chang'an's face was as pale as snow, and she clearly heard her voice trembling a little, "It's just a ......?"

"It's just that the smoke produced by the fire is poisonous, and it has been incubating in the body for a long time, and it is not easy to detect, but it can seriously damage the lungs and be accompanied by other symptoms......"

Zhu Zheng's words rolled through Chang'an's heart like a thunderbolt, and she only felt that her breathing was getting heavier, and her chest was stuffy.

She held on to the edge of the bed, trying to stand up in a daze, but her feet fell and she almost fell to the ground.

Wan Xiang held Chang'an tightly, so anxious that tears were about to fall out, Chang'an's cloudy and tearful eyes widened, and her lips trembled violently, "Your Majesty...... Will the emperor be fine......"

Zhu Zheng was stunned for a moment, and bowed to Chang'an steadily, "The emperor's illness was discovered in time, it did not cause other symptoms, and it is still controllable." Weichen will do his best to protect the emperor safe and sound, please rest assured that the queen mother. ”

"That's good, that's good......" Chang'an looked tired and turned to stare at Chu Luo, she walked to the bed, sat down again, and held Chu Luo's hand tightly with both hands.

At this moment, Chang'an has too many complicated emotions.

She was afraid that Chu Luo would never wake up. If so, then what to do. Love and hatred turn a thousand times, if it weren't for the fact that he was still worried, how could he get to this point today.

In a trance, she suddenly felt Chu Luo's fingers move slightly.

Chang'an was overjoyed and was about to speak, but was gently held by a warm force.

"Chang'an ......"

She cried with joy, Zhu Zheng hurriedly got up and stepped forward, and asked quietly, "Your Majesty, what else do you feel unwell?" ”

Chu Luo's eyebrows furrowed slightly, and he slowly spit out a few words, "Go down." ”

Zhu Zheng bowed his head and retreated softly.

Chu Luo seemed to be extremely tired, he quietly looked at Chang'an's bloodshot eyes, and asked distressedly, "How long have you been here?" ”

Chang'an's eyes were hazy with tears, and when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't say a word, and for a long time, she just shook her head gently.

Chu Luo smiled lightly, but he already knew it in his heart. He raised his hand and struggled to wipe the tears from the corners of Chang'an's eyes, "Don't cry, I'm fine." ”

Chang'an nodded heavily, touched Chu Luo's cheek with his fingers, and said gently, "The emperor will sleep for a while, and the concubines will accompany him here." ”

Chu Luo smiled as hard as he could, and said in a low voice, "Okay." ”