Chapter 32: As long as I'm happy
At the end of the day, Mr. He didn't say anything about changing seats, nor did he let me go into the office to communicate again. The students who were waiting to watch the show felt a little disappointed, probably because they didn't follow the plot they set.
"Xiaomeng, the hippopotamus didn't mention this matter again today, it should be fine, I'll go back first, you can go back and rest early, don't worry, I will definitely find out who is chewing the root of the tongue behind my back."
Zhang Yue walked out of the school gate with me, she told me a few words outside the school gate, and then went home. I waved goodbye to her, and I was ready to go home.
"I know that my future is not a dream, and I ...... seriously"
I was about to take a taxi, my mobile phone rang, I took it out of my bag and saw that it was Zhao Nan. Today's incident made him the most wronged person, and he was ruthlessly abandoned by me. Thinking of this, I felt angry, I pressed the AFK button, I don't want to talk to him now, in fact, I don't know what to say.
"Don't you even answer the phone now?"
As soon as I hung up the phone, I heard his voice coming from behind. I stayed where I was, not knowing how to explain the situation or how to approach him now.
"Ning Meng, is what they said true today? You deliberately alienated me, is it because of Zhou Yu? ”
Seeing that I didn't look back, he walked around to me from behind, looked at me, and asked slowly, as if to get a convincing reason.
"The matter between us has nothing to do with others, Zhao Nan, no matter what our relationship was before, it is over now. I've told you many times that I just want to study hard and get into a good university in the future. I hope you will do the same, stop spending your mind on these boring things, and you will find that 'I' am actually a passer-by when you go to college in the future, and it doesn't matter what one-seventh does. ”
"Boring, do you really think our previous relationships were boring? Last time you said you didn't want to have an affair with me, I went back and thought about it for a long time. Indeed, I never wanted to pierce that layer of paper, because I think that only by being friends will you be long-term, and only by being friends will you always be by my side. ”
Watching him confide in pain in front of me, I asked him only one sentence:
"Do you like me?"
Apparently the question was unexpected, and he froze there.
“……”
He opened his mouth, but still didn't give an answer. Although I didn't care about his answer anymore, his hesitation reminded me of what I was like in a dream, and I felt a heartache.
"Don't come to me again, there's nothing more to say between us, I wish you a great future."
Seeing that he has been struggling, I really don't want to wait any longer. At this point, it had been a while since the end of class, and the students at the school were almost gone, and I turned around to leave.
As I turned, my hand was held by the other, stopping my movements. The hand was very warm, the fingers were long, and I enjoyed the feeling of being held by it in my dreams. I can still feel my heart longing for this feeling, but reason tells me that it can't be.
"Don't leave me."
I didn't look back, but I could clearly hear him talking behind me, so familiar, so good.
"No way."
I broke free of his hand and ran forward quickly, I wanted to get out of here quickly, I was afraid that I would relent, that I would fall into a nightmare again. I kept running, I kept running, like I was trying to escape hell. The trees and street lamps beside me kept receding, my vision gradually blurred, and tears slipped down my face, what was wrong with me? Didn't you say you didn't care?
"I know that my future is not a dream, and I live every minute seriously......"
My phone rang to wake me up, and I stopped, wiped tears from my face with my hand, and took a deep breath. After adjusting my mentality, I took out my mobile phone and found that it was Zhou Yu, who had never called me before. I pressed the answer button:
"Hey, what's the matter?"
"I thought you'd keep running."
Hearing his words, I immediately looked around, and I saw that he was not far from me, holding the car with one hand and calling me with the other. I don't know why, but I feel that he seems to have given me great encouragement at this time, and my restless heart has calmed down.
"I'm exercising."
He slowly pushed the cart towards me, and I said it on the phone.
"Did you work out in such a big night? I knew that the last time the PE teacher asked you to run five laps, I shouldn't have left you alone. ”
He walked as he spoke, and he came to me, and he took my phone off my ear, then hung up, and returned it to me, and then smiled and touched my head.
I looked up from his chest and could only see his chin, clean and curvature, neither stiff nor feminine. This action reminded me of the last time I played basketball, and my face turned red all of a sudden, and I quickly turned around.
"Let's go."
He was already riding in the car, walked up to me and stopped, and motioned for me to take his car. I thought about it and sat down last time, but luckily he had his back to me, and it would be embarrassing to see me blushing.
The night breeze was cool, and it felt so comfortable on my hot face, and I squinted and enjoyed the moment.
"Do you know that rumors about the two of us have been circulating in the class lately?"
I tried to ask him about it, to see how he was going to be on it.
"Rumors stop at the wise."
Sure enough, it was his style, and although it was expected, there was still a disappointment to hear his answer, but I didn't know what I was expecting.
Suddenly a downhill, the sudden increase in speed disrupted my train of thought, scared me hurriedly hugged Zhou Yu's waist, at the moment of sticking to his back, I smelled the smell of jasmine on his body, it should be the smell of residual laundry detergent. Maybe he felt my breathing, his whole body was tense, his body temperature seemed to rise, and he was quite sensitive.
It didn't take long to get to my house after this slope, I got out of the car, and he stopped there and didn't go.
"There are some things you don't have to think about so much, it doesn't matter what other people's attitudes and opinions are, as long as you're happy is more important than anything else."
It's easy to misunderstand what he said, but considering that he was there to comfort me, I accepted his kindness.
"Well, I know, thank you."
"Well, you go in first."
"Okay, see you tomorrow."
"See you tomorrow."
I turned around and crossed the street, and before entering the neighborhood, I looked back and saw that he was still there, I waved goodbye to him, and then entered the neighborhood.