Chapter 067: Love, Hate, and Hatred (4)

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The boundless night, the silence, a Milky Way across Kyushu.

I walked on the long street, now Shengjing, purple fog hazy, very heavy yin, there is no figure around, only the deep alley occasionally heard the sound of dogs barking because of my footsteps.

The blood in his body was surging, suppressed in his throat, his breath was full of disgusting blood, and the wound on his back had already been cracked due to the spell just now, sticky to his clothes, and slowly flowing down his body, spreading into his boots, and with every step, he felt something slimy under his feet.

I tried to speed up my pace, trying to get rid of Lin Suwen, but he still followed behind me, unrelenting, very annoying.

I don't know if it was because the injury was too severe, or if I lost too much blood, I was walking, and the scene in front of me gradually blurred, and I stumbled, fell to the ground, and vomited a mouthful of blood.

When I looked up, the alley ahead was full of abandoned debris, and there was no way out.

I smiled wryly, lay on the ground, braced myself and tried to stand up, tried several times, but failed.

The plain white clothes flashed in front of me, and Lin Suwen came to my side, dressed in white, in the moonlight, like a feathered immortal, washing away the dust around him.

I looked up at him and teased weakly, "What are you still doing with me, do you think that I am like this, and I can still do something hurtful?" ”

He looked at me condescendingly, for a moment, crouched down, and held out a hand, as if trying to lift me up.

I handed him my hand, and with his strength, I tried to stand up again, but as soon as I used my strength, the action involved internal injuries, and my heart and lungs seemed to be torn, and finally I had to give up, shaking my head and saying, "No, I'm afraid I can't move for the time being." ”

When I saw the root of the wall next to me, I moved over little by little, and now I, in Lin Suwen's eyes, should be very embarrassed.

I think it's sad myself, but I think of how I was tortured by the resentful spirit in my body before, and I fell to the ground and rolled on the ground to live rather than die, maybe this time, I should feel lucky.

I finally let myself sit up along the wall, leaning against my back against something, I could finally breathe a sigh of relief, and when I raised my eyes and saw Lin Suwen standing in front of me, I bent my lips and said with a smile: "Young Master Lin, I look like I'm half dead now, you better let me go, if you don't want to sleep on the street with me here, go back to the Hongwen Museum first......"

Before I finished speaking, I saw Lin Suwen squatting down, pulling my wrist, and the other palm was facing my palm, his hand was just like him, cold and cold, but a warm power came out from the palm of his hand, along my palm, in the meridians of the whole body, the pain in the heart just now due to the injury, but also because of this warmth, as if it was soothed, relieved a lot of pain, I coughed again, just now suppressed in the chest blood was completely "forced" out by him.

Lin Suwen squatted in front of me, caught off guard, the snow-white hem was splashed with a few drops of blood by me, and I hurriedly said, "I'm sorry......"

I admire myself very much, it's all at this time, I still remember that he loves cleanliness very much, but I heard Lin Suwen say: "Why? ”

Until now, his voice was still clear and cold, making people not hear the slightest temperature: "You shouldn't be like this." ”

Because the bruise was "forced" out, my whole body was a lot more relaxed, leaned back, let out a long sigh of relief, closed my eyes and said, "It's better for me to be injured than to watch him die." ”

As he spoke, he opened his eyes again and realized something, so he said to Lin Suwen: "Don't think I'm here to save him, it's just that there are too few people in the Hongwen Pavilion now, if something happens to him, we will be busy in the future, a stupid fool who only knows how to get into trouble and pull his back legs, I won't save him!" ”

After a pause, he exhaled again: "Thank you just now, otherwise I would have suffered this injury myself." ”

Lin Suwen was silent for a moment and turned his head: "I didn't want to save you." ”

Hearing this, I let out a sigh and deliberately teased him: "What was Young Master Lin doing just now?" ”

He withdrew his gaze, glanced at me, and then moved out impatiently, and said stubbornly: "The same! ”

I understood what he meant, he said that he helped me just now, and the reason I saved Liu Bozhou was the same, the people of the Lin family have always been self-assured, and they don't even want to help people, so they can only back down and compromise: "Okay, good, the same, all the same...... What you Young Master Lin hates the most is me, how can you save me, right? ”

I just wanted to suggest to him, I can't move now, if he wants to leave, it is better to go back to the Hongwen Pavilion first, but Lin Suwen sat down next to me, if I remember correctly, the place where he is sitting now, due to the position of the back of the yang and the yin, I seem to have seen a layer of moss just now, with Lin Suwen's love for cleanliness, it is really surprising that he is willing to make such a move.

"Lin Suwen, if I really have something to do with the Gu family you said, will you still save me?"

I looked up at the eaves on the opposite side, and there were two thatches growing on the top of the wall, which could be clearly seen under the moonlit night.

Lin Suwen was silent for a moment and replied, "Yes." ”

"If I had anything to do with the Gu family, would you hate me?"

He paused again and replied, "No." ”

For some reason, when I heard such a response, I was secretly relieved, and even a little relieved and happy.

Then he asked him, "If that were the case, would you still sit by and listen to me as you do now?" ”

At this time, Lin Suwen was silent again, and the silence lasted a lot longer than just now, and after a long time, he said, "I don't know." ”

Hearing this answer, I was stunned, and then I came back to my senses and smiled bitterly in my heart.

I have a feud with him, and in this feud, there is a fight and blood between the two families.

"I, ah, there used to be an enemy, I wanted to kill him, but at that time I was very young, I didn't have the ability to kill him, and I wasn't sure if my enemy was him, so I kept enduring, waiting, counting the days and wanting to take revenge, but during the time of waiting, I understood one thing, even if I can really kill him in the end and take revenge, my heart will not be happy, those times of patience for revenge, the struggle and torture day by day, are actually more painful things than hatred."

I don't know why I said this to Lin Suwen, this secret hidden deep in my heart, even the proverbs have not been mentioned.

Will he think of my life experience because of this, will he be aware of the suspicion in my past behavior, at that time, I did have this doubt about Lin Suwen, but I still said it.

"It's okay to kill him, it's okay not to kill him, the dead are already dead, and what is lost is ...... after all has been lost. ”

Every night like this, I especially miss my mother, the one who gave me life, but also brought pain to me.

Twenty years ago, on such a moonlit night, in the face of the slaughter of my whole family, in despair, my mother used the Heavenly Soul Curse on me.

Has she ever thought about how it will feel when I wake up in front of the corpses of my family, and has she ever thought about what kind of torture I will have to endure because of this soul curse in my later life?

Isn't it a bit terrifying to concentrate the grievances of hundreds of people in the family on a four-year-old child?

What did my mother think at that time? I found that whenever I speculated about this, I never felt resentment or blame in my heart, but felt even more sad.

Mother she loves me, like the mother of other children, when I fall, she will feel distressed, I am sick, she will be anxious, although this mother, she is doing a little badly, but she still does her best, has been silently caring for me, giving me the protection and concern from a mother's instinct.

So whenever I think about this, I can't help but wonder what kind of despair my mother experienced that night to do such a thing to me.

She should have been able to empathize with the pain I was going through now, and she who caused this pain to happen to me should have been in a state of mind several times better than my torture at that time.

I regret that in this life, I couldn't cherish her properly, cherish the time with her, and in those days when I could see her, because of my self-righteous self-esteem and anger, I felt that even if I died, she wouldn't care, and stubbornly and willfully wanted to cut off all ties between me and her, and made her feel distressed and regretful by taking revenge and stabbing her.

"Mother...... Mother ......"

At night, I dreamed that I was back in the mansion again, and thankfully, this time, instead of corpses on the floor, I saw a closed, vermilion door.

The maids who had always prevented me from disturbing my mother were gone, and the servants who liked to follow me were gone, and there was only a door in front of me, and I stood there, clapping and shouting desperately, trying to get my mother to open the door to see me, but there was no response, but I knew very well that they were still alive.

When I opened my eyes, the heart and lungs involved in the wound were painful, and the whole chest seemed to be numb, I looked at Lin Suwen and found that he was also looking at me, his eyes were faint and silent.

I looked at him for a moment, looked away, and looked at the sky in the distance, at this time the sky was still very dark, and a louder voice sounded somewhere in the distance, and I said to him, "Lin Suwen." ”

"...... next year"

"Let's look at the epiphany."

It's uncertain whether he'll be able to stay here until next year.

But I think that by this time next year, when the epiphanyes in the Hongwen Pavilion are in full bloom, I will hang a few lanterns in the yard, decorating them lively, with me, my senior brother, and maybe my junior sister, and then call those adults in the hall, if Lin Suwen is also there, I should be very happy.

He didn't speak, and only after a long time did he say, "His Royal Highness the Emperor's eldest grandson asked me about you that day, and my answer ......"

He paused, looked at me, and said in a serious and determined tone: "I told him that you are a warlock. ”

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