Chapter Seventy-Four: To Deceive Others, You Must Deceive Yourself First
"Aren't you going to tell Yanyan?"
"Hmm."
"Hey, I hope it's understandable."
"She will, maybe not now, but in the near future, she will understand."
Yin Xun glanced at Jian Hai again before leaving, "Jian Hai, in fact, I think that what Yan means is that you are not the real you now." You're not as happy as you were now, aren't you? ”
Jian Hai lowered his head, and there was an undetectable depth in his eyes, "I know." ”
Yin Xun nodded and left.
"What do you mean by that?" Pei Yan took Yin Xun's hand and walked on the road, looking at the dim street lights and fewer and fewer vehicles.
Actually, Yanyan doesn't need Jian Hai to investigate for her or do anything for her. She, like everyone else, just wants Jian Hai to be happy. Moreover, now, Jian Hai, as a businessman, is not happy at all. ”
"Jiang Yan wants Jian Hai to leave the group? It's kind of. ”
Yin Xun shook his head, "Actually, it's not, how to say it, in fact, I don't quite understand, but I seem to understand a little bit." ”
"Huh?"
"Maybe Jiang Yan thinks that the current path is not Jian Hai's own choice, but an arrangement." Yin Xun stopped, "Being arranged to do everything, if it was Jian Hai in high school, she wouldn't agree, she might be sad about this." ”
"The same can't be said either." Pei Yan also stopped, but kept looking ahead, "People will change, just like the current Jian Hai is no longer the original student union president, no longer a senior." His responsibilities and identity have changed, and in this case, many times, many things, cannot be forced. ”
"Huh?" Regarding Pei Yan's sudden truth, Yin Xun said that he was confused.
Pei Yan touched Yin Xun's head dotingly, "To put it simply, Jiang Yan has Jiang Yan's own thoughts, Jian Hai has Jian Hai's own insistence, and he can't say who is right and who is wrong, take one step at a time." ”
"But is the plan really going well?" Yin Xun was a little worried, this would obviously be a risky move. "Do I want to mention it to Yan Yan first, something really happened to the province." Yin Xun was busy taking out his mobile phone but was stopped by Pei Yan, "Okay, they all say that if you want to deceive people, you have to deceive yourself first, I don't have to worry about Jian Hai's acting skills, don't add a Jiang Yan anymore." ”
"It seems to make sense."
Jiang Yan threw himself on the bed after taking a shower, looked at the ceiling, the phone vibrated a few times in his ears, Jiang Yan reached out and touched it on the side, and picked it up.
"Qi Wei?"
"Yo, words, if you don't die, there will be a blessing in the future." On the other end was the voice of Qi Wei's hippie smiley face. "How's it going, do you feel like you've experienced a Hollywood blockbuster now?"
"Nope." Jiang Yan interrupted Qi Wei's words very indifferently, "If you have something to say, say it quickly, and if you have a fart, let it go." ”
"I'm going, it's brutal. That's right, the enemy is dark and I am clear, and it is not a way to hide you all the time, so we finally decided to let you go back to work. ”
"Huh?"
"Emm, you may not understand it for a while, but this is a decision that we have made after careful consideration. A car will pick you up tomorrow morning, and during this time, we will assign you a dedicated driver to protect you. From Qi Wei's end, there was the sound of fingers tapping on the keyboard.
"I don't need to."
"Jiang Yan, don't be willful." Qi Wei's voice became very serious, "This is not a battle for you alone, so obey the arrangement, this is the instructions of your superiors." ”
"Superior, Jian Hai?"
"Jiang Yan, I have already conveyed everything that should be conveyed, as for the rest, he will tell you in person tomorrow, that's all, goodbye." After speaking, Qi Wei hung up the phone.
Jiang Yan held the phone and emptied her brain, is this the ending and result she chose at the beginning.
"Let's break up."
Jian Hai stood in front of Jiang Yan's desk, his hands in his trouser pockets, looking at Jiang Yan, his eyes were calm, as if he had really lost his feelings.
Jiang Yan looked at Jian Hai and felt as if he hadn't reacted a little, he, what does this mean?
"I thought it through the call you gave me last night. So, since each other is tired, let's separate. Jian Hai's voice sounded, like an iron rod, letting Jiang Yan know that this was the reality. In front of everyone, is this a declaration to the whole group?
"Are you?"
"Okay, I'm just here to talk to you, although we broke up, but after so many years, if you need anything in the future, you can come to me at any time, as long as I can help, I will definitely do my best." As soon as Jian Hai wanted to leave, he was caught by Jiang Yan.
"If I believe it, then I really don't know you." Jiang Yan frowned slightly, "Are you hiding something from me?" ”
Jian Hai turned his head and looked at Jiang Yan with an unfamiliar indifference in his gaze, "Jiang Yan, I have already said everything that should be said, and we will be fine with each other in the future." ”
"Jian Hai, you make it clear to me, I hate being so innocent the most!" Jiang Yan yelled at Jian Hai's back. Yes, he wants everyone to know that they broke up, what is this going to do, is he trying to dissociate himself from him, then he is definitely doing something related to her, or something dangerous.
No, she would never allow him to do that.
What is this, to keep her in the dark, is this what he calls protection?
"Unclear or innocent?" Jian Hai slowly turned around and looked at Jiang Yan, "That's right, I loved you very much eight years ago, and I was very happy that you came back before, but I find out now that we have all changed." We're not who we used to be anymore, so we're sorry, just let the good things stay in the past. ”
Saying that, Jian Hai walked into the president's elevator without looking back.
Jiang Yan almost stumbled back to his position, and the people around him looked at Jiang Yan and began to whisper.
"Hey, this man, it's really unlucky to be unlucky. The friend who made it out of his heart turned out to be a well-known demon of the group, and he made a boyfriend who was the envy of everyone, but he was dumped when he turned around. ”
"Hey, what is this called, feng shui takes turns."
"Do you think it's the president's empathy?"
"Even if it's empathy, it can't be yours, don't think about it, good."
Jiang Yan stood up abruptly and walked out under everyone's sight, Jiang Yan walked to the glass bridge corridor, looked into the distance, and looked at it for a long time. They didn't seem to have a chance to come here after they got back together, and that's the end of it. Jiang Yan's brows were furrowed very tightly, and he could clamp the tightness of the playing cards. Jiang Yan dialed Yin Xun's phone.
"Hey."
“。。。 Pei Yan, what about Yin Xun? ”
"Well, she's coming." On the other end of the phone, footsteps rang, as well as Pei Yan's "Jiang Yan's phone." ’
"Hey, Yanyan." Yin Xun's voice sounded, accompanied by a yawn, and he didn't get up until this o'clock, thinking that more than six o'clock was gone. Sure enough, a married woman knows indulgence.
"Is something wrong with Jian Hai?"
"Why do you ask?" Yin Xun's voice sounded unhurried, Jiang Yan's brows furrowed even tighter, what is going on, rare, really, is he tired, tired, and wants to break up?
"Today, he broke up with me."
"Oh." Yin Xun was not surprised at all, Jiang Yan just wanted to continue asking, but was interrupted by Yin Xun, "Okay, you two, can you find some new elements to open up in a joke, break up and break up all day long, you do the math yourself, you said it a few times in high school, and in the end it was divided a few times, I will have your surname if I believe you again." ”
"It's true." Sure enough, the wolf came to the effect, "I." ”
"What are you, go back to work, what kind of nerves does Jian Hai have today." Saying that, Yin Xun seemed to throw the phone back to Pei Yan, Pei Yan looked at the phone in his hand, did he hang up directly, or did he say a few words.
After being silent for a while, Jiang Yan hung up the phone.
Yin Xun pounced back again, "How is it, did I show my stuffing just now?" ”
"No, that's good."
"Whew." Yin Xun patted his chest, "You said that this would be a bit excessive, we know everything, but Yan Yan doesn't know anything, will it be a bit excessive." ”
"Now you know what you're doing so early?"
“???”
Jiang Yan put away his mobile phone and looked into the distance, the calm on the surface is often like the sea level, although the bottom of the sea is turbulent, but on the sea, it is still so calm. Shan Zhenyu walked over from behind, "It's okay." ”
"It's fine." Jiang Yan shook his head.
"I heard that you were hidden in a safe place, but I was surprised to see you this morning. I saw it, it was a change of mind, or a strategy. Shan Zhenyu leaned against the railing and looked sideways at Jiang Yan's face. But you seem to be very unhappy. ”
"If everything is hidden, how can I be happy, or rather, I'm out of love now."
Shan Zhenyu frowned slightly, she naturally knew, but she didn't know what Jian Hai's thoughts were, or rather, Jian Hai's thinking became more and more fickle.
"No, he wouldn't break up with me so easily, something must have happened." Jiang Yan lowered his head and began to think in pieces.
"Words."
"Zhenzhen, I'm scared." Jiang Yan clasped his hands on his shoulders and squatted down. "I don't know when I started to become sensitive, I became suspicious, I hate myself like this, but I can't help it."
Shan Zhenyu looked at Jiang Yan and squatted down, "Yanyan, you." ”
"Zhenzhen, what should I do, what should I do." Jiang Yan's hand was a little nowhere to be placed, she didn't know, she didn't know what to do, did she do something wrong? Why, it turned out to be like this.
"Words ......" Shan Zhenyu's hand hung in the air on Jiang Yan's back, and it didn't fall for a long time.
"You say, does he really don't want me anymore?"
Shan Zhenyu frowned slightly, her identity was embarrassing, she was not suitable to ask about this matter, but looking at Jiang Yan's appearance, her heart was panicked.
"Actually, you just can't trust your instincts, do you?"