The weather is very good, the sun is very good, although the weather is still very cold, but standing under the sun still feels warm, Shen Feng and I leaned on the pavilion of the small pond alone, timidly almost couldn't find the north.

"Chen Yang." Shen Feng suddenly opened his mouth and shouted at me.

"Huh?" I still closed my eyes and didn't move, waiting for him to continue,

"Actually. It would be nice if you could continue to live like this, right? ”

"Well, it's pretty good." I almost responded to this sentence casually, and I didn't actually specifically filter the meaning of Shen Feng's words in my mind, but after listening to my answer, Shen Feng's tone was obviously higher: "You also want to stay?" ”

I couldn't open my eyes at this time, and looked at Shen Feng with some helplessness: "That's not what I mean, what I said is quite good, we can still lie here and sleep quietly in the sun after drinking hot porridge." ”

Shen Feng was stunned for a moment, and then asked, "In other words, you don't want to stay?" ”

I grasped the meaning of Shen Feng's words and asked, "Do you want to stay?" ”

Shen Feng turned his head and glanced in the direction of the gate and then fell silent, not answering my words, but following his gaze, I guessed seven or eight points in his heart.

Xiaoxue is buried in this place, even if there is only a mound of earth left, it is a thought, everyone in the world now knows that once you leave a certain place, whether you can go back again with your life, no one can say, Shen Feng wants to stay and guard Xiaoxue, this is understandable.

Sighing, I turned my head to look at Shen Feng, and after thinking for a while, I spoke: "I always feel that this place doesn't seem to be where we should be in the end, it doesn't give me any sense of belonging, really, from the first day I came here, I just felt that way, and it still is." ”

Hearing this, Shen Feng withdrew his gaze from looking at the door, turned his head to look at me twice, and said, "Where else can people feel a sense of belonging now?" If you think about it, did you feel a sense of belonging when you lived in your home? ”

I was stunned for a moment when Shen Feng said this, and I began to recall the scene when I was at home before, and after a while, I sadly found that what Shen Feng said was right, I didn't have a sense of belonging when I was at home, and I was always guarding there with the intention that I would leave sooner or later.

Leaning on my body, I cast my eyes into the distance, Shen Feng's words made my heart tighten, and realized a reality that made me feel very helpless in my heart, that is, no matter how I want to deny it, the current reality has already made my heart enter a state of turmoil, I try to let myself and everyone know that in fact, no matter where I can live, I can live a good life.

But in fact, this is not the case at all, subconsciously I began to realize early on that there will be no such place at all, and it is impossible for me to live like before, and I will be filled with turbulence and fear in the future, even if there is a miracle world situation alleviated, with such memories, I am destined to no longer be able to live like a normal person.

My eyes wandered everywhere with my wandering thoughts, and after thinking about it for a while, I didn't know what I was thinking at all, and Shen Feng simply stopped talking when he saw that I didn't answer.

After a moment of relative silence, two people in the distance suddenly turned out from the direction of Building 4 onto the main road and caught my attention.

The distance was a little far away, I squinted my eyes to see as clearly as possible, and after seeing it clearly, my heart suddenly jumped twice, it was still the couple last time!

I sat up straight, looked at the two of them carefully, and after scanning around, I always felt that something was wrong, and after a little thought, I realized, child! The child, who was still being held by the boy, seemed to be wrapped up by them again.

Compared to last time, the girl is obviously much more vigilant, this will keep looking around, the two of them are walking quickly, I follow the two of them with my eyes, and find that they are heading straight to the target... As I guessed last time, the place they went to was Old Man Zheng's guard room.

I don't know for some reason, when they passed in front of the pavilion, I leaned down slightly, turned around and hid behind the pillar, and it was not until I saw the two of them being welcomed into the guard room by the old man Zheng who came out, and I leaned out.

Shen Feng has been tilting his body and closing his eyes to recuperate, I estimated that when the two people passed by just now, they must have paid little attention to him, this will probably notice my movements, Shen Feng slowly opened his eyes and asked, "Do you know them?" ”

I was stunned, withdrew my gaze from staring at the door guard room and turned my head to look at Shen Feng, it turned out that he had noticed it just now?

"I don't know." I waved my hand in denial.

"And what are you hiding?"

I glanced at Shen Feng twice, and after thinking about it in my heart, I still felt that I should not talk to him about the couple at this time, his mental pressure was already great enough.

simply waved his hand again, pretending to be a hanger and said: "The last time I held their dolls, I was kicked by my companion and almost threw the doll into the pond, those two people were frightened, and when they came back to their senses, they almost didn't beat me with their arms, but fortunately they were torn apart by others, no... You have to hide when you see it, otherwise wouldn't it be unpleasant to recruit people? ”

After finishing speaking, before Shen Feng could answer, I hissed and smacked my mouth, this improvised reason for dog blood is really dry enough.

Fortunately, Shen Feng's thoughts were probably not on the couple at all, and after listening to my words, he just gave a sigh of gratitude and got up and said, "It's been a while to come out, go back." ”

I was distracted by the hurried demeanor of the couple and the child in my arms, and I wanted to see what was going on, and it was just right for me that Shen Feng wanted to go back.

Seeing that I was busy nodding, Shen Feng was stunned for a moment, and then pulled the corners of his mouth and said, "How much do you want to stay here with me?" ”

I was stunned by his question, and after reacting, I hurriedly said: "Where is it, I don't know how much I want to chat with you here in the sun, how pleasant, this... Isn't this the one who wants to go to the toilet and wants to go back in a hurry? ”

Hearing this, Shen Feng glanced at me with an expression of 'you can pull the calf hard' on his face, and then took the lead and walked out of the pavilion.

After sending Shen Feng back to the house, and after pretending to be okay and talking to him without being salty, he immediately spread his legs and ran downstairs as soon as he exited the door, during which he didn't notice at all that his old nosy problem had flareed up again.

Of course, if it weren't for me meddling again this time, I'm afraid that I don't know how many innocent or not-so-innocent people have been killed by their own or other people's stupidity.

I ran very fast, and after a while I ran out of the hall, because I knew that the fat man had snipers on the top floor to observe on it all day, I tried to stabilize my steps after leaving the hall, and pretended to be walking around and walked forward, during which I pretended to raise my head inadvertently, and sure enough, the top of the first building was crawling with a black shadow quietly in my direction, I didn't know if it was looking at me, and still put on a look of not knowing anything, nothing and walking forward leisurely.

As I got closer and closer to Old Man Zheng's guard room, I deliberately lowered my pace, and at the same time tried my best to maintain my 'leisurely and natural' demeanor, as I got closer and closer to the door guard room, I thought coldly and inappropriately, if there was a big mirror in front of me now, what kind of ridiculous demeanor would it be?

When I walked to the front of the guard room, I paused slightly, listened to the movement in the room, and after a while, I found that there was no sound coming from it at all, and it was very quiet... I'm a little stunned, inside, no one?

Could it be that the two of them have already left in the process of sending Shen Feng back?

Thinking about it this way, I simply walked two quick steps to the closed door of the guard room, most of the doors of the guard room should be known to everyone, usually the upper half of the door is all glass, so as to better ensure that the security guard can observe the outside situation at any time.

At this moment, the glass above the door of the guard room was closed from the inside, completely blocking the view, and now the old man Zheng lives here alone and does not need to observe the situation outside, I estimate that this curtain may have been installed by himself for the convenience of living.

After listening to it for a while, there was still no movement inside, I cleared my throat and shouted inside: "Uncle Zheng? Are you there? At the same time, I reached out and twisted the doorknob, only to find that it had been locked from the inside.

There was still no response coming from inside.

Even if the couple leaves, this old man Zheng should be there, will this go out?

"Uncle?" I tried to open my mouth again, but after still not getting a reply, I scratched my head a little strangely, and in such a little time, several people actually left.

Since no one was there, there was no need for me to stay here any longer, and after sighing, I turned around and planned to go back, but at the moment I turned around, I noticed that the curtain on the door was hanging by something, just a little corner was not covered.

Thinking that he was going to turn back anyway, he simply stopped caring about the person on the top floor, and leaned over to the gap next to the door and looked inside.

I hoped to see something, but when I looked inside, there was no one in the small room.

After two more glances, I stood up straight and sighed, forget it, I guess I had already gone out just now.

Just when I sighed and took a few steps to go back, there was a sound in the room behind me, and then before I could turn my head, the door was opened from the inside, and Uncle Zheng's voice came with a deep sleepiness.

"Girl? You just called me? I'm sorry, but I'm going to sleep heavily. ”

I was stunned and froze in place.