I said I was afraid of him, but Qin Yan said I was stupid, he only said, that night... He was sorry.

At that time, I was very tired, and I didn't even have the strength to ask questions, what he said was also the truth, he was not human, I thought that my father's words should be true, if Qin Yan really 'got along' with me, I would really not be able to stand it.

But when I looked at the apology he spoke, my heart seemed to soften again.

Between me and him, it seems that I love him more, love his cold passion, love his roughness and gentleness.

So, even if I'm hurt, I don't blame anyone, only myself.

***********

Half a month later, Qin Yan couldn't stay by my side all the time, and I was a little better, but my body was still very weak, and every time I looked in the mirror, my haggard appearance was like a flower covered with frost.

I drink tonic porridge every day, but my face is not a little ruddy, and even my own is a little worried.

My dad came here once, and when I saw his busy and anxious appearance, I remembered who the man next to my mother was, did my dad know that?

I want to ask, but if he doesn't know, will it hurt him in his heart? After all, my mother has been dead for so many years, and his thoughts are in the bottom of my heart, and I can see it, so... It's better not to ask, the people are gone, and there is no need to add trouble to the living.

Because Qin Yan has to go on a business trip for a week, so my dad came to take care of me, even Mrs. Bai came to see me, I didn't think she would come, and compared to my sick haggard face, Mrs. Bai's round and jade appearance set off my fragility, I looked at Mrs. Bai's beauty, I always felt dazzling, when she looked at me with bright smiling eyes, I felt that her purpose was not to visit, but to mock.

Qin Yan is not here, Mrs. Bai has naturally become the owner here, I think it is fortunate that my father came to accompany me for a few days, otherwise, Mrs. Bai would deliberately make me hungry.

And on the third day of Qin Yan's departure, a news from the outside world spread that the headline in the newspaper was explosive news, it was a private meeting between Qin Yan and Jiang Yunsi, and a big close-up in the newspaper, the faces of the two were clearly displayed......

When I saw it, my mood fluctuated a lot, coupled with the discomfort of my body, I felt irritable for the first time, and after I couldn't get through Qin Yan, I even had the urge to scold.

Mrs. Bai brought me a glass of milk at this time, her smile was dazzling, she clearly caught a glimpse of the newspaper on the table, sat down slowly, and said calmly, "Since you are Ah Yan's wife, there are some things that need to be endured, such news has pros and cons for people with status, Xiao Xiao, after all, you are now Mrs. Qin's identity......"

I sneered in my heart, I didn't say much to Mrs. Bai, I look like this now, Qin Yan is not around, if I talk too much, I will be the one who suffers.

After Mrs. Bai left, I called Qin Yan a lot, but he didn't answer, such a big news, since it was reported, it was naturally more credible.

I called Hua Sheng's mobile phone, but he was in the company, it turned out that only Qin Yan went this time, how could he be alone?

After another day, Qin Yan's phone finally got through.

"How's your body?"

Qin Yan's faint voice, I didn't immediately ask about the newspaper, I responded, "It's better, when will you come back?" ”

"It's going to take another week."

I lowered my eyes, my gaze fell on the back of my hand, my wrist was still bruised, and I caught a glimpse of the newspaper on the corner of the table, and I couldn't ignore the headline of 'Late Night Private Meeting' that big.

Suddenly, I said in a cold voice, "I'm going to see you tomorrow!" ”

There was silence on his side for a while, and I can imagine that he must have been frowning or frowning at the same time as he was silent at this time, but he didn't say anything, which made my heart suddenly tighten, and I clenched the phone, "Did you hear that?" ”

"I heard that, but I won't be back until next week."

“……”

"You're alone?"

"Yes."

"What's going on in the newspapers?"

He paused, "I'll talk about it when I get back." ”

The phone hung up indifferently, I looked at the phone, and before I could speak, he hung up like this?

But a week has passed, Qin Yan has not come back, my body is still weak, I am tired after walking too much, and my head is dizzy.

His phone never worked.

Today, Jiang Xiaonian came to see me, and when I saw it, the distress in her eyes made me feel like crying, I strongly suppressed it and smiled at her, "Xiaonian, it's cold today..."

Jiang Xiaonian carried a large bag of red dates, each of which was ruddy and full, overflowing with the fragrance of jujubes.

"Look at you, don't stand by the window blowing the cold wind, I'll cook for you, these are all qi and blood, these dates are all picked by me with you one by one, and this, the obsidian I took from my grandmother, hey, Xiao Xiao, seriously, I'm worried about you, if there is a way, I want you to leave him immediately, if you go on like this, you will die..."

I smiled wryly, I wanted to leave before, but now...

"Okay, I'm almost fine, I'm so hungry, you hurry up and cook for me, go and ......"

"It's all like this, I'm reluctant, I'll do it for you, I'll take leave in the afternoon, and I'll live with you at night!"

I smiled and nodded, "Yes." ”

Jiang Xiaonian stood there and looked at me, "Xiao Xiao, don't believe that thing in the newspaper, in fact, many of them are those reporters who exaggerate the facts." ”

"Yes, I know."

Jiang Xiaonian sighed and went into the kitchen, and I sat on the sofa alone, in a daze.

************************

After eating in the afternoon, I fell asleep sleepily, and Jiang Xiaonian was busy catching up with the manuscript.

At night, I chatted with Jiang Xiaonian until midnight, but the guest room I slept with her, the ** in the master bedroom, Jiang Xiaonian ran out when he saw it, saying that the yin qi was too heavy, and said that I had better not sleep in the future.

******

The next day, I woke up early, looking at the quiet phone, a little depressed.

I opened the window slightly, and a cold wind blew in, and I frowned and looked outside.

Last night seemed to be frosty, and the nameless flowers, grasses and stones on the ground were covered with a thin layer of ice, and there were a few flowers, and the frost condensed on them, which was particularly beautiful.

Looking up at the weeping willows on the shore of the lake, there was also a thick layer of H2 attached to the dry branches