Chapter 45: Hope

Finally found it.

Li Jinhui leaned against the wall, hugging her knees......

At the height of Qin Feng, who pressed his hand on the floor, he had been hiding nearby, but he didn't listen to any calls.

Just sit and sit all the time......

For the simulation model that is in front of you, it is scaled down 100:1......

Model of the Banshee fighter......

"This is the day we got married, Mach gave it to me." Li Jinhui didn't raise her head, her eyes always reflected the rough workmanship of the model that looked ridiculous, "It's been too long, I don't know where to put it, I found it at the bottom of a box after looking for a long time......"

Qin Feng couldn't help but shudder.

Because the other person's body has reached the point where even if it is only a little closer, it can be understood as the cold source of the entire room.

"Sister Hui, you ......"

"Weird, right? The wedding gift is not a ring, necklace or other jewelry, but something that I don't know what to do......"

……

"I thought so at the time, but Lao Ma said, he said: 'I am an air force, a pilot, a man destined to go to war. The Air Force is different from other branches of the military, so if one day, I can't come back, and that's all I have left in this world, so let me keep a thought. These are his exact words, so strange, after so long, I still remember, I still remember his nervous tone at that time, remember how stupid he was at that time......"

“…… Not. ”

"I remember amusing him and saying, 'I don't want this thing, if you are glorious one day, just keep some passbook.'" He was also happy, and he said, 'What doesn't exist in the passbook, who let you marry a poor dick?' ’……”

……

"I can't imagine that now a word has become a ......"

As she spoke, she couldn't help but chuckle softly.

It's just that this smile is reflected on her face, but it makes her beautiful face look so ugly......

than weeping mournfully......

It's also ugly.

It's so ugly that you can't look at it directly.

So she just sat sullenly, as if everything was gone, her expression was indifferent, and she couldn't help but feel distressed when she looked at her.

"But you can't blame him." Li Jinhui continued, "Lao Ma's family conditions are ordinary, and at that time he was a new recruit who had just joined the army, and his allowance and salary were pitiful. So it makes sense that you can't get any decent gifts, right? ”

"Hmm." Qin Feng nodded slightly, although he didn't know why Li Jinhui suddenly told him about these past events, but he knew that he only needed to be a serious listener now.

So, Jin Hui her......

Sure enough, he didn't see the other party's reaction at all, and just continued his story: "But later, he became a squadron leader and was promoted to major, according to the treatment of the Earth Defense Force, the salary should be enough for our family of three to live a very comfortable life, but we still don't have much savings, and the life of the family is basically supported by me alone......"

Li Jinhui, who said this, gradually pulled a too subtle smile at the corner of his lips: "Because of Lao Ma, he always takes his salary to distribute it to the widows and orphans of those comrades-in-arms." ”

……

"At that time, I didn't understand why, so I asked him: 'What does other people's family affairs have to do with us?' Our own Xiaobao has no money to sign up for a piano cram school, so you are willing to use it to help others. The old horse always smiled and did not speak. Then I quarreled with him, and I quarreled so badly that he said, 'What you don't understand, you will understand later.'" ’”

The woman's eyes gradually became blurred, as if she was completely immersed in the memories of the past.

"Now, I understand."

The woman smiled and looked up, a subtle glow flashing in the corner of her eye.

Yes.

Now, she understands......

It's a pity that that person will never know......

Qin Feng opened his mouth, wanting to comfort her, but found that he couldn't say anything.

Because it's superfluous to say anything.

Because life is actually like this, life is quiet, its feelings are difficult to see, and the feelings are moving, and then it can be distinguished. The so-called tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but does not wait, which is roughly the case......

So......

"Sister Hui, Sister Hui...... If you want to cry, cry out......"

After Qin Feng was silent for a long time, he could only desperately squeeze out such a weak and powerless advice.

Too much repression will only hurt the body - this kind of common-sense problem, he still knows.

Merely......

"Crying?" Li Jinhui shook his head, "No, Lao Ma said, I am the wife of a soldier, and tears are really too luxurious for us people." ”

"You ......"

"Actually, I'm fine, really."

"Sister Hui......"

"Because I still have to take care of Xiaobao. I can't show him that my mother is so vulnerable, so I asked the neighbor to take care of him for a while......"

“…… Not. ”

"Otherwise, otherwise, such a young child, but it will leave a psychological shadow......"

……

"So, I'm really fine. It's true. ”

Merely......

Li Jinhui, who said this, finally remained, as if seeking a support......

Gently leaned himself on the shoulder of the young lieutenant.

"It's good for a while, just borrow it......"

And then......

Let the tears overflow like bursting the embankment, completely wet the opponent's military uniform.

"Let me vent my weakness and my sorrow all at once......"

Then, with tears that kept overflowing......

Li Jinhui's stiff whole body gradually began to tremble violently......

"Vent to, and the man who wears the same military uniform as him......"

……

"So, the next me, please be sure, I must forget it forever, do you know it!"

“…… I know. Qin Feng just said softly......

Sit quietly......

With his own shoulders, he took the most helpless side of this really strong woman to the next ......

Even if the weight is not too excessive, it still brings me too heavy pressure.

But he knew he couldn't back down after all......

Because, what he has to carry on his shoulders is never more than that......

Since the day the hero died, this broken family has all been pressed on his shoulders......

So......

He can only let the woman keep sobbing the saddest in the world, and completely vent all the negative emotions to himself.

Until, the strong, delicate shoulders gradually stopped trembling......

Until, everything in the room was silent again......

"I'm sorry to let you, Lieutenant, see such an unspeakable look." Let himself leave Qin Feng's shoulder slightly, wipe Li Jinhui from the corner of his eye, and let his voice regain its initial composure.

"It doesn't matter. Actually, I'm the one who should say 'I'm sorry'. ”

"Why? Lieutenant Qin, are there anything you need to apologize for? ”

"I'm sorry, I know I'm afraid I'm ...... There's no way to restore your happiness. ”

……

"But, Sister Hui." He whispered the other man's name.

"Huh?"

"I want to say, Sister Hui," Qin Feng hesitated for a moment, as if he was carefully choosing his words, but finally began to speak slowly, "I think I can understand something." ”

The woman waited silently.

"I think I can understand Major Ma's thoughts," the young officer said to himself, "I understand his idea of giving you such a magnificent wedding gift......

The woman didn't speak, but it could be seen that she listened attentively, but didn't make any comments.

"You're like this plane." Qin Feng said, "There is a cockpit, that is Major Ma; There are wings, that's you and Xiaobao......"

Li Jinhui still didn't speak, just listened quietly.

"The cockpit is gone, the plane will lose control, but no matter what, it can still fly, it can glide with the currents, and it can continue to go to its goal." Qin Feng still said to himself, "As long as the wings are still there." ”

"As long as the wings are still ......," Lee repeated in a low voice.

"As long as the wings are there!" Qin Feng was categorical.

The woman turned her face sideways in the darkness and looked at the young lieutenant in front of her: "Is that so?" ”

She asked, but more like she was asking herself.

"That's right."

"Really...... Is that the case? ”

"Absolutely." Qin Feng still used a very light, but unquestionable tone, and took the trouble to give an affirmative answer.

"I'll know that because I'm a soldier like him. And soldiers are all the same, we can give our own families, in fact, there are not many, so more than anyone else, we hope that their families can live better, and we all hope that they can live well even without us. ”

"Hmm......"

"So Sister Hui, don't be sad...... I'm sure Major Ma wouldn't want to see you like this......" Qin Feng said, "Take the child back and tidy up the room." Then dress up well to make yourself look a little happier. Okay, Sister Hui? ”

Li Jinhui was silent and did not answer, Qin Feng waited for a while, just when he thought that he was not clever in persuasion, and finally failed......

Woman......

Really smiled faintly.

Qin Feng never thought that her smile would be so good-looking......

"Later." She said, "Just call me Jinhui." ”