When the words came out, even Ji Xuan couldn't tell whether such words were to comfort Chai Xiujing, or if she really thought about it.

But now it seems that Chai Xiujing has been appeased, but the next question makes Ji Xuan embarrassed again.

Do you really want to confess to Sheng Zeyan?

And how to tell him?

If you let him know that he didn't marry a real daughter from the beginning, and he is not of the same class as him, what will be the consequences?

All kinds of questions kept popping up, and Ji Xuan couldn't think about it at all.

"Xuanxuan, do you have anything urgent to deal with?" Chai Xiujing saw that Ji Xuan was absent-minded, and she didn't pay attention to what she was saying, so she couldn't help but be a little worried.

"Huh? Didn't ......."

Seeing Chai Xiujing's slightly worried expression, Ji Xuan realized that she was distracted because she was thinking about Sheng Zeyan's affairs, and hurriedly said: "I just remembered that I had to go to the newspaper office, so I will leave first and come to see you next month." ”

Although she was reluctant to leave so early, Ji Xuan was worried that her current situation would make Chai Xiujing suspicious, so it was better to leave earlier.

"You go about your own business, I don't have to worry about it." Chai Xiujing thought that Ji Xuan was really in a hurry, and she didn't want to delay her, so she urged repeatedly.

"Mom, you can take care of your body with peace of mind, and don't worry about other things." Ji Xuan was still not at ease in the end, and she didn't forget to explain before leaving.

Chai Xiujing didn't want to make Ji Xuan uneasy, and nodded to indicate that she knew.

Ji Xuan was relieved to leave at this time, and explained to Aunt Gui before leaving.

She entered through the back door of the city hospital and left through the front door, following the path she had come.

When she walked out of the hospital gate, she subconsciously searched for Sheng Zeyan's car.

I thought that after waiting for so long, he would definitely leave, but I really didn't see the familiar car in my sight, but I felt a sense of loss.

Sighing silently, Ji Xuan was about to stop the taxi, but Sheng Zeyan's car came out of nowhere and stopped directly in front of her.

"Why didn't you go back?"

Seeing Sheng Zeyan, Ji Xuan was a little surprised, but then she was nervous.

If he asked at this time, how would he answer? She hadn't figured out what reason she could find to prevaricate again.

"I walked around for a while, and now I'm tired and resting."

Aunt Gui said as she led Ji Xuan into the house and stopped in front of the back room.

"You two talk, I won't bother you."

Ji Xuan cast a grateful look at Aunt Gui, and then pushed open the door.

Although Ji Xuan had tried to lighten her steps when she entered the door, the person on the bed still heard the movement.

"Xuanxuan, is that you?"

Chai Xiujing barely supported her body, and when she wanted to get up and take a look, Ji Xuan hurriedly stepped forward to help her.

"Mom, lie down quickly, don't get up."

"I haven't seen you in a month, I want to see you." Although Chai Xiujing said this, she still lay down according to Ji Xuan's wishes.

Ji Xuan's nose was slightly sour, she turned around in the name of peeling fruits, blinked vigorously, and held back her tears.

Chai Xiujing didn't know Ji Xuan's mood changes, and stopped her: "I can't eat anything either, so don't bother, talk to me." ”

"It's not bothersome, eating some fruit is good for your health, besides, I didn't go out, I can still talk."

Seeing Ji Xuan's insistence, Chai Xiujing didn't say anything, but sighed: "Xuanxuan, there is something I've been thinking about for a long time, and I haven't been able to find a chance to say it, I think it's better to make it clear earlier." ”

"Mom, you-" Ji Xuan seemed to know what Chai Xiujing was going to say, and was about to open her mouth to stop her, but she raised her hand first to interrupt her next words.

"Xuanxuan, I'm not thinking about it on a whim, but I've been thinking about it for the past six months, and I don't think it can go on like this."

Ji Xuan couldn't calm himself down, and he couldn't peel the fruit casually, so he could only turn his head and look at Chai Xiujing.

Chai Xiujing's face was still as pale and sickly as ever, but her expression was serious at this time, which made her look more energetic.

"I know best how my body is, so don't let me continue to take my life because of me."

"No, it's not, I never felt like I was on my own." Ji Xuan shook her head vigorously, and wanted to explain something, but Chai Xiujing took the first step to stop her from continuing.

"You gave your marriage because of me, isn't this called taking your own life? Also, you could have been free from him, but now because I have to put up with it, I can't be so selfish and hurt you when I know that I can't help you. ”

Who the "he" in Chai Xiujing's mouth refers to, Ji Xuan knows it.

"Mom, don't say that." Ji Xuan stepped forward to hold Chai Xiujing's hand, trying to make her tone sound calmer, "The doctor said that as long as your body is well and can tolerate surgery, you can perform surgical treatment." ”

When she heard Ji Xuan say that it could be surgically treated, a trace of expectation flashed in Chai Xiujing's eyes, but then it dimmed and showed a self-deprecating smile.

"I do want to live a few more years and be able to accompany you more, but how can the operation be so easy, not to say that my current body is not good, just to say that the cost of the operation-"

"Mom, I told you not to think about it so much, I'll deal with it." Ji Xuan saw that Chai Xiujing still wanted to say something, so she simply said straightforwardly, "Mom, just be selfish, I don't want you to leave me, I don't want to be a fatherless and motherless child." ”

Ji Xuan said this, of course Chai Xiujing couldn't say anything, but she still felt regretful in her heart, "Mom just thinks that marriage is such a big thing, but it turns out to be ......."

"Actually...... It's not what you think, although it is an arranged marriage, but it is not the wrong person. Ji Xuan said hesitantly, and his heart beat violently.

These words are not entirely to comfort Chai Xiujing, deep down, Ji Xuan really feels that Sheng Zeyan is not a wrong candidate.

Chai Xiujing was slightly surprised when she found that Ji Xuan had a shy look.

In the past, when Ji Xuan came to see her, she would always try her best to avoid this topic, so she also decided that Ji Xuan's married life was not good.

But looking at Ji Xuan's performance now, and what she said, it doesn't seem to be like that.

"Is he good to you?" Chai Xiujing asked cautiously.

Speaking of Sheng Zeyan, Ji Xuan thought of what happened just now, and subconsciously replied: "It's good, it can't be better." ”

Chai Xiujing was stunned, and then laughed, "That's good, so I'll be relieved." ”

Ji Xuan only realized what she said at this time, and she couldn't help but feel a little hot on her cheeks.

"Okay, okay, you don't have to worry so much, I'll bring him over to see you when I have the chance."