Extra: Secret (2)
She was so tired, tired that she just wanted to put down the big stone that was pressing on the tip of her heart, these words had been hidden in her heart for too long, and she didn't even mention her mother, because she knew that mentioning it would only make her queen sad, sad that her incompetence had harmed her life, this is a forbidden area that no one will touch, and she will naturally not be stupid to tell, and now, when she comes here, she can say to Shangguan Luomei, without any scruples.
"Sister Luomei, don't you think that I'm a sick ghost is actually useless, in addition to relying on my identity as a princess, in fact, I am probably a clown in the eyes of others, ugly, ugly and ugly, no wonder Qingjue will feel that my liking for him is a contempt, who wants to have a relationship with a sick ghost, he is so good and so high, how can he tolerate being said, it is because he climbed the bed of the princess that he has that achievement......"
"Qing has no father, no mother, no background, no family background, if he doesn't meet the emperor, he meets you, where is he outstanding at all, at most he is just a handsome layman monk, to be a monk is to rely on chance, his six roots are not pure, Buddhism does not let him gradient, this life provokes such a good thing and so on to die, what hell is not fixed, the princess is my grandly princess, favored by everyone, even if the body is not good, there is no need to look down on yourself so low, only a little, You will be happier than all the princesses in the world, and even in the past, and that is the freedom to marry! ”
From ancient times to the present, a woman's life is not valuable, even if she was born in a family with fine clothes and food since childhood, women are only men's accessories, used to have children, or used to maintain the bond of wealth and rights, even if the princess born in the royal family is also, or married, must be up to the decisions of others to take the next step.
How many princesses went to the land of poor mountains and bad waters, thousands of miles away from their homeland to become hostage-like characters and relatives, endure fundamentally different customs and beliefs from their childhood to adulthood, the husband dies to marry the son, the son dies to marry the grandson, such a custom sounds ridiculous, but in the desert like that, such a custom has always existed, turn forward, the daughter of Emperor Gaozu set off at the age of sixteen to the desert and kiss, married a man as old as his father, and gave birth to children for the man, but for five years, the man lives and dies, She was pulled down from the position of the eldest concubine and became the woman of her husband's eldest son, giving birth to children for the second man again, enduring this humiliation for her, she couldn't die, she couldn't be sentenced for rebellion, she was tormented in her heart, and she waited for death every day, Shangguan Luomei dared to guarantee that if there was really a princess and a kiss, Manman would definitely not appear in that list, whether it was the emperor or the emperor, he would not let such a thing happen.
Maybe things in this world will not be so perfect, although Manman said that her body is not as good as others, but everyone around her will not take her to make a transaction, Shangguan Luomei said with certainty, if now, Manman casually pointed to a commoner and said that he wanted to marry, as long as the two people are truly in love, the emperor, the emperor, and the queen mother will agree, and there will never be a word, even if it seems very ridiculous.
But if this kind of thing happens to the children of these families, there will only be an ending, the man will disappear into this world for no reason, if there is a family, the family will also news, and then he will be under house arrest, and then, a family affair that seems to be the right person will be directly said, and then there will be a grand wedding that everyone envies, others look bright, but they don't know the darkness underneath.
Man Man leaned on Shangguan Luomei's arms and listened to what Shangguan Luomei said, a little incredulous, but when he remembered the dark humanity that Lu Junzhu had seen with them a few days ago, Man Man felt that Shangguan Luomei's words might not be false at all, and suddenly remembered the current age of Shangguan Luomei and Jiang Huanting, couldn't help but sniff, sat up full of worry, took Shangguan Luomei's hand, and said urgently, "Sister, don't worry, I won't let your family marry you at will, marry someone you don't know at all, I will protect you well, and if they dare to exchange you for the same interests, I will let the royal brother beat their ass! ”
Although Man Man didn't like Jiang Huanting very much at first, and had a trace of prejudice against her, but this time, she felt that Jiang Huanting was also very good, she didn't do anything in the end, she just liked someone she shouldn't like herself, and it was not her fault.
Liking is inherently a difficult thing to control......
"Okay, it's almost dawn on this day, let's rest early, if you want to go down the mountain to play, after dawn, I'll tell the people outside, let them prepare, don't think it's a drag, they do their job, no one owes anyone, you know, your imperial brother pays them double the salary every month, no matter what, they must be worthy of their share of the salary."
Listening to the childish words, Shangguan Luomei's heart was overflowing with great emotion, since the moment she was selected by the Queen Mother to serve as the princess, she had thought about it, she didn't plan to go out of the palace in this life, and her family would take care of it, even if the family was concerned about herself, Shangguan Luomei didn't plan to get married, she was only ready to be in the palace, following the Queen Mother or the princess for such a dashing life, and these two backers were in front of her, and the family just wanted to go over the more, which was enough!
Shangguan Luomei doesn't like this so-called marriage, a couple of newlyweds, they get married without even seeing each other, whether they are tall, short, fat and thin, or a sick seedling or a pockmarked cripple, only look at fate, not the heart, so how long is this life, Shangguan Luomei feels that she will get goosebumps all over her body when she thinks about it, and she will feel extremely disgusting when she thinks about it, not to mention having children for such a person, she is willing to be in the palace and read all the books in the library.
The two of them talked for a long time after lying down, until they finally fell asleep sleepily on their shoulders, and Shangguan Luomei couldn't resist the sleepiness and tucked the quilt for her.
The three of them woke up in a daze from the ringing bell in the nunnery, Jiang Huanting was the first to wake up, looked at the already bright sky outside, and then saw that there was no one next to him and only looked at the bed in the middle of the eye, and then couldn't resist the sleepiness and fell asleep, and Manben was a lover bed, who heard the bell in a daze, only turned over and shrunk the futon, and slept again, Shangguan Luomei was also sleepy, and really didn't have the strength to get up, so he simply turned his head together and continued, and he didn't know how long he slept, until he slept until three poles of the sun, The two palace maids who brought it felt that it was not good to sleep like this, so they woke up the three of them, and then waited for them to freshen up, and served them a breakfast that had already been prepared.
Vegetarian gruel is made every day in this nunnery, and that bowl of bird's nest soup is afraid to get, and it is still a good blood bird's nest, boiled with milk, just looking at the color is a first-class blood bird's nest, they didn't bring it when they came, and the maids didn't have that craftsmanship, Shangguan Luomei knew whose handwriting this thing came from at a glance.
"When did the son of the Ning family come? What do you have to say? Eating the breakfast in her hand, before she knew it, Shangguan Luomei had already inquired about the palace maid beside her, and then she knew that the bowl of blood swallows in her hand was not stewed by them.
"It's early, but it's just dawn when breakfast is delivered, and it's still warmed by the stove, so that the slaves and maids can take care of it, saying that it can be used when the princess and the girls wake up, and he said that he has prepared a carriage, and he said yesterday that he would go to the village at the bottom of the mountain to play, and he was waiting for the princess and the two girls at the mountain gate."
The palace maids had planned to give the words of the Ning family after the dishes were finished, but they could hear Shangguan Luomei's inquiry, and the palace maids told them 1510.
Shangguan Luomei looked at Manman, and asked with her eyes whether to go or not, if she didn't go, she hurried back, they got up late, I was afraid that Ning Gongzi had been waiting for a long time, and he couldn't tease people.
"Let them prepare, I'll go, I'm going down the mountain to drink wine and eat meat, I'm going to go to the casino to gamble, experience what gambling is, I'm going to ride a horse, even if I don't run on a horse, I want to try what it's like to sit on a horse, what it's like, I want to try everything, I don't want to see any human suffering anymore, I want to experience it myself."
Manman all night seemed to have figured it out, his face was full of interest, and he was also in high spirits, talking like Shangguan Luomei, when the palace maid was about to go out after hearing this, Jiang Huanting, who had just drunk the bird's nest, stopped the palace maid's footsteps, and only said to Manman, "You go down, I feel a lot calmer when I come here, I want to stay here for a while, if you don't worry, leave some people here to take care of me, and when I want to go back, let them take me back." ”
Jiang Huanting has a knot, and this knot has not been untied, and she is still in doubt, compared to being full of freedom, she is a person who can't afford to let go, this is her own inner demon, and she still needs to rely on herself.
"You...... Haven't you put your mind down on my royal brother? My imperial brother is like that, in fact, there are a lot of them outside, but you yourself first fell into his eyes, thinking that he is not bad, you want to open some, my imperial brother may not be as good as you think in your heart, if you want to stay here, then stay, wait a few days, it doesn't hurt to come down! ”
Full of awkwardness and looking at the dark and lonely Jiang Huanting, Jiang Huanting can be said to be in the same disease as her some time ago, but now, she is already trying to come out, she hopes that Jiang Huanting can too!
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