My sister's body was buried in the snowy mountains of the Northern Regions by my brother, and due to my serious injuries, I could only stay in the inn for the time being to recuperate.

I wanted to go to see my sister, but my brother didn't allow me, he said that I was seriously injured and should not move around, and said that the most important thing for me now is to heal my injuries quickly, and then rush back to Shengjing as soon as possible to see Xiao Zhuo.

To be honest, in addition to feeling sorry for my junior sister, I am also very worried about Xiao Zhuo now, I don't know what his current situation is, and I don't know what Lu Weilou and the person that my junior sister is loyal to are going to do.

If he wants to be unfavorable to Xiao Zhuo, I am not here, my senior brother is not here, and Lin Suwen is not here, who can protect him?

Every time I think of this, I can't heal my injuries immediately, put on my wings and fly back to Shengjing directly, but the situation in front of me is helpless, so I can only let Lin Suwen try to contact the Lin family, and let the people of the Lin family be careful to protect Xiao Zhuo and His Royal Highness the Prince.

The materials in the Northern Regions are scarce, and the herbs are even more scarce, so Senior Brother and Guimeng returned to Lumei Villa to find healing herbs for me, but this time the injury was too serious, and because of the previous disregard for the injury, the forced use of magic, the whole person almost lost half his life.

The high fever that I finally suppressed got up again, lying in the room of the inn, and kept having nightmares, in the dream, my sister was by my side, we were flying kites on the mountain of Shimen, she laughed, made trouble, chased me all over the mountain, although in my sleep, but my ears seemed to be able to hear her laughter.

At that time, she was like an ordinary little girl, following me, trying her best to amuse me, and then forcing me to eat those unpalatable meals.

I've forgotten this for so long that when I doubt my sister, I only think that she is a ruthless liar, but I don't think that she also has feelings for us.

If it weren't for me, she would be one of the ordinary little girls in the world, happy, sad, she didn't have to hide, she would only be herself, and only herself, there would be someone who loved her, cared about her, perhaps, she once had a home.

These thoughts are chaotic and complicated, and the more I think about them, the more I gradually determine in my heart, there is only one thing that I gradually determine-

Find the person behind her.

It was the person who sent my sister to me, and it was the same person who pushed my sister into our grievance entanglement.

I wanted to find him and ask him why.

After recuperating and resting for a few days, he finally got better and was barely able to get out of bed.

I was lying in the house, feeling very stuffy, and when I heard the movement outside, it seemed that it was snowing again, so I put on a robe and went out, and when I came to the door of the inn, I saw Lin Suwen standing there.

He heard footsteps and turned to look at me.

Since that day, I don't seem to have spoken to Lin Suwen for a long time, because of the fever is so bad, my brain has been dizzy, lying in the room to sleep, even if Lin Suwen has come to see me, I don't know much.

Walking up to him, standing beside him, looking at the snowflakes falling between heaven and earth, he said, "It's snowing again." ”

He hummed, but didn't speak.

I stood with him, very strange, all the time chaotic and complicated thoughts, as if suddenly cleared, at this moment, I just want to stand by his side, not thinking about anything.

Snowflakes fall, piercing the roofs of the trees, making a rustling sound, and the plum blossoms not far away, covered by ice and snow, only reveal a few red petals, filled with a faint fragrance.

After a long time, he asked, "Are your injuries better?" ”

I hummed, afraid that he would be worried, and comforted: "The medicine that Brother Gui found is very good, the wound has scabbed, and I will be able to leave for Shengjing in two days." ”

He stopped talking.

“……”

I was a little depressed, and I was debating whether to continue to stand here with him, or when I returned to the room, I heard him say, "Gu Feiran, I will always be with you." ”

I was stunned, thinking that I had misheard, and then saw him turn around and face me, and repeated seriously: "No matter what happens, I will accompany you." ”

Looking into his eyes, I snorted, I didn't know why he suddenly said this, and listened to him say slowly: "I believe that God is fair in the end, it will not always be good to a person, nor will it always be bad to a person, what it took from you, one day, will be returned in another way." ”

said, took another step forward, and deliberately lightened his tone: "For those things that happened in the past, you can be sad, you can be sad, but never give up on yourself, as long as there is a little nostalgia and cherishment in life, it is worth living well." ”

Realizing that he was trying to comfort me about my junior sister, I lowered my head, and for a moment, pulled out a smile, and said, "I understand." ”

I have really worried him in the past few days, otherwise with Lin Suwen's temperament, he would definitely not say these words.

He stood beside him for a moment before he said, "Lin Suwen." ”

He looked at me, and I said, "Thank you." ”

Lin Suwen's expression was puzzled for a moment, as if he didn't quite understand why I suddenly thanked him, and then, as if he hadn't heard anything, he turned his gaze back.

I said these words not out of politeness, but I really wanted to thank him, so many things happened, and when I wanted to give up myself, he never gave up on me.

pulled me back from the brink of despair again and again, if it weren't for Lin Suwen, I wouldn't have been able to hold on now, so this word 'thanks', no matter what, must be said to him.

When the senior brother came back, he saw me and Lin Suwen standing at the door, and was stunned for a moment, Lin Suwen thought that the two of us still had something to say, so he turned around and went back to the inn, I stood still and waited for the senior brother to come over.

He walked to the door, took off his cloak, and said angrily: "It's so cold, why did you get up?" ”

As he spoke, he wrapped his cloak around me.

I said lightly: "It's a little stuffy in the house, come out for a walk." ”

Seeing that the snow was falling on his body and the hem of his clothes was also half soaked, I asked, "Did you go up the mountain just now?" ”

The senior brother nodded and replied: "Yes, I heard the hunters here say that there is a place in Beishan that grows herbs that invigorate blood and dispel blood stasis, Brother Gui and I went to take a look, and really picked a lot, he still has some things to change in the town, I am worried about your injury, so I will come back first." ”

Hearing this, I said: "I'm already well, besides, you also took a lot of medicine from Lumei Villa last time, it's enough, the mountain is dangerous, senior brother doesn't have to run for me anymore." ”

The senior brother said that it was okay, and said: "Are you prepared, on the way back, I don't know when we will be able to reach the prosperous town, anyway, I'm idle and fine." ”

He looked at the direction Lin Suwen left and hesitated: "In the past few days, Lin Gongzi has been very worried about you and has been staying by your side. ”

I was stunned and said, "I know." ”

Although at that time, his mind was not very clear, but he could feel that he was all there, but he never spoke to his senior brothers, and even when he was there, he stood quietly.

So he said to his senior brother: "I heard that he is not good at talking, and he has no intention of ignoring his senior brother, and I ask my senior brother to forgive me." ”

Senior Brother smiled and said, "Everyone has been together for so long, how can we not know Lin Gongzi's temperament?" ”

I fell silent, and so did my brother.

I think my brother is just like me, thinking about my sister.

Seeing that I had been standing for a long time, the senior brother said, "It's cold outside and it's windy, go in quickly, and I'll call you again when dinner is later." ”

He wanted to help me go back, but I held down his hand, was silent for a moment, and asked, "Senior brother, can I go and see my sister?" ”

"Scarlet ......"

The senior brother looked worried again.

I raised my head and smiled at him: "I'm fine, I just want to go and see her, and when we leave the Northern Regions and come back, we don't know what year and month it is, and we always have to say goodbye to her." ”

Senior brother had no choice but to take me, sighed, and said, "Okay, it's just that the road is a little far, let's go with the carriage." ”

The road was slippery on a snowy day, and the senior brother didn't dare to walk quickly, so he sat in the carriage and swayed for a long time before he came to the cemetery of the younger sister.

Senior sister, she likes to be lively the most, and I don't know if she can get used to such a remote and lonely place.

Standing in front of my sister's tombstone, my brother comforted me and said, "Scarlet, I know you are sad, but the dead are gone, and we who are alive can only keep our thoughts in our hearts and live well." ”

I hummed and said, "I know." ”

Senior Brother gently put his hand on my shoulder and said, "All this will come to an end, when we are done and everything is stable in Shengjing, we will come back to pick up my sister back, and when the time comes, you and I, Master and Senior Sister, will still be together." ”

In a trance, Lin Suwen said something similar just now.

Yes, everything will end, and a person cannot be miserable all the time, nor can he always be unhappy, and if he loses a lot of things, he will inevitably compensate him with something in the future.

Heaven is fair in the end, and I have always believed in this saying.

From birth to the present, how many things have been experienced, always sadness is greater than joy, originally I had a happy home, and then that home was gone, I fell in love with someone, that person also died, even the junior sister who had been with me for many years, and finally died in front of me, maybe there will be compensation in the future, but no matter what I give me, I can't soothe the pain of losing them.

Human life is only once, and if it is lost, it will never be again, and in this world, there is nothing that can be equal to them.

But I am still happy, because I have a senior brother, Lin Suwen, they are still by my side, I still have the courage and strength to live, just like Lin Suwen said, as long as there is a little nostalgia and cherishment in life, it is worth living well.

I buried the bronze mirror I brought with me in front of my sister's tombstone, who was afraid of ghosts and gods since she was a child, and with this bronze mirror, it was as if my brother and I were still guarding her.

Standing up, thinking for a moment, he said to his senior brother, "Senior brother, when everything is over, accompany me to the long camp." ”

The senior brother looked puzzled, and I said: "I have never been to Changying, I heard Lin Suwen say that their house has a golden roof, and in spring, there are feather fairies all over the mountain, I really want to see it." ”

Senior Brother smiled and said, "Okay." ”