Iced Coke jumped and slid down my hair, face, body. Soda bubbles are rippling at my pores.

It's really sour.

"It's not a question of whether you're wrong or not," Van Yesh's voice was overly gentle, "because you don't know what's right or wrong." ”

There was a nasty sticky feeling on my body. I wiped the remaining Coke marks on my face with one hand, and clutched the Sprite jar in my hand with the other.

"You and your mother are selfish ghosts who can't tell right from wrong." Van Yesh's fingers didn't know what was written on the back of my neck, "Angel is so happy that you are like this because of you?" ”

I've never been good at arguing with people, and I'm even more accustomed to being silent in front of such an annoying guy as Van Yesh.

The most important reason for the silence is because my mind is full of only Angel's appearance as an ink mosaic.

It must be similar to my embarrassed appearance at the moment, right?

I want to see him. I want to hear his voice. I want to apologize to him. I want him to hug me too.

"He confessed to you in March, and you didn't quite understandably refuse?" Van Yesh crumpled the empty can into a cake shape, "It was really the happiest day I've had in years - Angel would come to see me in prison every day." Hehe. ”

"Of course, no one can really refuse Angel, I understand you......" Van Yesh's gentle voice was filled with hatred, "but you almost killed me. ”

Of course, I remember that Angel disappeared for a month for no apparent reason. I also remember Angel's friend who rashly cut his veins and committed suicide.

However, his life or death has nothing to do with me.

It was he who chose weakness.

I don't want to get into an unprovoked argument with him. I didn't want to see him at all. I got up and walked to the bathroom. I thought that if he didn't leave after I took a shower, I would definitely fight him.

"You think I'm weak, don't you?" Van Yesh stopped me, "I'll tell you what real weakness is—it's people like you. I could not even take my life for him, what about you? ”

This kind of problem is undoubtedly lethal to me.

Because I really can't.

All I could do was hold on to Angel before she let go.

If he leaves first, I won't be like this sick guy in front of me.

"Do you want to drive me away? Haha, do you think Angel will come back after driving me away? Kang Rong, you said you were so stupid, what did Anqi like about you? ”

Van Yesh snatched Sprite from my hand—his strength was unexpectedly great.

The clear liquid slid down his skeletal perfect cheeks.

His eyes were as bright as Sirius. He's more handsome than any boy I've ever seen.

But he, like everyone else, is nothing more than "another person" in my life.

Even he and Angel are completely different - he does not belong to this world.

"You're crazy," I could control myself from pouring something on his head for a tooth, but he did it himself...... Such people are unreasonable. "If you're going crazy, you're crazy, don't get involved with me."

"Ha, I'm crazy." His laugh was really mad, "But you're crazier than me, aren't you?" Don't pretend. ”

I don't understand, why do people always say I'm "pretending" - just because I'm different from the "Kang Rong" they want to see?

Van Yesh suddenly grabbed my neck, his hands were even cooler than Anqi, "Why are you provoking Anqi?" You made him the way he is, and he forgot who he was...... You're the real madman.

"He had promised me a long time ago that he would leave this ghost planet together...... He also said he would wait for me to get out of prison...... Why are you showing up? ”

I suddenly remembered the afternoon last winter, when I went to watch "The Emperor Penguin Diary" with Angel and escaped from the theater halfway to the juvenile detention center.

At that time, was he still waiting for Van Yesh to be released from prison? Or is it ......

Van Yesh's hands grew harder and harder, and his eyes became more and more fierce. What's even more terrifying is that he, like Haboru, has magical magic in his eyes, which makes me powerless to resist.

"When he was in high school, he used to talk about you...... I didn't think it was a big deal at the time, because I knew him. I know him too well - he knows it's impossible with you, hehe.

"Do you think I can't see it? You're just taking him as a consolation - gym teacher, huh?

"Selfish and hypocritical weak fellow, you ruined Angel, do you know?

"We ...... We are the same people, we are the people who are destined to be together. Why do you want to get a kick? ”