Chapter 131: Self-Harm to Survive
I saw Kou Shu smile faintly, and said with a sparkle in her eyes: "Sister Shufei, what's wrong with you, how can you do it in a good way?" ”
Concubine Shu's hand was stunned, and it was not to stop in the air and put it down, nor was it if she didn't put it down. After being awkward for a long time, he hesitantly put it down and said, "Queen Mother-". Concubine Shu raised her head and looked at Kou Shu, between which Kou Shu's eyes revealed a different look, her heart was stunned, her eyes glanced at her arm, and her heart was as cold as counting nine cold days and almost froze herself.
Just now, Concubine Shu raised her hand high, revealing her arm under the wide robe. It's just a girl in her early twenties, and her arms, which should be as smooth as lotus roots, are covered with dense pinholes and scars. Some of the scars are already half-healed, some have become scars, and some are obviously new wounds, just because of the force of Concubine Shu just now, the wounds have cracked open, and they keep oozing blood. The scars, both new and old, overlapped on top of each other on Concubine Shu's arms, looked shocking.
Kou Shu spoke slowly, her voice was very soft, but the voice sounded to Concubine Shu, as if it came from hell: "Concubine Shu, what is the matter with your arm?" How can there be so many wounds? ”
Concubine Shu was already panicked at the moment, and hurriedly put away her hand, desperately pulling her sleeves to her wrists, but she couldn't stop those strangeness no matter what
Kou Shu's voice was even colder: "Concubine Shu, if you are bullied by someone, just tell this palace, no one can ride on the head of this palace to make a fortune, and in the same way, if you do something that you shouldn't do, this palace will definitely not spare you." ”
When Concubine Shu heard this, she was stunned in her heart, and then knelt down with a pop, walked to Kou Shu's feet, and said with tears in her eyes: "Queen Mother, Queen Mother, please see that the concubine is so miserable, just spare the concubine." ”
Kou Shu frowned: "What does Concubine Shu mean by this?" ”
Concubine Shu turned away from Kou Shu's eyes, turned to look at the floor, and said slowly: "Does the queen know how many trees there are in my palace?" ”
Kou Shu was stunned for a moment, only to hear Concubine Shu answer: "Eighteen trees, three of which are tiger skin birch trees, three are Jiangnan willow trees, and twelve are acacia trees. After a pause, Concubine Shu continued: "Does the queen know how many palace bricks there are in the concubine's palace? ”
"Concubine Shu......" Kou Shu still wanted to speak, but she heard Concubine Shu's voice seem to come from a distance: "There are a total of 5,613 pieces of palace in the concubine's palace, and eighty-six of them have faint cracks. ”
Concubine Shu knelt on the ground, but her thoughts seemed to have completely wandered out: "The queen mother knows that in those silent and unmanned nights, the concubines are touching these cold palace bricks and spending them quietly alone." ”
Kou Shu frowned tightly: "Even so, Concubine Shu, do you know that self-harm in the palace is a great disrespectful sin!" ”
"Queen Mother!" Concubine Shu's voice was even more poignant, and there was a little crying inexplicably: "The concubine knows, the concubine you said knows, but Niangniang, you are not a concubine, you can't understand such loneliness and suffering, the concubine has been mediocre in appearance and talent since she was a child, and after so many years in the palace, the emperor has never looked at me squarely." When the concubine first entered the palace, she was a concubine, and for so many years, she didn't get anything except a few fine lines on her face. Every second and every minute, every day and every year, how I got over. Over the years, concubines often wonder if they are still alive. ”
Concubine Shu couldn't cry anymore, and almost fainted: "Only when you hurt yourself, Niangniang, do you believe it?" Only when she hurts herself, will the concubine deeply feel that she is a living person. That kind of pain can remind the concubine to live. ”
The ripples and mandarin ducks on the side were almost stunned when they heard it, Song Jinyan has never loved beauty, and his love for everyone in the harem is still wet with rain and dew. It's just that there are only some favors in each palace, and the concubine is alone, but it seems that she really rarely hears the news of the emperor's arrival.
Kou Shu sighed slightly, Song Jinyan is not a person who is greedy for beauty, but Concubine Shu was not married by Song Jinyan herself, but out of the responsibility of the emperor, and imposed a burden on him. Concubine Shu was snubbed, and I am afraid that this matter also stood for a lot of reasons.
Slowly approaching the kneeling and trembling concubine, Kou Shu gently raised Concubine Shu's hand, stared at it for a long time and then said: "This palace will let the accompanying imperial doctor come to deal with these wounds for Concubine Shu in a while, this matter can be regarded as not known, but if this palace finds out next time, this palace will not be spared." There was a trace of warmth in Kou Shu's voice that she didn't notice, she sympathized with Concubine Shu, what she originally wanted, maybe her daughter was a piece of glory and wealth, who knew that this glory and wealth was actually made for outsiders to see, and who could understand the dilapidated and desolate inside. But if she changes places, she will never release her pain in such an extreme way as Concubine Shu, hurting herself.
Kou Shu was stunned and let her thoughts fly, and in the blink of an eye, Concubine Shu, who was kneeling on the ground, had already deducted more than a dozen heads from Kou Shu one after another, and even knocked a faint crimson on her forehead.
"That's it, I'll go back first, mandarin duck, can I find something?" Kou Shu raised her head and asked towards the mandarin duck.
The mandarin duck nodded and recovered: "Niangniang, the hairpin has been found, and it is under this table." ”
"Under the table?" Concubine Shu's eyes were slightly stunned, just now she was only pleading with Kou Shu, and she completely forgot that Kou Shu came to retrieve what she had lost here. However, together with the girls including Concubine Shu, several people thought about it in their hearts, compared to what happened to Niangniang today, what are these things.
The hairpin that the mandarin duck took was taken, Kou Shu looked at Concubine Shu and looked at it deeply, and then said: "Concubine Shu, today's incident, this palace should have never happened, in the future, you can do it yourself," Kou Shu took the mandarin duck behind him and turned away. Only a back remains.
"Niangniang, the queen has already left......" Looking at her own mother who had been lying motionless on the ground, Yan'er said timidly.
Raising her head to look at Yan'er, there was a trace of fear in Concubine Shu's eyes: "Yan'er, what should I do...... The queen mother knows and won't let me go. ”
"Mother?" Yan'er was puzzled: "Didn't the queen mother say that this matter is just settled?" The queen also said that as long as we don't do this in the future, it's fine. ”