I don't understand. It was Angel who introduced me to the world of astronomy, but he was the one who prevented me from getting deeper.

"Angel, I treat you as my own now......"

Before I finished speaking, Angel interrupted me in an ambiguous tone: "What outsiders are their own people?" Shouldn't you call me 'your man' from now on? ”

"Okay, okay, don't sour me." I avoided his strange gaze, "I said, I don't want to hide it from you, and I don't want to be estranged from you because of small things......"

Angel interrupted me again, her tone serious and gentle: "You don't have to detour to talk to me, just say it." ”

I thought to myself, he really knows how to read minds.

"I don't understand what you just said. What kind of hallucination can make a rigorous and erudite astronomer lose himself? ”

"Kang Rong...... Don't you think you're saying too much...... Too conceited? Angel frowned, "Isn't it obvious how superficial human beings' current understanding of the universe and their understanding of themselves is?"

"Because human beings are rooted in the earth, all their so-called scientific theories are basically only applicable to this planet - of course, Einstein and Schrödinger are very few exceptions, but their theories have not yet been disproved.

"Think about it, what is it about astronomical phenomena that attracts you? Is it just because you're curious? Or is it because it inspires you to deeper, more secret desires?

"Kang Rong...... Many times, if a person starts with unclear intentions and explores a world beyond his control, he or she will end up with a lot of trouble – you know? ”

Angel was too esoteric and abstract, and I was even more confused.

"You just said that we should not hide anything from each other - in fact, there are some things I have always wanted to tell you." "Tomorrow night, we'll be able to see the gravitational lensing phenomenon." No more than 1,000 people in the world can see it with their own eyes, but it's definitely worth seeing. ”

"What are you going to tell me? Waiting until tomorrow? ”

"When you see it, you'll understand." Angel tugged at the corners of her mouth, "I said, that side I didn't tell you, you probably won't like it." ”

I want to retort - who is perfect on every side?

But before I could say it, Angel immediately continued: "You just don't like it, and I want to tell you." Kang Rong, I want you to know all about me. He ran his hands across my back and behind my waist, "I want to know everything about you, too." ”

Every time Haboru treats me, I feel tired and even a little dizzy.

At this moment, after saying those explicit and ambiguous words to Angel that I usually dare not imagine, and after accidentally learning from Angel about his contempt for human civilization, my state is becoming more and more depressed.

I forgot to reply to Anqi, and I stroked my forehead and rubbed my eyes, trying to lift my spirits.

Angel took a step closer to me. There was almost no distance between us. I instinctively wanted to back away, but my back was already against my desk.

His hand nimbly slipped into my shirt and roamed my back.

"Kang Rong, how do you feel?" Angel blew in my ear. It's cold, but it makes me tingle and burn.

"Uh-huh......" I followed his movements, licking his earlobe.

"I said, take it one step at a time. But you're so slow to ......."

In response, my hand was caressing his body as well.

"If you have any unpleasant memories or are scared, be sure to let me know." His voice was soft, "If you can't control another personality and freak me out, you must comfort me when you wake up." ”

"Definitely. If you're scared again, I'll sing you a lullaby and make you sleep like a hibernating bear. ”

"It's not enough, you have to kiss me."

"Okay......" I was breathing hard, "I'm not going to scare you." That Kang Rong has already left. ”

Soon after, we were released at each other's hands.

My forehead rested against Angel's chest. His skull birthmark took over all my sight.

It's a strange feeling. To be honest, it's not much more comfortable than simply being held by Angel.

Maybe it's because I still remember the experience of being molested by Li Yonghua, or maybe my body hasn't accepted the recognition that I like a boy.

Angel was obviously much more satisfied than I was.

He hugged me tightly: "Kang Rong, I'm so happy." ”

His words also made me happy.

But the joy didn't last long. I felt my body stiffen. I had a splitting headache.

"Kang Rong, what's wrong? You okay? He pinched my face and probed my forehead.

I tried to breathe deeply, my nails digging into the flesh of my palms, trying to guard the consuming sanity with painful stimulation.

Angel whispered in my ear repeatedly, "It's okay, Kang Rong, I'm here." I'm Angel. No one will hurt you, there will be none. ”

But my consciousness drifted away uncontrollably.