I've never been a strong person, and from the very beginning of facing the world in front of me, I spent more than three days shivering around the room, and after seeing Yang Yang, who was more panicked than me, the instinct to live forced me to pick up a big knife and slash at anything in front of me that stood in our way from living.

I'm a primary school teacher, and the education I received since I was a child is that I picked up money to give to my police uncle, and helped my grandfather and grandmother cross the road, although in the previous world, all the so-called good people and good deeds were covered by some people with bad minds on another layer of slightly unbearable meaning, but under the same education for more than 20 years, these thoughts have been deeply rooted, I may not be a very capable person, but I am at least a kind person, every time I can't sleep in the night when the corpses are rampant, Thinking back to those people I once saved, thinking of those people who accompanied me, I feel comfortable, because I haven't done anything to be sorry for others, even if there is hell in this world, I won't be thrown into the oil pot and go to the knife mountain after I go down.

When I saw the steel knife firmly nailed to Song Meijing's forehead, the pain of the bullet penetrating my body made my brain blank for a moment, and then the muscles of my whole body began to twitch uncontrollably, at this time I really understood how terrifying these weapons developed by human beings were, and the pain that spread all over my body almost made me want to faint for a while, but the pain revealed by each pore made me unable to faint no matter what, and I closed my eyes deadly, and I smelled blood, I can even smell a hint of warmth, to be honest, at this moment I would rather this bullet penetrate the heart, so that at least I don't have to face such unbearable pain, I don't have to face the intrigue of the lurking people next to me, I hope that the Father of Faith can take me to heaven, where I hope to see Xiaoxue, I hope that I don't have to live in this world anymore.

At this moment, everything around me seemed to be detached, I couldn't see the lock sky, I couldn't hear his voice, I couldn't hear the gunshots around me, I just closed my eyes like that, I didn't want to reach out to cover my wounds, I didn't want to call anyone, I just wanted to die quietly like this.

"Chen Yang..."A slightly illusory voice came from far or near, and I tried to turn my head to see the direction in which the sound came from, but helplessly, everything around me was pitch black, and I couldn't see anything.

"Who? Who's talking?"

As soon as he finished asking, the surrounding darkness suddenly collapsed, and in a blink of an eye, the picture changed, everywhere was white, gentle white, goodwill white, and the empty and ethereal voice came again: "Chen Yang..."

I was a little anxious, got up from the ground, looked around at the white expanse, and asked loudly, "Who are you?" Who's talking? After saying that, I suddenly remembered something, looked down, it was still the original clothes, it was still the original shoes, and my stomach was still bulging, but the wound on my shoulder was gone, and I tried to touch it, but I was horrified to find that my arm had penetrated through my body.

I looked at my hands in disbelief, trying to make them clench each other, but it didn't work, my whole person was like a void existence, I existed, I could see myself clearly, but I couldn't touch it, I couldn't touch anything.

"Chen Yang—" the voice reappeared.

I was completely stunned by the situation in front of me, I didn't understand what was going on at all, I only subconsciously looked up when the voice appeared, but the moment I raised my head to see the person in front of me, the whole person was stunned.

Xiaoxue, dressed in white, stood not far in front of me with a smile, and when I saw her, she slowly spoke: "Chen Yang, long time no see." ”

I looked at her so fixedly, and suddenly after a sultry heat in my heart, the rapid spread of my throat, I suddenly wanted to cry, and looked at her for a long time before I choked up and hesitated: "Little... Light snow? ”

Looking at Xiaoxue who was smiling at me in front of me, I felt that she was standing in front of me at this moment, but her miss was like a sudden outpouring out, I don't know if I can cry out, in short, my eyes hurt very much.

She still smiled so softly, and only after a long time did she slowly speak: "Chen Yang, why did you come here." ”

I looked at Xiaoxue in front of me, which contained the warmth of the whole world, and I only felt that my whole heart wanted to rely on her, she was so warm, so kind, she wouldn't hurt me.

"I don't know why I'm here."

After listening to my words, Xiaoxue shook her head: "No, you should be clear. ”

I thought about it for a long time before I spoke again: "Song Meijing is dead." ”

Xiaoxue nodded.

"Chen Pu is dead."

Xiaoxue nodded.

"Zhang Hong is dead and dead."

Xiaoxue nodded.

"Rong Rong is also dead."

Xiaoxue's smile was still there, but she wasn't nodding, she was really standing in front of me, but I couldn't see her clearly anyway, like a thin layer of fog covering me and covering her.

Xiaoxue's eyes finally flashed a trace of sadness, Rong Rong was brought over by her, among a group of us, Xiao Xue is the one who has the most feelings for Rong Rong.

After a long time, Xiaoxue slowly spoke, her voice did not change, still empty and ethereal: "Human life is different, the path God arranged for them is just to get there, no one can do it, but what about you?" Chen Yang, why are you here? ”

"I feel tired and I want to rest."

Xiaoxue is still smiling: "Living in the world, you should keep facing everything different, life and death are human nature, even if it is not easy to accept, you have to accept it, and the current situation is even more so, all you need to do is to show your courage and strength and Yangyang, and lock the sky, and Xu Shu, and Jundi, and... My brother, let's go down together. When Shen Feng was mentioned at the end, the smile on Xiaoxue's face finally faded.

Her face was gloomy, and it took a long time before she asked, "My brother, are you okay?" ”

Looking at her expression, I nodded: "It's been relieved, he still misses you very much." ”

Hearing this, Xiaoxue cried.

It turned out that she could cry, she looked sad, kept shedding tears, and looked very sad: "I miss my brother too, I miss you too... I want to live. ”

Her last words woke me up like an initiation, and when I looked at Xiaoxue, who was still crying in front of me, I suddenly realized that she had died a long, long time ago.....

As if noticing my reaction, Xiaoxue glanced up at me, her eyes were red, and tears were still flowing: "Chen Yang, leave here, although I really want you to accompany me, but you can't stay at this time, you need to go back, live well, and come back when you are a hundred years old, I will wait for you here, wait for you." ”

"Xiaoxue..."I looked at her, and seemed to vaguely understand what this place was, "I'm dead, am I?" ”

She shook her head: "You try to close your eyes. ”

I watched her hesitantly close her eyes, and the surroundings fell into the whole darkness again, I was so frightened of the darkness that I opened my eyes suddenly, only to find that there was still darkness in front of me, without those lights, without those gentle whites, without gentle snow, there was thick darkness in front of me, tightly wrapped around me.

"Light snow! Light snow! Where are you?! "I screamed Yuki's name with all my might, hoping that she would show up, that she would bring the space of tenderness and light, and I hated the darkness in front of me.

Xiao Xue's gentle voice finally came from all around again: "Chen Yang, listen to Yangyang's shouting to you, listen to the voice of the lock sky, listen... Your baby's voice, he can only rely on you to live, even though it is quiet here, but what life needs is flesh and blood, what is needed is hard work and persistence, with your kindness and strength to live well, for yourself, for me, and for the people around you. ”

"Chen Yang, farewell, before you are old, I don't want to see you here again, take care of my brother... Tell him I miss him so much. ”

Xiaoxue's voice became more and more ethereal, and in the end it was almost completely diffused, and it was difficult to know what she was talking about.

I tried to shout out to her again, but the voice spread, spread... Ethereal and powerless.

"Xiaoxue!" I screamed and my body drooped suddenly, and then my thoughts seemed to suddenly fall out of nowhere, and with a deep sense of loss, I suddenly woke up from the darkness.