I'm Gu Qiao, the youngest jewelry designer in the world.

Graduated from one of the world's top universities with a Master's degree in Jewelry Appraisal and a PhD in Finance. My father was the youngest jewelry appraiser in the world, and my mother was a Hollywood box office queen, and when I was a child, the last thing I lacked was money, so I envied other children, especially those who were poor but had both parents around.

I got used to playing with myself and going to school by myself.

I know that everyone envies me because in their eyes, I am simply the chosen one. Innate talent, handsome and handsome skin, family background of the proud son of the sky.

However, all I want is the company of my parents and true friends.

I went out of the country early, wandered around, and changed the mask of the smile on my face after wearing it for a long time, and I kept smiling like this, laughing until my face began to stiffen, numb, and suffer.

Next, I met a girl named Zhu Yue.

We met at an exhibition, she was wearing a purple light gauze dress and a straw hat, and she smiled and asked me if I liked the painting in front of me too.

Actually, I didn't look at the paintings at all, I just had nothing to do, just wandered around casually, and looked for inspiration by the way.

But, I don't know why, and I'll say, "I love it." ”

She smiled beautifully, like a beam of light that shone into my lowly, ugly heart.

We had a great chat, a good chat. After leaving the exhibition hall, I invited her to the café, and she actually agreed, I never thought that one day I would find someone who was so compatible with me. We talked a lot, and I have to admit that it was one of the happiest afternoons of my life.

When we parted, we exchanged numbers and >

That night, I couldn't sleep, my mind was full of her, and every smile she had planted in my heart like a seed.

We will share some recent times on WeChat, and then I learned that she was an actor, although she was only an 18-line actor at that time. I didn't know, it turned out, she was a fan of mine.

I was ecstatic, I was excited, I felt my indescribable feelings. The feeling of being adored by the person I like is a joy that gushes from my heart, from my blood, but soon, my inferiority complex and ugly heart will tell me that all the glamorous things I call are just appearances.

But, I can't control it, I can't control it from wanting to get close to her, I'm going to fall in love with her heart.

Soon, I designed a set of pieces for her.

A lot of people, who write emails, send messages, make phone calls, and all kinds of people, try their best to sell themselves after hearing that my designs are out.

But she didn't, she told me she had a new kitten and asked me if I could check it out if I had time. In the midst of a jumble of self-marketing calls and mailboxes, I gladly accepted her invitation. She was as clean as I thought, sunny, warm, and I could feel my inferiority complex in front of her.

"If you can, I want you to be the wearer of my new design."

As if frightened, she told me not to joke. But I didn't, and I told her in all seriousness that she was the only one worthy of my latest design. She looked at me ignorantly, with a sadness on her face that she didn't usually have, and she said that she didn't deserve it. I said, if you don't want to, you can say no.

She said that she would be happy, but the world of the entertainment industry is dirty.

I didn't hesitate to make her the wearer appear in front of the world, and I told her that I could protect her if she wanted to. I have that ability.

Just like that, we fell in love.

I experienced things I'd never experienced before, sitting cross-legged on the couch, eating potato chips and watching TV, watching horror movies in the living room wrapped in blankets in the middle of the night, going to amusement parks for roller coasters, making cakes, and going on bike rides. Every day is very happy, and every day is extremely meaningful.

I set up my own brand, an independent jewelry brand, and naturally, Zhu Yue became my only spokesperson. She appeared with appreciation and doubts, but she was so good, and she accepted all these good and bad speeches. I told her that if we had made the relationship public, there wouldn't have been so much skepticism.

She smiled and told me that once this love was exposed, it would be attacked too much, and she was afraid that she would not be able to bear it.

Actually, she didn't know, and I was more scared than she was.

We were secretly in love like this, and as her popularity rose little by little, she ushered in a director and crew who appreciated her, and her debut film was recognized by everyone, and she was nominated for major awards and became the youngest actress. That night, she hugged me and talked a lot, a lot, and finally she said to me that the happiest thing in her life was to meet me. In fact, she didn't know that meeting her was the happiest thing in my life.

We were each busy in our own industries, and each day was very fulfilling, but gradually, we spent less and less time together, and then almost no one visited that home anymore. She started drinking heavily, her temper got worse and worse, and we started arguing, arguing. I feel very tired, tired of coaxing her, coaxing her often in my eyes vexatious, but she, like me, has to have a lot of disguises, and only when she is in front of me, can she be herself again. When I think about this, I still feel a little happy. Until one day, Zhu Yue called me crying, saying that someone had a copy of her information in his hand, and that information was very important. She needed my help, and I agreed to her request without saying a word.

When I returned to China, I quickly investigated the person, but unfortunately, that person was not easy to hit, and there was no lawyer who wanted to cause trouble for himself. If you want to get out of the way, you should be cautious.

Everything was so coincidental, I met Yin Xun at that time, and she was only a cadre of the student union at that time. On the way, I saw her stand up for a small person and a big one. is clearly organized, and the professional level is high enough, so that the big people have to accompany them again and again.

At that time, I thought, she, maybe.

Many times, there is a price to be paid for being bold. I came to her sight, but she was really different, she had a strong sense of self-preservation, and besides, she had the people she loved in her heart. Little by little, I increased her trust in me, and at the same time, I kept an eye on the dynamics of that information.

I'm tired, I miss Zhu Yue, but every time we talk about that information, we will be silent.

I stepped up my pace, approached her, approached her, and used means to win her trust in me. In the end, I finally became more than a famous boyfriend and girlfriend.

She also became the undefeated queen of the court, as I wished.

But gradually, I realized that when I was with her, time passed quickly.

With her, every day is very plain but very comfortable.

Gradually, I started to like that feeling again.

However, Zhu Yue always reminds me that I can't do anything to be sorry for Zhu Yue. It's just that my heart began to ache, and my concealment of Yin Xun and strong guilt made me live in torment every day.

Until one day, the matter of information became more and more urgent. Finally, I'm going to reveal my purpose, my identity. It's just that at that moment, I actually had a trace of hesitation.

I don't know what I'm hesitating about, but I hope Yin Xun is happy from the bottom of my heart.

Sure enough, she was hospitalized and blind, and I hid outside her hospital room, and I didn't dare go in. I was afraid to see her cold eyes, and things began to deviate from what I had imagined, and in the end, the person I had to deal with turned out to be her. It's just that every time I see Zhu Yue's uneasiness and tears, I have to make up my mind.

I told myself that the person you love is Zhu Yue.

Yin Xun was going to break up with me, and I felt sad and angry.

I know it's my fault, it's all my bastard and I deserve to die, but I'm, I want to keep her around, just stay with her, I think I'm crazy, I must be crazy.

It's just, how could I not understand her.

She ruined everything I had been so meticulously designed for five years.

Everything went down the drain.

I was busy comforting Zhu Yue and finding someone to rescue her and help her, but it didn't work, it was too late.

Yin Xun was seriously injured by me, and I know that I owe her too much in my life.

Sure enough, people like me don't even deserve love.

After a long time, I knew that someone was going to kill Yin Xun.

At that time, I kind of knew what the so-called fame and money were for. Like garbage, I couldn't do anything, I could only hide in the corner and pray silently.

However, I don't want to.

I owe her so much, she's just beginning to be happy, she's got two children, she's got a lot to do, she can't die yet.

I may have been insane, and I repented for a long time with the two people who were going to kill her.

I thought, I've always been, I owe her life.

Only if the thing to kill her really happens, the person who was given the task can live. Since killing her must happen, it would be nice if someone died for her.

That person is me.

I don't know why, when I was about to die for Yin Xun, it was very calm. It's different from when Zhu Yue returned to China.

I went to see Zhu Yue, and that information really ruined Zhu Yue. For a while, she even thought about killing herself, but she managed to survive. She told me that she was going to start a new life, that she was going to say goodbye to the good and bad things of the past and start anew. I said that's great, and she asked me what I was going to do. I said I needed to give an explanation to someone, and she smiled and asked me if it was Yin Xun, and I said yes. Zhu Yue nodded and said I should indeed give Yin Xun an explanation. Zhu Yue said that she was going abroad, and she felt a little breathless at home, and I said that maybe going abroad would have a different feeling.

I took her to the airport and she hugged me goodbye and said she could I pick her up the day she came back.

I said, okay.

I think she shouldn't know that this confession is my life. I left her 365 letters, and I'm still grateful for the time I met, but I still can't forgive myself for being so bad. Even if I selfishly stayed by Zhu Yue's side as if I didn't know anything, it was also a frightened and crippled me.

I waited quietly for death to come.

I followed her and pushed her away when I saw the car coming.

Dying for her is not an explanation.

Before I died, I looked at her, and it turned out that she was very good-looking, as good-looking as Zhu Yue. For the first time since I was exposed, she spoke to me properly, and the things I designed for her were finally given to her, and what she had to say was said.

Yin Xun I'm sorry, in the next life, please let me meet you openly and without any burden, at that time, we may be able to have a different ending.

I've never seemed to be so relieved.

My eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, and it seems that I am real, and I am going to die.

However, in this erosive life, I finally gave an explanation to a person.