"What are you talking about?" I felt a little tightness in my chest, "Angel, you make it clear, what do you mean by that, right?" ”

"So be it." Angel's hand waved at the back of my head, "Kang Rong, so be it." ”

"What the hell are you talking about?!" I pushed him away awkwardly. I was angry at his negative attitude, but I didn't dare to ask him to confirm my suspicions.

If I'm not mistaken......

I was in a cold sweat behind my back.

I'd rather he didn't make it clear.

Angel watched me take a step back and distance herself from me—just as I had carefully distanced myself from him a long time ago......

"Kang Rong, you know what I mean. I don't want to say that...... Because of me, I really like you......" Angel avoided my gaze, "but, but that's it. I'm so tired these days. I worry about losing you every day...... As a result, I lost my mother...... Kang Rong, I'm so tired. ”

I don't know what to say.

I couldn't even tell if I was heartbroken or ...... when I heard Angel say something like this Not to feel like Atlas any longer.

"There are things that can be made up. But there are other things that happen like digging a hole in my heart...... Kang Rong, do you understand what I mean? Angel stared at me blankly.

I realized that after not seeing each other for a few days, Angel's whole person became depressed and trance.

He has a hole in his heart, why shouldn't I?

But an empty heart can be filled with something else, isn't it?

"Kang Rong, don't ...... like this" Anqi's hand reached out to the corner of my eye and stopped at a half-fist away from my face, "Mom has been in a coma for two days, and the first thing I said when I woke up was to make me swear to break off with you completely...... I didn't promise her...... I didn't sleep last night, I was thinking...... If I said yes, wouldn't she be angry, wouldn't the surgery have failed......"

I listened to Angel dumbly.

He didn't blame me. He's blaming himself.

This fool.

"That's it, Kang Rong." Once again, Angel said, "It's painful for me to make this decision. I want to live my life with you, and now I still want to...... But I couldn't. Do you understand? ”

I don't understand.

Didn't understand at all.

"Kang Rong, mom, she hates you and your mom." Angel looked at me guiltily.

"What about you?" I struggled to restrain my choking, "Do you hate me?" ”

"I ......"

Angel's voice was blown away by the wind.

It took me a long time to find my voice, "So you've decided." ”

I'm not asking him; I'm just repeating one fact.

A fact that I don't know how to accept calmly.

"Hmm."

"Okay then."

I didn't say goodbye, I turned and ran away.

Don't say goodbye...... It's just a selfish and secret expectation of mine.

Because there was no goodbye...... I can also pretend that we are not separated.

I walked briskly, my head bowed as I went, and all I could see was the uppers of my shoes and the gray pavement that kept moving backwards.

Back at the apartment, it was just me.

Van Yesh didn't know where he went, and I wasn't in the mood to think about him.

My head was dizzy, and I fell asleep on the couch.

For three days in a row, Van Yesh never returned.

I lived a normal life: going to class, studying on my own, eating, sleeping.

It's like going back to the muddy time of the first year of high school.

But I'm optimistic.

Angel just couldn't accept what happened to his mother for a while.

Whoever it is, will be sad and depressed - let alone Anqi, who has pure feelings?

Wait a few more days, I think.

Wait for him to settle everything, wait for him to go back to school, wait for him...... Understand that I didn't let go.