Chapter 189: Strangers
"However, I have already met the one who passed by, and it is you.
Did you know that on the day of the entrance exam, I met you, and from that day on, I made up my mind to stay with you for the rest of my life.
Originally, I was not in this class, but I begged Uncle Li for a long time before he agreed to help me operate and let me enter this class.
When we meet again, I pretend that it is all fate, I want to be close to you. But you wrapped yourself tightly, and I found that you were a little repulsed by my overtures.
Just when I was at a loss, you asked me for a showdown, and you misunderstood my feelings for you. But at that time, seeing that your heart was about to open to me, I had to follow your thoughts.
I thought that even if I became friends, as long as I could be by your side, I would touch you one day. ”
He looked into the distance, whispered, and mentioned the past, as if he remembered something beautiful, and the expression on his face softened a little.
"It's my fault, I didn't notice it earlier. But Li Mo, I don't have a relationship between men and women for you. ”
Looking at his face and hearing his words, my heart was indeed moved. But I knew it wasn't a man-woman relationship, and I didn't treat him as a boyfriend all along. Although I couldn't bear it, I still made it clear.
"Why? Is it because I met you later than he did? ”
Hearing my words, his eyes were full of unwillingness, and he roared.
"Nothing else, I don't like you."
I forcibly put down the unbearable feeling in my heart, looked into his eyes, and said seriously.
"It turns out that it's always been my wishful thinking, I know, sorry for the interruption!"
Now, he finally understood. With a lonely face, he said disheartenedly.
"It's me who I'm sorry for you, I want to open some, it will be fine in the future."
I patted him on the shoulder, whispered softly, and then broke free of his weak arm and walked to the bedroom. I didn't dare to show the slightest concern for him at the moment, because even a little, he would think that this was the opportunity I gave him.
If I don't like him, but I still have to accept his goodness, I won't be able to accept it. I'd rather never be a stranger than hurt someone in an ambiguous way.
At the door of the dormitory, I stood for a while, calmed down, and then pushed the door in.
"How's it going? Is that clear? ”
As soon as I entered the door, Xu Lu greeted me, she pulled me out again, and asked with concern.
"You're right, he's more than just a friend to me, I should have found out earlier."
Looking at her bright eyes, I smiled bitterly and said helplessly.
"Hey, you can't be blamed for this, it's normal for people in the bureau to not be able to see clearly. So what's going on now? Is that clear? ”
Xu Lu sighed, took my hand and gently persuaded me.
"It's kind of clear, in the future, maybe it's just a stranger!"
I bowed my head and whispered, for some reason, I felt a little reluctant, but in fact, he was still very good as a friend.
"Huh? So serious? But also, it's better than continuing to pester! ”
Xu Lu was a little surprised, but after thinking about it, she felt that this was the best solution.
"Alright, let's go inside!"
Looking at her thoughtful look, I smiled to reassure her, and then pulled her into the bedroom.
When I got back to my bedroom, I wanted to concentrate on reading a book for a while, but I couldn't calm down. So I went to the balcony to call my mother to report that I was safe, and I listened to her on the other end of the phone shushing me and asking for warmth, and my heart gradually calmed down.
I hung up the phone and I was fully recovered. Before going to bed, he sent another text message to Zhou Yu: "Good night!" ”
After a while, he replied to me: "Good night! ”
I woke up early the next day, and before class, I went to the office to find Ms. Liu, hoping that she would move me to a special position on the side of the podium.
"It's really a coincidence, Li Mo just left before you came, and he also made the same request. Is there any conflict between classmates? ”
Teacher Liu looked at me and asked gently.
"No, it's just that my eyesight is not very good, and I can't see the blackboard clearly when I sit far away!"
I made an excuse to think I could prevaricate.
"You're all looking for the same excuse. Forget it, the teacher respects you, and I don't ask why, I'll go to the class to arrange this matter before class later. The teacher's greatest hope is that you can study with peace of mind, and since this is your common demand, the teacher will agree to you. ”
Teacher Liu said earnestly, her words entered my ears, my chest was a little stuffy, it turned out that he couldn't wait to stay away from me. Still, that's fine.
Before class, Teacher Liu really arranged everything, and Li Mo and I sat on both sides of the podium. He didn't say a word when he moved the table, and moved my desk first.
I wanted to say thank you, but I swallowed it again.
Distance and time are really the medicine that cures everything, during the time I was separated from Li Mo, I could feel that Li Mo's state was getting better and better, and he devoted himself to studying.
At the beginning of the term, I was a little worried about him, but when I saw that he was completely fine, I gradually relaxed and concentrated on my senior year of high school.
Because it was my third year of high school, in order not to delay my studies with Zhou Yu, I extended my return home from once a week in the last school year to once every two weeks. After I went home, I only accompanied my mother, and the only time to meet Zhou Yu was each pick-up, but I would still take time to call my mother and Zhou Yu every day.
"Xiaomeng, I feel like I haven't seen you for months, you come out in the afternoon, let's meet!"
One weekend in the middle of the term, I was watching TV at home with my mother and Uncle Li, and Zhang Yue called to ask to meet. I thought I hadn't seen her for a long time, so I agreed to her request.
At this time, it was already late autumn, so we made an appointment to meet at the bubble tea shop and chatted about each other's situation. Zhang Yue talked most about Xu Hao, Wei Wei said most about universities and ideals, and I listened quietly.
In the evening, the three of us had dinner together, and we didn't call Zhou Yu and Xu Hao, because we didn't want to ruin this long-term future party.
After dinner, Zhou Yu appeared at the door of the restaurant, he watched me come out, smiled, and then came over to hold my hand.
"Zhang Yue, Wei Wei, I'll go first!"
I said goodbye to them with a smile, and then followed Zhou Yu.
"Is it cold?"
Zhou Yu lowered his head and asked.
"Sort of!"
I didn't feel cold, but I just wanted to be coquettish in front of him, so I pretended to shiver and said tremblingly.
He took off his coat and draped it over me, then squeezed my hand tightly.