To be honest, the bearded man's return to the team was completely unexpected, according to the nature of the lock, it should be impossible for him to tolerate this kind of person who had betrayed him to stay by his side, but he really let the beard stay.

If you want to say that this beard is too, he was still depressed and dying, and the next day when he wore new clothes, the whole person swept away the previous decadence, and the whole person was glowing, completely forgetting that he had been a traitor.

and the middle-aged man once again formed a left and a right protector.

Probably because the beard was too deeply rooted in the hearts of the people before, and after this will come back, no one really cares about him, I guess even if there is, I don't dare, just his big voice, a howl in his voice, standing next to him will be temporarily deaf.

The old man in military uniform seemed to want Suo Tian to take us back to Beijing with him, and the final result was that he and the two surnamed Gao left two days later.

That night, he asked me what kind of place I wanted to live in.

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A simple meeting was held within Team C, and in order not to leave no one available to the old man in military uniform, Suotian sent half of his men back.

As for us, since the locker has returned, we are not going to continue to stay in Baoji City.

After a few days of discussion, we decided that since we are all about living, then we can't just pay attention to life, life, how to be happy, and everyone has been looking forward to living on the island for a long time.

It's hard to find the desert island now, but it's not impossible to find it, I'm jokingly ready to lead everyone to be stationed on Diaoyu Island, even now I have to swear that Diaoyu Island is Chinese!

So the rest of the day was spent researching the route and deciding on the itinerary.

On the way, we made another general migration, and finally arrived at the seaside that we had been thinking about day and night.

After finding the dock, they forced one of the ships to start in our exclamations.

Before we got on the boat, we almost ransacked the city and loaded several truckloads of things onto the ship, including clothes, tents, and almost everything we thought of or couldn't think of.

After my parents knew that we were going to live on the island, they thought of it with Uncle Gazi and took a big bag of rapeseeds.

They didn't know what to do in the cab, so I and Han Xue, Xu Shulili, and a few people held a small notebook to record things, these are all needed in the future, so it's good to understand.

After two days of cleaning, we finally packed everything and got ready to go, with enough fuel and repair tools, and we even found a lot of big tents in the city, the kind that could be used as houses.

Standing on the deck, looking at the docks that were getting farther and farther away from us, and the walking corpses that were sporadically noticing movement and approaching the docks, I exhaled deeply.

The misfortune and filth that have been hidden in the body have all been left to that land.

From the very beginning, we have been carried away by the world in front of us, and all we see in our eyes and feel in our hearts is panic and helplessness.

We just want to live, in those panic and helplessness, find a group of other people who are also panic and helpless, get together with them, and barely find the bits and pieces of our previous life, and think it is life.

Not really.

We've been compromising all along, not living, just commising.

will be born, will live, will survive day after day.

We are all trying to swim against the current, forcing ourselves to adapt and accept the barren and somewhat lonely world in front of us.

During the period of persecution, some people's path gradually deviated from others, and they could not find the sunshine they wanted, so they created the so-called sunshine themselves, living in the world they built by themselves, and harming and killing others who were looking for light but could not.

Those extremist cult personnel in the headquarters and shelters are such representatives.

Song Meijing is a particularly distinctive character that I know and recognize.

Maybe it's because of her personality, since she was brought back by me, she hasn't corrected her identity, other people's attitudes, too ego and selfishness, wants to get attention and understanding, but is unwilling to give anything.

The strength of the lock made her dependent in a panic, she thought that was the light she was looking for, and was stunned to find that the shelter she relied on was not really controlled, it was all given by others, so she couldn't stand it, she needed to find a way to hold on to those shelters.

Since then, I have made mistakes again and again, and I will not repent of death.

Because she has been immersed in her own world, she has sealed the door and cannot get out.

Han Xue stood on the deck with her hands outstretched, and shouted at the sea, pulling a long tail note, the sun shone on her face, and I found that Han Xue's skin was really good, and there were no flaws in the sun.

Lili and Xu Shu also learned her movements and raised their heads and closed their eyes.

They all had a smile on their faces.

Momoko walked out of the cabin, he didn't like to smile anymore, and when he came to us, he just stood quietly, quietly looking at the sea, not knowing what he was thinking.

Reaching out and putting my hands on his shoulder, I didn't speak, and stared at the calm sea with him.

The vastness of the world is beyond your imagination.

Sometimes it is only when you are in the most real that you can realize your own insignificance, the insignificance of all things.

This nature is the source of everything that is manipulated.

I don't know how long it was, but Momoko closed her eyes and we stood in front of the deck to receive the baptism of quiet nature that had left the past.

"Mom," the voice of the little lock came from behind him.

I glanced back at him, only to see that there were no other adults around him, he was barefoot.

I picked him up in the past, it should have been that his parents were asleep, and he took the opportunity to run off the bed.

Han Xue and the others heard the voice and turned their heads one after another.

"Yo, why didn't the handsome guy take a nap." Han Xue likes to joke about small locks.

Lili stared at the little lock twice, a faint smile on the corner of her mouth.

Maybe Wang Jun and the child hit her too hard, and she still didn't choose to stay with Bruno in the end.

It's a matter of time, those past imprints in her mind, we are not her, although we will be angry for her, but we will not feel the hurt she has suffered.

Then there's the problem between her and Dawn.

Because of these things before, Han Xue was very unkind to Lili for a while, but during the period when we were waiting for the lock-up, Han Xue seemed to change her attitude after meeting me squatting on the side of the bed late at night and crying bitterly, she once told me in private, when she saw me that day, she suddenly felt that this life of a person is really wonderful and magical, full of tragedy and separation, these things we are powerless to change and redeem, all we can do is to face the present, cherish the people or things that God is still giving you the opportunity to cherish.

All that was left was the sound of the sea colliding with the bottom of the ship.

The little lock fell silent with us.

Holding my neck, he looked at the endless sea, with no expression on his little face, just like his father.

Xu Shu, who was behind her, suddenly spoke: "It would be nice if I could maintain my current psychological state for the rest of my life, quiet and pleasant." ”

Han Xue smiled: "I don't want to, in this life, from the moment you become a fertilized egg, you are destined to go through different periods, and in the face of different yourself, what's the meaning of being the same, right?" I'm looking forward to what we will be like in ten or twenty years, it may be good, it may not be good, but this is all life, the life we need to face, and only in this way can it be called life, it can't be the end of the world, we are all hypocritical and even feel too old to get old. ”

After hearing this, Lili patted Han Xue's head: "Xiaoshu said, you have pulled your life into it, and when you become someone else's daughter-in-law, you can see through life?" ”

Han Xue looked at me with the most flick: "Chen Yang, do you think what I said is very reasonable?" ”

"Maybe, as long as you can have a good time, you can do anything."

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The little lock that was staring at the sea suddenly turned his head and shouted in a milky voice: "Dad." ”

———— end of the book.

2014.10.3 Day 7

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