Chapter 123: It's All My Fault Renewal for Walse's 99 Flowers
The scenes on both sides of the road are very different from what we saw before, probably very close to the city, which is obviously much more prosperous than the previous place, but the so-called prosperity is just an empty shell, without the crowd, then all the seemingly gorgeous places have lost the soul of liveliness.
Looking at the scene outside the car window, I had a sense of confusion, and instantly I couldn't distinguish between reality and illusion, I only felt that everything in front of me seemed not so real, in fact, it was not so concrete, it was the kind of unreality that I knew was reality, but it was like being in a dream, and I couldn't describe it, but it was very annoying.
There were no obstacles on the road, even if they encountered the walking corpses, they were all occasional, completely negligible, so the speed was not slow, I didn't go far, I really saw a bank in front, and I just felt like laughing when I looked at the XX Bank written on the gorgeously decorated bank signboard, and I just wanted to laugh, if this was in the past, a group of people like us were running towards the bank with knives and guns, and it was estimated that it would be the headline of the next day's newspaper.
The cars were parked side by side in front of the bank, just blocking all the glass doors, so as to prevent the walking corpses passing by outside from noticing us, although one or two are not difficult to deal with, but unnecessary trouble is better to avoid.
We didn't have much food left, and with the addition of a few more people in the shelter in the past few days, the consumption has increased, and this will only be enough for our group to fill their stomachs.
After eating something in the car, everyone used the walkie-talkie to contact each other and get out of the car, the door of the bank was open, and a thick layer of ash fell on the ground inside, and even some rotten newspapers and some messy sundries.
After signaling Xu Shu, who was walking behind, to pay attention to the situation outside the door, I concentrated on looking at the situation in the bank, like ordinary banks, there is a large piece of glass at the counter, and you can clearly see the situation inside, where it should have been a place for the staff to stay before, if it is right, the lock should be intended to let us rest in there tonight.
On the far right side of the counter is a heavy security door, which leads to the inside of the counter, which is also wide open at the moment.
Since the inside of the door was not as big as the outside hall, Suotian only brought two men in black inside, waving his hand to signal us and the others to stay outside and wait.
The bank is not a big place, although there will be twenty or thirty of us, but it will still be quiet, and we can even hear our own heartbeat.
Through the glass of the hall, I could see the situation of locking them inside, and after they entered, they quickly checked the whole inside, and finally even opened the door that seemed to be an office-like inside, and after locking them in, I began to wonder if there would be walking corpses trapped inside, and the good thing is that they quickly came out of the house and signaled to us that everything was safe inside.
Slightly relieved, I turned my head to look at Uncle Ga Zi, who was holding Zhiyun behind me, and smiled at him and said, "It's safe." ”
Uncle Gazi didn't answer yet, but Wang Zhiyun looked left and right with curiosity on his face, and asked me with a curious expression, "Auntie, where is this?" ”
Before I could say anything, Chen Pu on the side said, "This is the bank." ”
"What is a bank?" Wang Zhiyun obviously didn't have this concept in his little head.
"It's where the money is stored, lots and lots of money."
Hearing this, Uncle Ga Zi laughed and said to Chen Pu: "How does she know what bank money is not money." After finishing speaking, he glanced behind the glass window, then turned back to me and said, "Now that you can hold a sack of money, you can probably be a fire-making messenger." ”
On the other hand, the lock has begun to allocate the personnel on duty, this bank is really not big, if we have so many people living together, it will definitely be enough to choke, such a distribution, the personnel will be replaced, it is much better.
This time, Suotian didn't put a few of us in the guards, only their people were divided into three shifts to take turns guarding.
Due to the hurry, some of our living equipment were also left in Building No. 6, only a few blankets were left in the car, and now it is still very cold, relying on these blankets is simply not enough, and there is no way to temporarily take care of the children with poor physical fitness.
The tranquilizer they gave Zheng Rongrong seemed to be a lot of dosage, she didn't wake up until this time, and the office they cleaned up before the lock was used to lock up Rongrong alone, wrapped her body, and put it on the original desk in the house, I turned around and went out of the door, there was the key to this door in the house, seeing that I locked the door, Uncle Gazi, who was sitting on a simple carpet from a pile of paper waste cardboard boxes, sighed slightly and said, "Pity this child." ”
Hearing this, I also sighed, put away the key and walked to the cardboard to do it, and was just about to speak to answer Uncle Gazi's words, but at the moment when my eyes turned, I saw Shen Feng with a strange expression.
Suddenly, I suddenly thought of a question that I ignored, I have been thinking about Suotian's opinion of Rongrong, Yangyang's opinion of Rongrong, and other people's views of Rongrong, but I have forgotten Shen Feng, the most important person, has a view of Rongrong, in some ways, the wrong thing Rong Rong did changed everyone's opinion of her, and Shen Feng, as the person who was hurt the most after that mistake, his attitude towards Rong Rong is particularly important.
I think this is even related to the most critical point of whether Rong Rong can survive in our team, although there is a lock to protect it, but no one knows how long the protection he gave will last, after all, everyone can see the cruel and cruel methods of locking the sky before, maybe at some point he feels that Rong Rong's threat cannot be eliminated, and it is not impossible to kill her with a shot.
Xu Shu, who was sitting not far away, looked at me several times, and then I came back to my senses in a daze, she quietly pointed at Shen Feng with her finger, and then pointed to her head, and said 'Xiaoxue' without saying a word, and then pointed to the room where Zheng Rongrong was closed, revealing a worried expression.
After waving my hand at her slightly, I signaled not to worry, and then looked at Shen Feng again, he still maintained the same expression just now, holding a piece of waste paper that I picked up out of nowhere in my hand and unconsciously rolling it into a roll, and then released it again.
Probably noticing my gaze, Shen Feng stopped what he was doing and looked at me.
I glanced at the black-clothed people who had fallen down and started to rest silently, and took a slight breath and said to Shen Feng, "Shen Feng, you are quite strong." Although he knew that he should not say such similar words to make Shen Feng hear and think of Xiao Xue, but there was no way, Xiao Xue was gone after all, what he needed to do now was to see if he could give Rong Rong a chance to live.
Hearing this, Shen Feng's face immediately drifted through a trace of unconcealable depression, and then he asked me in a weak tone: "Chen Yang, if you have something to say, just say it directly." ”
Shen Feng is a smart person, I thought about it for a while, and decided not to talk nonsense about him anymore, and simply spoke directly: "Shen Feng, I know that Xiaoxue's death is a big blow to you, but life is not up to people, and death is not up to people, you should understand that this world was also full of accidents in the past." ”
Speaking of this, I paused, looked at Shen Feng's face and found that there was no change, and then continued: "No one knows when or the people around them will die in what way, this is not something that any of us can control, the peaceful world was still like this before, let alone the current situation, so... If we are depressed, since we can't change it, we can only adjust our mentality as much as possible to face this. ”
At this point, I believe that Shen Feng has almost understood what I want to express, and after thinking about it for a while, I still continued: "The deceased is gone, the living are still alive, instead of remembering and being sad, why not look at the other people who can still stay beside you?" ”
As soon as the words fell, I noticed that Shen Feng quickly glanced at the door that closed Zheng Rongrong, and then quickly retracted his gaze, and the muscles on his face trembled fiercely, as if he was suppressing something, and then turned back to look at me after a while.
I raised my head and stared straight at him, I was very nervous, and Shen Feng's expression made me unable to guess what he was thinking.
The small sounds that were originally coming from the side also stopped, and the surroundings were very quiet, and I knew that everyone was listening to the conversation between me and Shen Feng, and they were all waiting for Shen Feng's answer just like me.
Even Yangyang, who was extremely disgusted with Zheng Rongrong because of Xiaoxue's death before, also looked at Shen Feng intentionally or unintentionally, with a look on his face that seemed to be expectant.
At this moment, Shen Feng, who had been expressionless, suddenly grinned stiffly, and said in a slight tone: "She's just a child, she can't care about anything, I won't treat her well." ”
Hearing this, I couldn't help but want to breathe a sigh of relief, but before I could be stabbed back into my heart by Shen Feng's next sentence, it was very uncomfortable.
"But Chen Yang, if it's your brother who dies, can you still say these words?"
Hearing this, I was stunned in place, looking at Shen Feng in a daze, my head was blank for two seconds and then quickly turned away, Shen Feng was blaming me, blaming me for not letting them accompany me to find Yangyang, blaming me for not pulling Xiaoxue, otherwise his sister would not be bitten and would not die. No wonder he would say that he forgave Zheng Rongrong, because in his heart Rongrong was not the culprit who killed Xiaoxue at all, and the person who really killed Xiaoxue was me Chen Yang.
"She just wants you all to be okay." Just when I was almost stimulated by Shen Feng's words, my whole person completely stiffened in place, and I don't know when Suo Tian, who was standing by the door, slowly spit out such a sentence.
Hearing this, Uncle Gazi, who was sitting next to me and hugging Zhuyun, also secretly patted me on the back and said, "Young man, the big guy understands what the girl means, it's nothing more than trying to find a way for the doll to live..."