Jiang Yan had to say that Jian Hai's smile now was indeed very much like a stunned person.

"I've thought about it, our daughter's name is Jian Wan, and the bay is three points of water and a curved bend, how about it?" Jian Hai drove very slowly, as if he was a novice on the road, but fortunately, there was no one in the middle of the night, so it didn't affect anything.

"How do you know it's a daughter, and what if it's a son?"

"It has to be a daughter, it has to be a daughter." Jian Hai still had an idiotic smile on his face, he liked his daughter more before, but after seeing Yin Xun's daughter, he was even more determined to have a daughter. How good a daughter is, her daughter is a little padded jacket, which is different from her son, her daughter is a little princess and needs to be spoiled.

"It's good for my son, like Xiao Zhi, how good."

Jian Hai thought that as soon as he was by his side, Jiang Yan's attention was completely off on him, he only had Xiaozhi in his heart, and he was angry when he thought about it, sure enough, something like a son, unwanted, superfluous, and one Xiaozhi was enough.

"I like both sons and daughters, but we have a little straight, and it would be nice if we had a daughter." Jian Hai smiled slightly, as long as she gave it, he liked it.

Jiang Yan looked out the window and was silent for a while, "Why, it's called Jian Wan?" ”

Jian Hai looked at the front gently, pulled over the car, "Because you said before that home is a harbor." For me, where you are, is home. ”

Jiang Yan's hand trembled slightly, his eyes were slightly red, after so many years, Jian Hai has the same memory is excellent, as long as she has said it, she remembers it, as long as she asks for it, he will give it, as long as it is her, he will be satisfied. Such a man, what is she to be dissatisfied with.

"Jian Hai."

"Yanyan, I know that there is a problem between us, but since we love, unless we die, don't think about life and death. Yes, I'm such a person, domineering, unscrupulous, I'm no longer the clean and pure student president I was in high school. I won't allow you to leave, and I'll get you back no matter how you escape. I don't know in the next life, I can't control it in the previous life, but in this life, the person in my spouse column can only be you. ”

Jian Hai turned his head, pinched Jiang Yan's chin, and looked at Jiang Yan. "I don't care what you think, I don't care, as long as it is what you want, I will give it to you, as long as it is what you think, I will do it for you. It's just Jiang Yan, I'm such a terrible person, my love for you, if you want it, you can take it, if you don't want it, I don't care even if you lose it. ”

Jiang Yan had never felt Jian Hai's madness and paranoia so truly. He was crazy, but the person who made him crazy was she, she who made him like this. It was her repeated avoidance that made him so insecure, without a sense of security, and gave the bay to the child.

He is a person who can call the wind and rain, but why, it has become, what it is now.

"Jian Hai."

Jian Hai didn't know if it hurt her, so he quickly let go and turned back, "If, you don't want to see me now, I'll go back and live first." ”

Jiang Yan looked at him, looking at his lost and sad look. She gave him all the fault and left him alone to bear all her pain. It's obviously her, and she is the one who caused all this. If it weren't for her, maybe Jian Hai would meet another girl in a few years, maybe now the family is happy and happy, there is no need to be frightened, and Jiang's mother will have a good life. All of this will go back to the way it was before.

She slowly raised her hand, wanting to touch Jian Hai, but when she reached mid-air, she stopped, she didn't know what to do.

She looked at him, and he frowned like this, sad look, the kind of hidden pain, like many times when he had a stomachache and fainted, he wouldn't cry out in pain. He tortured himself like this, suppressed himself, and made himself always the perfect Jian Hai in front of her.

Just like at the beginning, he stood in front of her and told all the principals and teachers that he liked her, he liked her seriously, and even, he would love her.

At that time, the teacher was very angry and said, how do you know what love is at a young age?

She will not forget that at that time, he took her hand, looked at the teacher, and said, I will be her in the future, and she will be the only one.

At that time, she only felt that he was holding her hand and protecting her behind her, very handsome and heroic. But when I grew up, I realized that I would be the only one in my future, and only her. That's what weight and commitment.

Without you, I have no future.

Later, the teacher had no choice but to look for her alone, she only remembered that the teacher looked at her for a long, long time, and then sighed lightly, and said, there are not no girls in the world who are more beautiful than you and smarter than you, but why you, have you thought about it?

She was stunned, the bold ambition of the draft in her heart instantly lost its meaning, why her?

The teacher said to her, love when you were young was too simple and beautiful, your liking for him and his liking for you are not equal, he put you in his future, but what about you? Where is he in you?

At that time, I was young and couldn't understand it, I just felt that the teacher thought they were not suitable. It's just that I didn't expect that in the eyes of those who came over, it seemed that I could meet their future at once.

When the teacher said goodbye to her, he told her that being loved by such a man is both happiness and restraint, but I have to say how lucky she was to meet Jian Hai.

She only thought that the teacher acquiesced to their being together, and she didn't understand anything deeply.

At that time, they walked together on campus unscrupulously, and everyone envied them, no, it should be said, all the girls, they envied her.

At that time, Yin Xun asked her what it was like to be with someone she liked.

She said that she didn't know, it was just that she felt, and there was no way to imagine life without him.

Until now, she has no way of imagining her life without him.

"Jian Hai," she carefully tugged at his cuffs, how many times, how many times should she be glad that every time she compromised, when she wanted to let go, it was Jian Hai who reached out and grabbed her. Every time, it was her fragility and evasion, but Jian Hai never let go of her hand. If it weren't for Jian Hai's obsession, they would have been separated like this a long time ago.

Now, she didn't know what to say, she didn't know, she didn't know what to say, "I, I." Tears fell like this, and she pulled Jian Hai's cuffs like this, just like that.

Jian Hai looked at her and was very distressed, but he still suppressed it and did not stretch out his hand.

He wanted to hear her.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Tears fell on Jian Hai's sleeve little by little, "I've always blamed you, blamed you for becoming so paranoid, blamed you for how you became." When I was in Paris, I blamed you for doing this, but I was actually the stupidest person. I thought, after all these years, you will change, but in fact, I have changed too. I don't know when I became so suspicious, I don't know when I became so distrustful. I, I hate, I hate myself like this. ”

"Yanyan, I just want to ask, in your heart, what am I?"

For so many years, I wanted this answer, it should be, match.

Jiang Yan looked at Jian Hai, and in his calm eyes, it seemed that he had seen years of silence. He's been waiting for this answer for years, hasn't he?

"No matter what the answer is, I accept it, if you don't want me anymore, I'll leave, go far away, and never appear in your life again from now on."

So, has he already thought about the ending of all the options.

She hurt him and made him feel that she didn't want him anymore.

"It's been so long, and I think I want such an answer, it should be, it's not too much." He bowed his head slightly, looking at his sleeve.

What kind of man is he, now he has such a look, he is tired, he is in love for her, only constantly suppressed.

"Yanyan, today, I want an answer, whether you want it or not."

Jiang Yan sniffed, "I'm a person, that's it, I rarely be sincere to anyone, even if I behave well on the surface." I know I'm a bad person sometimes, and I know that in the eyes of many people, I'm just a bad woman. Jiang Yan's hand slowly rested on his stomach. I love Jane Bay and I love Jane Bay. A smile appeared on Jiang Yan's tear-stained face.

"I love him simply, not only because of an expectation and commitment back then, but because I treat him as my own, and more importantly, the person I love will raise him as a son early. And Jane Wan, I love her, not only because she will be my first child, but also because she is also your child. ”

Jian Hai looked at her, just watched quietly, waiting for her to continue.

"Jian Hai, I care about my family, my friends, but I love you." Jiang Yan leaned on the back of the chair and looked ahead, "Jian Hai, I," tears fell on her hands little by little, and in the end, she didn't know what to say.

Jian Hai took out a tissue to wipe her tears and sighed, "Many times, I think it's me who imprisons you because I love you, but I don't want you to leave." Jiang Yan, listen well, if you want to stay, then you will be chained to my side for the rest of your life, if you want to leave, I will not stop you now. ”

Jiang Yan turned his head and looked at Jian Hai with red eyes, "If I really wanted to leave you, then I wouldn't have been willing to come back from France more than ten years ago, if I really wanted to avoid you, then you asked me to go to France, I would have left clean and never come back." ”

Jian Hai stretched out his hand and took her in his arms, "It's changed, we've all changed, it's not for the better, it may have become bad, but since it's love, the good and the bad are all borne by yourself." ”

"Jian Hai, I don't have many relatives left, you, absolutely, no, something will happen again."

Jian Hai gently patted her back, "It's okay, there's me." ”