Early the next morning, Bruno came to us early to inform him that he had changed the time and evacuated with me, Lili didn't say anything, but she could see from her expression that she was still very happy.

Although it was still early, we still chose to pack up our things early, and the streets outside were still operating normally, but there were very few people, and I don't know if they were evacuated one by one or what's going on, in short, the whole title seemed very depressed.

We have come all the way for so long, and we know the importance of equipment, although this time we still withdrew with the headquarters, and there were team members guarding the situation along the way, but we still had to be fully prepared, and those daggers that followed us all the way were not ready to give up.

I went out to the mall and brought back some relatively thick clothes and shoes with underfoot.

I thought it would be like driving on land like before, but in the end, the day before departure, I realized that our route by land was only a small distance, and most of the time we were on the water.

Some of us will stay at the shelter in Chongqing, but because the shelter is close to being overstaffed, most of the rest will take a boat from the dock all the way down the Yangtze River to Yichang, the famous Three Gorges Dam, and then drive about 300 kilometers to the shelter in Wuhan.

That's our destination, and we're probably going to be settling there for a long time to come.

If you don't stop on the water, you can walk for about two days.

There was still no one in sight, and the situation outside was still in a panic, and it was already quite late after we packed up our things, and everyone began to sit on the sofa relatively silently after eating dinner absentmindedly.

In fact, it can be seen from everyone's expressions that everyone is quite reluctant to be here, and Xu Shu went to the backyard to see Uncle Ga Zi who was silently picking up his small vegetable garden, the vegetable garden is not small, if the population is small, it can almost provide a family of three for daily food and drink, Uncle Ga Zi takes care of it carefully, plus there is no other thing planted on the land here, the soil is fertile, and the vegetables are rising very well, which is Uncle Gazi's proud doing.

Xue Yun and Xiaohu moved a small horse and sat on the ground next to the vegetable garden, not knowing what to play, those two little horses were made by Zhou Wen and Shen Feng for a whole afternoon when they were idle.

I'm sure I'll be here when I leave, and it won't be of much use in the future, and yes, it'll be a barren land soon.

Xu Shu looked at Uncle Gazi squatting in the vegetable field with his back to us under the sunset in the distance, pondered for a while before sighing deeply and turning his head to look at me: "Chen Yang... I'm sorry. ”

I was stunned for a moment and asked, "Okay, what are you saying I'm sorry for?" ”

Sitting on the edge of the pool, Xu Shu tapped the water surface inside with her toes before she spoke: "Xiaopu's matter..."

"Hey, what are you talking about, isn't it all in the past, how long has it been, what are you doing for him?" I also followed and sat next to Xu Shu.

"Even so, our sister and brother still owe you a word of sorry, when your child was in a situation, I was really scared to death, thinking it was caused by Xiaopu, and then I knew that it was not, so I finally breathed a sigh of relief, otherwise, I don't know how to face you at all." I just wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Xu Shu: "As a sister, you also know, are a little short-sighted, after I know Xiaopu's situation, I don't dare to tell you, I want to pull him back in private, so that I can pretend that nothing has happened, and everyone is still happy." ”

Finally, a few fish were raised in the pool according to my wishes, these fish were caught by Shen Fengyang and them in the river, as well as the goldfish that Xiaohu and Zhiyun insisted on catching in the fish pond.

After staring at the leisurely fish twice, I said to Xu Shu: "Okay, it's all in the past, what's the point of taking it out again, we're all about to leave, the past is over, let's turn over this article, don't keep worrying about it, how can a child still not make mistakes." ”

Hearing this, Xu Shu just smiled, sighed unpleasantly and looked at me: "Actually, that's what you say, you're still thinking about it in your heart, aren't you..."

"Huh?" I was a little stunned.

"I'm usually paying attention, you're guarding against Xiaopu, in fact, as long as you pay a little attention, you can observe it, I feel that other people should be aware of it, whether you believe it or not, including Uncle Gazi, they are a little wary of Xiaopu."

I turned my head to look at Xu Shu and thought for a moment before I spoke: "I didn't..."

"No need to explain, although Chen Yang and I haven't known you for a long time, we are also friends who have lived and died together, and I still know you, if you are completely at ease with a person, according to your Ma Daha's character will definitely not be like Xiaopu."

Slightly wrinkling my brows, I spoke: "Xiaoshu, since you have said this, it doesn't make any sense for me to hide it anymore, just say it bluntly today, that's right, I really can't trust Xiaopu 100% again, maybe in the future, but definitely not now, I can't use trust in a person to gamble on the safety of myself and my children, not to mention that it may threaten other people, but don't worry, I will definitely not be biased against Xiaopu or what he does to him, everyone will still be the same as before, You also know how difficult it is to establish trust again, Xiaoshu, so if I can let down my guard against him now, it is basically impossible. ”

Hearing this, Xu Shu smiled, didn't speak again, got up and was about to walk away, I couldn't help but ask, "What do you want to express when you suddenly tell me this." ”

Xu Shu paused with her back to me, and thought for a while before she spoke: "I just want to talk to you, I don't mean anything else, don't take it to heart." ”

After Xu Shu walked for a while, I was still sitting alone on the edge of the pool, and Uncle Gazi in the vegetable field not far away finally cleaned up, and when I turned around, when I passed by me with the two children, I stopped: "Just now the two of you chatted and Ga Daddy heard part of it." ”

I glanced back at Uncle Ga Zi and stood up from the ground.

Uncle Ga Zi thought for a while and then said: "Who is not protecting his own blood relatives, just understand." ”

......

Finally came to the day of departure, when someone came to pick us up in the morning, at the moment when Uncle Gazi locked the door, except for the lock sky, we couldn't help but look back at the house that carried our memories of more than half a year of wind and rain for a long time.

In front of the house there were a few glasses of milk, and some fresh vegetable meals, which were reserved for the fool.

Finally, Uncle Ga Zi took the lead in turning around and waving his hand at us: "Okay, let's go." ”

As the car drove away slowly, we watched the house that we had gradually left behind us, standing quietly in place, watching us leave like an old man in the twilight, and the creeper on the left wall had grown luxuriantly, and now it began to wither, and after a winter it would begin to bud again next spring, but we probably didn't have a chance to see it.

I can't help myself when I feel sad in an instant, I am more hypocritical and afraid of separation, even though it is just a house now, but in my eyes it is also a home that contains countless memories and bits and pieces of life, just like when I left the county, in order to survive, we have to leave one place again and again, run to another place, I don't know when we can stop.

Whenever we think that we can finally live in a place, or even start to imagine things in a long, long time, reality will always wake us up like a hammer, reminding us that the life in front of us has long been not easy.

In such a world, there are many factors that make people tired, such as the panic caused by the walking corpse, the gloom brought by the living, and the triviality brought by life, but all of these are not worth mentioning compared to the feeling of drifting.

For a long time, I felt that the intolerable thing about this apocalypse was not exactly the walking corpse or anything, but the sense of belonging that was almost completely deprived because of the great changes in my life, which was very fatal.

Suotian sat with me, looking at his intently staring at the front, and couldn't help but sigh secretly, if it was Suotian, probably wouldn't be so emotional because of such a thing.

We were taken to a very large field, there were helicopters taking off, we just arrived at the place and someone came forward to greet us, and after talking to Suotian for a few words, we were taken on different helicopters, due to the limited number of people carried, so many of us did not go all at once, our family was the first to evacuate in the last batch, and there were hundreds of people behind, all the way to the airsickness, shrunk next to Suotian, and the face was almost green.

I don't know how much time has passed, but I think it's almost off topic when the plane finally stopped in another huge platform area.

As I flew away from the headquarters, I mustered up the courage to look out, and the dense crowd of walking corpses below made my motion sickness even worse.

The platform area is surrounded by wire from afar, there are many people in military green uniforms standing on the platform, after getting off the plane, my legs are all soft, the whole person is almost hanging on the lock of the sky, and there are people around who keep coming forward to negotiate with the lock sky, with the coming down of Shen Feng and Yang Yang and I are standing.

After calming down on the spot for a while, he finally returned to his soul, took two breaths, and smiled bitterly at Shen Fengyangyang: "If you fly for a few more hours, when you get off the plane, you will probably have to find a Taoist priest to call me soul." ”