Chapter 120: The Eagle and the Skylark

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Ning Xiang didn't know how she returned to the barracks, and all the strength in her body seemed to have been drained, Liang Bozhao put her on the bed, he didn't stay with her for long, so he got up and left the camp.

The original mothers who served, looking at Ning Xiang's current situation, also knew that she must have learned about the child, these grandmothers have also given birth to children, and they all understand that the child is the meat that fell from the mother's body, not to mention that it is a big fat boy, a child with the same heart and liver, if you say no, it will be gone, and no one can stand it.

They couldn't say anything to comfort Ning Xiang, they only persuaded softly; "Madame, don't be sad, you hurt your body, you are still young, you are good to raise your body, and the children are not as many as you want. If it's fast, I can add a kid to Hou Ye in the coming year. ”

Ning Xiang didn't say anything, she shrunk back, clutching the futon under her tightly, her tears seemed to have dried up, leaving only a pair of large, godless eyes, empty.

Mama sighed, said a few words of comfort, and then retreated lightly.

When Ning Xiang was the only one left in the tent, Ning Xiang covered her head and face with the quilt, her slender body trembled slightly, and occasionally an almost inaudible whimper came out of the quilt, but more was a silent cry.

In the next few days, Liang Bozhao took the time to see Ningxiang a few times. Every time, Ning Xiang was holding her body strongly, taking care of Liang Bozhao's diet and daily life as before, trying to let him eat and sleep well, they didn't mention the child's affairs, especially Ning Xiang, and didn't even say a word, as if the child had never come.

But her cheeks are losing weight day by day, and her eyes are extraordinarily big, and her body is easier to raise, and her body is also slender and slender, giving people a feeling of weakness.

Every time Liang Bozhao saw her, the pain in his black eyes was irrepressible, looking at her little face who was obviously heartbroken, but still smiling at himself, it was as if someone had taken a knife and drilled into his heart.

He gradually came less, even if he came occasionally, he just sat down for a while and left, Ning Xiang looked forward to him every day, but even if he looked forward to him, as soon as the two met, her heart was sour, bitter, she didn't dare to show anything, just for fear of upsetting her husband, she was looking forward to Liang Bozhao being able to accompany her for a while longer, but she was even more cautious, and didn't even dare to say more, even if her eyes were full of tears, she just lowered her head and didn't let the tears fall.

Even so, Liang Bozhao still didn't come. It didn't take long for the news that Dahe and Shenying joined forces and marched towards Mobei, Liang Bozhao wore the stars and the moon, and led the troops to the battlefield again, but he didn't come back for more than a month.

Ning Xiang has been out of confinement, there are not so many people beside her, the original grandmother was sent away, leaving only one with quick hands and feet, taking care of Ning Xiang's daily life, saying that it is to take care of, in fact, it is to accompany her, the military camp is heavy, it is not suitable for women to move around, Ning Xiang lives in the back camp, and most of them do not go out all day, after Liang Bozhao leaves, her whole person is more like a thin paper person, her face is pale and almost transparent, as if blowing a breath, she can be blown away.

Mama saw it in her eyes, and she couldn't bear it in her heart, since Ning Xiang came back from the tomb that day, although she never mentioned the child again, but when she carried someone, she would always be fascinated by a pair of tiger head shoes, and she would cry silently, and she bumped into her more than once.

"Madam, don't be too talkative for the old slave, hurry up and raise your body, and then give birth to a child for Hou Ye, who doesn't like his own woman to smile, you can't let go of the little boy all day long, and lose weight day by day, you can't bear to look at Hou Ye, even my old wife sees it in his eyes, and his heart is not a taste."

On this day, Mama looked at Ning Xiang's sharp jaw, and finally couldn't bear it anymore and said what was in her heart.

Ning Xiang didn't know this truth, but the pain of losing a child was heartbreaking, which could subside in a moment and a half, listening to the grandmother mention the child, her nose suddenly sour, and she couldn't help but think of what Liang Bozhao said to her in front of the child's tomb that day, he said, she is his woman, and he wants her to be strong.

Ning Xiang has always been weak, this time the pain of losing a child almost broke her, she worked hard to support, and she would always eat as usual every day, even if she had no appetite, she would also swallow the food.

She wanted to be a strong woman as he said, but at this time, she realized that she was just a mediocre woman, her husband and children were her heaven, the child was gone, her sky was half collapsed, even if she used enough strength, it was just a forced smile, he wanted to be strong, she couldn't do it.

He is an eagle-like man, cold and resolute, with his family and country in his heart, but she is just a small lark, even if the lark tries his best and never stops flapping his wings, he still can't catch up with the eagle, let alone stand shoulder to shoulder with the eagle.

Ning Xiang felt very sour in her heart, maybe it was only at this time that she understood that between her and Liang Bozhao, there was a world of difference.

Maybe he shouldn't have gone to Luokou Village to marry such a useless daughter-in-law.

"Mama, I know in my heart that I am not worthy of Master Hou." Ning Xiang lowered her eyes, her voice was very soft, and as soon as she finished speaking, a small tear condensed in the corner of her eye, hanging there, like a crystal droplet.

"What is Mrs. talking about, what is there between husband and wife that is worthy of not being worthy, you are handsome, and you have a good temperament, such a lady, Hou Ye is difficult to find with a lantern, Hou Ye has not come to see you for a while, I am afraid that it is also very distressing, you must not think about it, wait for Hou Ye to come back, and talk to him well." Mama is also here after all, and she only persuades softly.

Ning Xiang held back her tears, she shook her head, raised her head and looked at Mama, perhaps because she hadn't seen the light of day for such a long time, her face was as white as clotted fat, delicate as a piece of mutton fat jade, without a single flaw, a pair of eyes were red, but still clear as autumn water, like a picture.

"When the Hou Ye comes back, I will tell the Hou Ye and ask him to send someone to send me back to Beijing, I have been out for so long, and I am also very concerned about my mother and sister-in-law, they.... They don't know about the child yet..."

Ning Xiang thought of her mother and sister-in-law, she only felt that her eyes were hot, maybe when people were heartbroken, they would always miss their family extraordinarily, and they couldn't wait to be able to throw themselves into their mother's arms and cry regardless of it.

Hearing that Ning Xiang was going back to Beijing, the grandmother thought for a moment and finally opened her mouth; "Madam also knows that the princess of the emperor lived in the north of Xinjiang for many days in the name of supervising the army a while ago, and you have returned to Beijing this time, in case there is another person...."

When Mama said this, she stopped, although she didn't finish speaking, Ning Xiang also understood the meaning of her words. Previously, she was so taboo about Yongning, just because she knew that Liang Bozhao married her in her previous life, and even as long as she heard the word "Yongning", she would be shocked, but at this time, Ning Xiang only felt numb in her heart, and her hands and feet were unconscious.

"I'm a woman, I shouldn't have come to the barracks, I'm in northern Xinjiang, I will only cause trouble to Xianggong, and I want him to be distracted to take care of me, and when I return to Beijing, he can fight with peace of mind." Ning Xiang said softly, and after speaking, a slight smile even appeared on the corner of her lips, but her eyes were still bitter.

Mama saw it in her eyes, she only felt sad, she sighed, patted Ning Xiang's hand, "Listen to Mama's advice, Hou Ye is the dragon and phoenix among the people, Mrs. is kind-hearted, I have to think about my future, if you really want to return to Beijing, then you can do it, but before leaving Beijing, you must take the opportunity to conceive the child, as long as Mrs. can give birth to the eldest son, no matter how many women Hou Ye marries in the future, your position as Mrs. Hou is always stable, and no one can take it away." ”

When Mama said this, she was naturally out of kindness and sincere consideration for Ning Xiang, so she persuaded her like this, but it was okay if she didn't say it, but when she said this, Ning Xiang was even more sad.

Originally, I just wanted to stay with him for the rest of my life, pay back everything I owed him in my previous life, give birth to children for him, take care of housework, and all I wanted was three meals and one night, and I would be stable for a lifetime. Ning Xiang asked herself, when she was reborn, she was indeed grateful to God for giving herself a chance to start over. But then.... She only feels guilty and distressed about Liang Bozhao, but she has no love.

But now, even Ning Xiang doesn't know when he actually filled his heart, making her laugh for him, crying for him, and even she pitied the child like that, just because he was the father of the child.

She loved him, that love.

She never thought that she wanted to have a child to consolidate her position, whether it was Mrs. Hou Ye or Mrs. Wang, she didn't care, and it was not rare, all she wanted was to join hands with him for life, just like when she was in Luokou Village, she lived those poor but warm days.

Mama is right, he is the dragon and phoenix among people, the dragon and the phoenix have their own dragon and phoenix match, and she is just a lark, how can she be by the side of the dragon and phoenix.

When Liang Bozhao came back, it had been three months since Ning Xiang gave birth.

In this battle, Liang Bozhao fought extremely hard, the news of the Divine Eagle and Dahe joining forces was transmitted back to the imperial court, the emperor was first shocked, and then he was furious, and put all his grievances on Liang Bozhao, and straightened the North Marquis to bully the monarch and be disobedient and disloyal, if he was not dedicated to attacking the Condor and wanting to destroy his country, how could he provoke the Condor to join forces with Dahe regardless of it. And when Dahe's Helian Zhuo asked to marry Princess Yongning, Liang Bozhao also tried his best to oppose it, if it weren't for this, how could the country of Daqi be as precarious as it is now!

The imperial court did not send a single soldier, even if Helian Zhuo led tens of thousands of tigers and wolves to help the Condor, there was still no support army in northern Xinjiang, fortunately the soldiers in northern Xinjiang have always been well trained, and Liang Bozhao has been stationed in northern Xinjiang for ten years.