Chapter 128: Confession

"You ......"

"Yue'er ......" He didn't wait for me to speak, and his deep voice sounded in my ears, a little depressed, but tender, "I'm a brocade guard......"

You also know that you are a brocade guard...... My heart is full of grief.

"The twenty-eight nights of Jinyiwei, which was named by the Son of Heaven, are infinitely beautiful in the eyes of others. In fact, it means that everything has been abandoned: name, life experience, relatives, friends, no name and no surname, selling his life, and no longer having himself. ”

His tone was indifferent, but a trace of sadness flashed in his star-like eyes, "Jinyiwei is a sword and a shield of the heavenly family, ready to sacrifice for the master at any time, I don't know what will happen tomorrow today, and I can't be bound by the love and hatred of the world." ”

"I've been a brocade guard for five years," his voice was still muttering, his eyes rippling with wine, "but tonight, just like I'm a salt merchant, I'm really drunk......

Before I could understand the meaning of his words, I suddenly felt that one hand of his hand was tightening my waist, and the other hand was gently lifting my jaw without saying a word......

One side was cold and sweet, and I was so shocked that I didn't dare to move, letting him take the initiative and peck shallowly and lowly, unceremoniously.

I was a little confused, and I couldn't believe that this person who was kissing me wantonly was Qin Lang I knew.

It wasn't until he sucked the last bit of oxygen out of my mouth and invaded my lips and tongue with great fanfare that I finally came to my senses.

Girl, where have I suffered from my previous life to this life......

A pair of hands climbed up on his muscular shoulders and wrapped them around the back of his neck.

His hair, soft and smooth; His cheeks were slightly cold, and his breath was burning......

I only felt that in my heart, a thorny vine that had grown since he turned away on the shore of Mochou Lake had become lingering at this moment, blooming many white and beautiful flowers.

I don't know how long it has been since I separated, I felt a little dizzy, but my hands were firmly grasping the placket of his clothes, refusing to let go.

He didn't let go of his hand around my waist, but he still lowered his head, his forehead against my forehead, and asked softly, "Do you understand?" ”

"I don't understand."

He sighed, his tone was light and a little hoarse, "I have been conscripted into the Jinyi Guard since I was twenty years old, and I have served by the prince's side for five years.

I thought that in this life, I would be a shadow beside him, alone, without desire, until ......" He lowered his head, looking at my eyes like a watery phoenix, "I met a bold girl who loves to make trouble." ”

I blushed from his staring, lowered my eyelids and murmured very unconfidently: "I'm so troublesome to a girl, I really don't need to worry about you." ”

"It's really troublesome......" his thin lips hooked slightly, "It's so troublesome that I can't help but think about it, for fear that you will be bullied and wronged, I can't hate to tie you to the sword spike and take you with me every day, you get into trouble and clean up the stall for you, and if you are in a bad mood, I will accompany you to drink, I am not afraid of trouble, but I am afraid that I will not find you......" He paused, as if he hid the sadness that was about to come out again in his heart.

"It wasn't until the day when I turned my luck into poison that His Highness came to see me and reminded me not to forget my identity, that I suddenly woke up: Your Highness, he also likes you, and I, as his guard, his subordinates, have no qualifications, and I can't rob the people he likes."

The deep bitterness in his eyes made my heart tremble, but he also instantly understood many things that he didn't understand before, "So, you deliberately ignored me, alienated me, snubbed me, and broke my heart with the words of the marriage contract?" ”

"I'm sorry." A wry smile appeared on his face, "At that time, I couldn't understand your thoughts, I just felt that a smart woman like you was very compatible with His Royal Highness, and it was best to have him to protect you." Even the prince is much stronger than me, a brocade guard. He stretched out his hand to straighten my hair, which was tossed by the night wind, "I thought I was just making a lot of myself, as long as you are well, I will be bitter in my heart, and I am willing." ”

"So, you willingly let me go?" I'm a little angry, the logic of a straight man is always so weird, "Qin Lang, before you decide to let go, have you ever thought about asking me?" ”

"I've thought about it, I've dreamed about it." His star-like eyes were a little complicated, "But I'm afraid to know the answer, I'm afraid that you won't like me, and I'm afraid that you will like me, and you will suffer from gains and losses." He laughed at himself, "Look, I'm such a cowardly person inside. ”

Do you have gains and losses...... I am reminded of a sentence in Tang Weiwei's romance in my previous life: Love is a magic potion that will make the most cowardly people fearless through obstacles, and it will also make the bravest people hesitate to move forward.

The corners of my lips lifted slightly, and my hands touched his handsome face like a knife and an axe, "Then, I'll tell you plainly now: I have only liked one man in this life......

Feeling his tense muscles and significantly faster breathing, my smile became sweeter and sweeter, "This man is not Shen Zheng, Brother Leopard, nor the prince or the prince......"

I held his hand and felt a little cold sweat in the palm of my hand, just as I saw him for the first time.

I put his hand on my heart, stared at his eyes that were as expectant and frightened as a boy in my first love, and said word by word: "Here, there is only one person living, that is, only you." ”

In the next second, I was hugged tightly in his arms by him with great strength.

I dreamed of this moment, but I didn't know that when I was really in this moment, I felt so happy that I didn't know why.

"Yue'er, with your words, I, Qin Lang, have no regrets in my life!"

His long body trembled slightly, and his clear tone was a little choked, "It's just that I have been sold to the heavenly family in this life, I can't bear to be affectionate to you, but I'm afraid I won't be able to give you happiness." ”

My nose was sour, and I pondered for a moment before replying: "You see, I'm a person, although I cause trouble, but my mind is quite clever, and my skills are also agile, before I met you, I also had a good life, and I also took good care of my father and Xiaoshu." ”

Pressed her cheek to his chest, feeling the temperature and familiar smell on his body, "I, I have a strong ability to take care of myself, and I don't need you to take care of it, and I don't need you to worry about it." Stretching out his index finger and poking him in the heart, "As long as you have me in your heart, you can always think of me, and occasionally you can come to see me in your spare time, I will be very satisfied." ”

It is probably because I have seen too many lives and deaths in this life, and I have also looked down on many things, so that the girl who liked clingy people and liked to be coquettish in her previous life has become what she is now.

The love in the previous life was dependence and taking; Love in this life is armor and strength.

"You see, the moonlight is just right tonight, and there are a few flowers by the lake, you can accompany me like this, it will be enough for me to be happy for ten days and half a month."

He took my shoulders and sat down in the double pavilion, I leaned my head on his shoulder, and listened to him whisper softly in my ear: "Yue'er, if you can, I want to be with you for a lifetime." ”

After a day of tossing, in the end, in exchange for a confession, I think, it's worth it.

I closed my eyes contentedly, and fell asleep in his arms, and half-asleep, half-asleep, I vaguely heard him whispering in my ear:

"Yue'er, I will do my best to earn a future for you and me."

The next day, Qin Lang and I discussed a visit to Taixuguan on the outskirts of Huai'an.

At the beginning, I heard the boatman say that Yangzhou's concept of peace and Huai'an's view of Taixu are the two sales points of the legendary treasure of Zhenhu and the pit flag. When I was in Yangzhou, because the news was leaked in advance by Yun Rumor, the girl, I didn't get anything from my trip to the concept of peace. Now that I have arrived in Huai'an, I naturally want to go to Taixuguan to find out.

Sadly, Marseille got the news from nowhere, and he was so excited that he had prepared his carriage and horses to go with us.

Because of last night's true feelings, on the carriage this time, Qin Lang, who was sitting next to Marseille and diligently stuffing candied fruits into his mouth, was extremely embarrassed, and he had a worried face throughout the whole process.

On the contrary, it was the girl I, because after learning his sincerity last night, I was very relieved to Qin Lang, and I didn't even have any jealousy at the moment, I just sat on the side with my arms crossed, raised my eyebrows and looked at it with interest.

Qin Lang thought that I was putting pressure on him, and his face was even more blue.

Until he reached the point of being too imaginary, Qin Lang, who was finally entangled in Marseille, simply excused himself to change his clothes and escaped.

I was secretly thinking about how to throw Ma Sai away to find Qin Lang, but unexpectedly she suddenly came forward and shouted meaningfully: "Little Fourth Uncle!" ”

Small, four, uncle? Girl, I almost spurted out a mouthful of old blood, thinking that you can take on this role very quickly.

Marseille couldn't have known what I was thinking, and then complained beside me: "Your third brother, you can't drink enough!" ”

I thought to myself: Compared to your father, I guess no one can drink much," why do you say that? ”

"I went to bring him sobering soup last night," she grinned, "but without saying a word he leaned back on the head of the bed and fell asleep, never waking up." He sighed regretfully.

I laughed in my heart, and I really wanted to teach her a maxim from my previous life: You can never wake up a person who is pretending to be asleep.

"By the way, I want to ask you." She suddenly turned her head, and it was rare to be serious, "Your third brother's wife...... Who are they? ”

I rolled my eyes secretly: I haven't passed the door yet, and I'm already thinking about house fighting? After thinking about it for a while, I suddenly found inspiration from Tang Weiwei's house fight.

"Are you talking about my third sister-in-law, she ...... It's a Miaojiang person. ”

"Miao Jiang?"

"That's right." I took it for granted, "It was brought back by my third brother when he traveled to Miaojiang when he was young, and he was born with yellow hair and brown eyes, which is very different." ”

Marseille was stunned, and waved his hand disappreciably, "Are you from Miaojiang...... Except for being weird, it's nothing. Can the temperament still be supple? ”

I shook my head, "If you want to say the word supple, it really has nothing to do with my third sister-in-law." However, she has a unique ......"