Chapter 48 is up to you
Jian Hai didn't speak for a while, he buried his head in his hands and let out a few muffled sounds, "If it was before, I would not hesitate to keep her by my side by any means, but now it's different." ”
Yin Xun frowned slightly, "Why?" ”
"Yin Xun, how did you and Pei Yan get to where we are now?"
Yin Xun picked up the teacup, took a sip, and shook it, "Pei Yan and I have known each other since we were children, and we are not familiar with each other. If you're talking about the gap between schools and society, I probably can't answer your question. Because no matter how the environment changes, as long as he doesn't change. ”
"But I've changed." Jian Hai looked at his hands, "In the mall, what is not clean, I ......"
"And what do you think, do you want to give up your words?"
"It's not!" Jian Hai hurriedly interrupted Yin Xun's words, "I can't do without her, but I can't get close to her now, Yin Xun, do you know, I ......"
Yin Xun looked at Jian Hai's appearance, since she became his secretary general in high school, Jian Hai in her eyes has always been calm, and Jian Hai in her eyes has always been calling for wind and rain, there is nothing he can't do, but now he is so helpless. "I can't give you the answer, you have to find this intelligence yourself."
The sound of the door opening and closing sounded at the door. Pei Yan walked in with a big bag of things.
"How is it so fast?" Yin Xun stood up and wanted to help Pei Yan share the weight of his hands, but Pei Yan avoided him.
"It's naturally faster to drive." Pei Yan looked at Jian Hai and asked in a low voice, "How is it?" ”
"Not really." Yin Xun shook his head.
"Or brainwash him too, and it'll be fine if both of them forget about it." Pei Yan looked at Jian Hai's appearance, and said it very confidently.
"Wash your dishes, really." Yin Xun unceremoniously pushed Pei Yan away. Net will not help.
Yin Xun turned around and looked at Jian Hai, he was tired and afraid, he couldn't understand the mind of words, and he wasn't sure about himself. He, yes, is now, doubtful.
Jian Hai always thought that Yin Xun and Pei Yan must be Yin Xun cooking when they were together, but he didn't expect that the lonely and arrogant genius doctor was also very comfortable cooking food.
"The whole world is guessing where you have been, if you know what you are like now, it is estimated that the Weibo headlines will be blown up." Jian Hai's attention was attracted away.
Yin Xun took the soup that Pei Yan gave her and took a sip, "I really don't want to go back." ”
"Then don't go back." Pei Yan gave Yin Xun a dish with chopsticks, and picked a fish bone and put it on Yin Xun's plate, "You can be at home." ”
Yin Xun glanced at Pei Yan, "I don't." ”
Pei Yan didn't pay attention to Yin Xun's protest, "You can boil it again, and when he and Jiang Yan get out, you will have company." ”
"Women can focus on making money, but they must have their own business. I don't understand. ”
"It's good if you're happy." Pei Yan didn't continue to argue with Yin Xun. "Ate the fish."
“。。。”
"Don't think I don't know if you're talking about it, hurry up."
Yin Xun looked at the steamed fish on the plate with some disgust, there was no taste at all, and he was not allowed to use soy sauce.
Jian Hai looked at the two people in front of him flirting and got goosebumps, he shouldn't have stayed to eat, what a sin, what a sin.
"What do you think?" Pei Yan looked at Jian Hai, "A week, does it take so long?" ”
Jian Hai put down his chopsticks, "I just hope that both of them can think it through." After all, in any case, there have been eight years between us. ”
"Time does change a lot, and I think you're a good idea."
Yin Xun slapped Pei Yan's hand and said in a low voice, "What are you talking about, I'm making you ......"
"All the love and beauty between him and Jiang Yan was in high school, right?"
"yes."
"But now, eight years have passed, and it's interesting to keep talking about the past. The past is the past, the important thing is the present and the future, maybe for him, the past is just an obsession that has always been obsessed? Or for Jiang Yan, the past has always been just a bondage? Do the two of them continue to be entangled, not all first loves can go to the end, you watch radio and television never let the first love be together. Pei Yan touched the head of his mentally retarded wife, the undefeated queen in the eyes of outsiders is a cute little mentally retarded in his eyes.
"That's right." Yin Xun didn't open Pei Yan's hand, she still likes to be touched.
"What do you think?" Yin Xun asked cautiously.
Jian Hai didn't speak, Pei Yan pushed Yin Xun and shook his head.
Jian Hai is also not sure whether the love for Jiang Yan in his heart is an obsession in the past, or whether love has become a habit for so many years. It's just that this habit makes him so tired.
In Jiang's house, Jiang Yan was playing with the key in her hand, I don't know why, she was so familiar with that person, so familiar that she could trust that person unconditionally.
Could that loss of memory have something to do with that person?
"Knock knock." There was a knock on the door, Jiang Yan got up, put the key back in the box and closed it. "Please come in."
Jiang's mother walked in with a bowl, "Come on, come on, I've cooked pigeon egg soup, drink it quickly." ”
Jiang Yan looked at the bowl in Jiang's mother's hand, "Jiang's mother, I've only been back for a few days, and I'm going to gain weight several times." Jiang Yan pouted and complained.
"It's ugly to be skinny, okay, drink it."
Jiang Yan took the bowl and ate it happily.
"How's it taste?" Jiang Yan watched Jiang Yan eat happily, and there was a smile on his face that was difficult to hide.
"Well, it's delicious." Jiang Yan was very face-saving, and deliberately burped.
Jiang's mother knocked Jiang Yan's little head, "You, naughty." ”
Jiang Yan sent away Jiang's mother with a smile, a familiar environment, a familiar person, if only her mother was still alive. Jiang Yan took out the key from the box again.
"As my mother said, whether memory is good or bad, it is a part of life after all, so whether it is good or bad, I have to bear it."
Jiang Yan muttered to himself at the key.
"My memories are all about you, even if there is a gap of a year, it doesn't matter."
A sentence flashed through Jiang Yan's mind, who was it and what was going on.
This familiar feeling.
Jiang Yan felt that there were many hands tickling her heart, and there were pieces of it in her mind, but she couldn't put them together.
Why, why so familiar.
"Words?"
Jiang Qian's voice caused all the debris to collapse in an instant.
"Daddy?"
"What do you think?" Jiang Qian looked at the box on the table and the key in Jiang Yan's hand and guessed a few points.
Jiang Yan was stunned when he saw Jiang Qian, and then pretended to be angry, "Dad, why don't you knock when you enter the girl's room." ”
Jiang Qian sat down next to Jiang Yan, "I knocked, you didn't hear it." Jiang Qian's ability to open his eyes and tell nonsense is increasing day by day.
"That's right." Jiang Yan nodded.
"Have you seen that person?"
"Uh, huh? You know? Jiang Yan looked at Jiang Qian with some incredulity, I haven't seen her for a few years, her father is like a god?
Jiang Qian took the key in Jiang Yan's hand, "I heard that you forgot people, I'm quite happy, it's just that ah, I promised your mother that I can't miss your life's events." Jiang Qian squinted and looked at it carefully, "This trick, your mother also used it on me at the beginning, this box and this key were both original." ”
"Huh?"
"Your mother wrote down every bit of everything she was with me on a little piece of paper, and then put it in this box, and then she gave me the key, saying that if one day, she forgets, give her the key, and she will remember it when she sees it. I thought, ah, it seems good to read these when I'm old. It's just that I didn't have a chance, when I sent your mother away, I stayed there and read to her all night, and in the end I couldn't finish reading it, so I buried her and let her watch it herself. Jiang Qian said very easily, but there was love and sadness in his eyes that could not be concealed.
"And what if you forget one day?"
"I won't forget." Jiang Qian hugged Jiang Yan, "You, you are the most valuable wealth left to me by your mother in this world, you carry everything that I and your mother have, and you are also proof that my mother and I have a heart-to-heart relationship." ”
Jiang Yan enjoyed Jiang Qian's embrace, which was the embrace she had been asking for the past eight years. "Then this person must be very important to me."
"How can I say it, he is a good boy with responsibility, but he encountered something too early that should not have happened at that age."
"Should I remember him?" Jiang Yan raised his head and looked at Jiang Qian.
"It's up to you to decide, it's just that what Dad wants to tell you is to be decisive in your relationship. If in your heart, you are only greedy for your past and this person, and never think about the future, let go and it will be good for everyone. Jiang Qian pinched Jiang Yan's face.
For Jiang Qian, what he wants to know more is who washed Jiang Yan's memory, no matter what he thinks of Jian Hai, if he dares to attack his daughter, he must not let that rabbit cub have a good time.
"Hmm." Jiang Yan nodded.
Qi Bai sat on the sofa of Qi's house, Cassie stood aside, and Qi Bai's hand shook the wine glass in his hand. "You said you haven't found it yet?"
"Yes."
The glass fell to the ground and shattered at Cassie's voice, and the red wine in the glass spilled.
"It's been so long, and you've told me there's no clue at all." Qi Bai looked at Cassie's eyes without the temperature of the past.
"Boss, Jiang Yan's father just came back recently, Jiang Yan was taken back, Shan Zhenyu has always been protected by someone, there is no way to start." Cassie looked at the cup on the ground, and it didn't take long for him to become like that.
"Rubbish!" Qi Bai roared suddenly, then stretched out his hand and rubbed his temples, "How is Haimo doing over there?" ”
"The doctor said it was still the same."
Qi Bai hammered on the sofa irritably, "A bunch of waste, it's been so long, there has been no improvement at all, it's all waste!" ”
"The doctor said that Miss Hai's illness is a heart disease, and the medicine has no fundamental effect."
Qi Bai looked at the palm of his hand, "There will be, as long as Jian Hai is punished, Momo will be relieved, it will be." ”