"Students, this class is here, if you have any questions, you can come to the office to find me after class."

The physics teacher said to us after his evening self-study. Even though it was a self-study session, our school still asked the teacher to give us lessons in order to increase the rate of going on to higher education. It made me miserable last semester, but now I feel like the school made a wise decision. Wouldn't it be a waste of time if we were to study on our own? It's better to let the teacher give a lecture.

"Teacher Zhang, I have a problem."

I raised my little hand, and in the eyes of my classmates, I stopped the teacher who was just about to leave the classroom.

"Classmate Ning Meng, then you can come to the office with me."

Looking at the teacher's surprised eyes, I followed him to the office with my book.

"Ning Meng, why didn't you understand?"

"Teacher, I didn't understand anywhere, I didn't listen carefully in class before, I want to ask, do you have time to help me make up for last semester's class?"

"This ...... I'll go back and see the time and think about it before I get back to you. ”

"Okay, teacher, I can pay for the make-up lessons."

"It's not this problem, you go back first, it's too late today, I'll get back to you tomorrow."

"Okay, goodbye, teacher!"

"Well, goodbye, classmate Ning."

In my dream, because I didn't study hard, I only exceeded two books and 2 points in the college entrance examination, and the two books I reported were not recorded, and I spent a lot of money to read three books, and the major I chose was not what I liked, wasting money and wasting time. Later, when I was looking for a job, I ran into a lot of walls, and finally found a clerk, and I was messing around. That kind of job is really boring, I want to study hard, get a good university, find a good job in the future, and realize my life value.

When I returned to the classroom, I found that the students had already left, and everyone was walking very fast for self-study next night. It may be that after a day of study, I am tired and eager to go back to rest.

I also hastily packed my school bag, turned off the lights and doors of the classroom, and left the classroom.

"Xiaomeng, are you out?"

"Ahh

Zhao Nan suddenly appeared at the corner of the school gate and screamed in fright.

"What's wrong? Scares you? ”

He seemed frightened by my reaction and asked with concern.

"Oh, it's okay, it's okay. Haven't you left yet? ”

I settled down and replied.

"No, I'm waiting for you all the way, I'm afraid that something will happen to you on the road."

He said with concern. If it weren't for that dream, I would have been sweet in my heart now, and I would have gone all the way back with him.

"I'm fine, my mom asked me to take a taxi home, don't worry."

"Oh......"

Like a deflated ball, he stood there, his head down, his feet on the bricks of the ground.

I stood on the side of the road waiting for a bus, wondering why there wasn't a car yet. Looking at his lost expression, I didn't know what to say or what to do. After all, he's just a kid now, and he hasn't done anything wrong, he just wants to care about me.

"What's wrong with you?"

He asked cautiously.

"It's nothing."

"I can feel that something has changed when you come back this time. Did I do something wrong that made you angry? ”

"No, don't think too much."

Temptation, evasion, and then silence.

It may be that I lacked father's love since I was a child, and later lived with my grandparents and was not treated fairly, I longed for happiness, longing for love, and longing for attention. So in my dreams, I care about feelings very much, I want to be loved, so I take love too seriously, and I lose myself. Now that I think about it, there are many things that can make me happy besides love.

He hadn't said he liked me before, and in the dream we went through so much, holding hands, hugging, kissing, until I said I was getting married, he never said he liked me, maybe he really didn't like me. So let's just keep us as ordinary friends, I don't need any confidantes.

"The car is coming, you go first."

"Oh, okay, see you tomorrow."

"Well, goodbye."

He closed the car door for me and waved goodbye to me.