In the bright and airy room, a few breezes occasionally blew in from the window, stirring Mingyue's hair and dress. If it weren't for that, it would really make people think it was a statue.

She was so silently motionless that she couldn't even blink her eyes.

The hairpin on his head moved with the breeze, making a crisp sound from time to time, but it sounded so sad.

Xingchen pushed the door in, and saw the motionless bright moon in front of her, she didn't call herself, nor did she see the joy of her returning.

My heart chuckled, and I suddenly felt bad. Immediately stepped forward, looking at Mingyue with some disordered breathing, and didn't wait for him to speak. Mingyue picked up the book on the side and handed it to him.

As soon as Xingchen saw the word Heli, his eyes instantly turned red, and he took the book of Heli tremblingly, and directly tore it to pieces.

Mingyue didn't even have time to stop it, but she saw the confetti falling down like snowflakes, looking blankly at the debris and crying silently.

"Mingyue, what's wrong with you, why do you want to reconcile again?" Puzzled, Xingchen grabbed her arm tightly and shook it vigorously.

She gritted her teeth and choked up, "I know everything, I know everything." I can't give birth at all, and any tonic that can help you conceive is just something that nourishes and nourishes your beauty. Don't lie to me anymore, I know it all. ”

"You...... Got it all? Xingchen was in a trance for a while, he didn't know what was wrong, how he was punctured all at once.

"Yes, I know it all." She told the stars everything about the day.

Sure enough, I can hide it for a while, but I can't hide it for a lifetime, and this day has finally come.

"Yes, I lied to you with my mother. I just don't want you to get into this dead end and can't get out. Mingyue, you look at me, isn't my love too deep, it's just a child, can he be worth you? ”

"Nope." Mingyue retorted loudly, "It's that you are too good to me and love me too much, which makes me feel even more guilty." You are already a Hou Ye, I can't let you cut off the heir because of me, we are separated, and separated, you find a better woman, okay? She looked at the stars with all her pleading.

Seeing her so obsessed made Xingchen feel distressed. Isn't it enough to fall in love? Why be guilty.

"Bright Moon." Xingchen whispered softly to her, holding her face, her forehead against her forehead, and said softly, "I don't want to reconcile, if you want to reconcile, then I will die." ”

He said it lightly, but Mingyue was very moved. He loves himself so much, how can he bear to let him die, but what should he do if he doesn't have children.

"I ......"

"Say no more. I won't agree to it, even if I don't agree to it in this life. If you die of this heart, I won't divorce you. Mingyue, stay by my side obediently, don't go, okay, I don't want to be accompanied by wine all day long, are you so ruthless that you must leave me? ”

His words revealed the sadness of his back, so that Mingyue couldn't bear to refuse.

She shook her head violently and muttered, "No, I don't want you to be sad, I don't want you to be sad......"

"That's good, good."

Her heart seemed to break at the touch of it, and she had to be carefully held in the palm of her hand to care for it. also specially instructed people not to mention children in front of her, and even disagreed with her entering the palace. also deliberately went to Lan Yanyi's general's mansion and instructed Su Bai not to bring the child to visit the door. I made enough preparations, I just hope she doesn't think about this all day.

can't be reconciled, a woman who can't have children occupies the position of Mrs. Houfu, and her husband has no concubines. There is no hope for an heir.

Mingyue In this environment, the whole person becomes more and more trance-like, and sometimes hallucinations. Sitting in a room all day is a whole day.

Seeing this situation, Xingchen knew that if this continued, sooner or later she would collapse and go crazy, so he stayed by her side every day as much as possible to chat with her and relieve her boredom. When she was away, she let Wantao watch and accompany her to be a female celebrity, so that she had something to do, and distracted her mind.

"Madam, the peony you embroidered is really beautiful." Wan Tao glanced at Mingyue's embroidery frame, and was immediately amazed, and blurted out the words of praise.

"Really?" Mingyue replied lightly, it turned out that the embroidery every day and every night had also practiced the embroidery work of one hand, and I thought that these hands were used to make knives back then. If it is peaceful today, and you don't have to take children, you can only use it to be a female celebrity.

Child! Occasionally, when I thought of it, Mingyue smiled bitterly again.

Looking at her expression, Wan Tao looked panicked, at a loss, and didn't know where she said it, the person who was fine just now suddenly became gloomy again. The probe cautiously asked, "Madam, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Oh, nothing." She smiled tenaciously, looked up and met Wan Tao's green face, the corners of her mouth that were barely raised, quickly drooped, and a trace of unwanted thoughts flashed in her mind. blurted out and asked, "Wantao, how old are you today?" ”

"Madam, I'm seventeen years old this year, you forgot, I came here when the Hou Ye Feng Hou Branch, and I was by your side as soon as I came, but I was transferred to you recently to become your personal maid." Wan Tao didn't have any thoughts, she asked and answered seriously.

Mingyue looked up and down, Wan Tao's appearance was not outstanding, at most she could be called beautiful.

Wan Tao looked at her and kept looking at herself, muttering in her heart, and she couldn't ask anything, so she could only look at her blankly.

After watching it for a long time, Mingyue asked again: "Wantao, have you ever been promised by the family?" ”

Wan Tao felt strange, but the lady in charge asked, how could there be no reason not to answer, so she said truthfully: "Madam, Wan Tao is an orphan, and she was sold by the maid when she entered the house." If you don't have a family, how can you marry someone? ”

"Oh!" Mingyue looked at Wan Tao and responded meaningfully.

The thoughts in her head made her miserable, but now it seemed that there was only one way. Even if it was to cut her own heart, she had to give it a try.

When he mustered up the courage to tell Xingchen this idea, he was strongly opposed by Xingchen, and he said excitedly to Mingyue: "You don't want to stuff a woman next to me, even if you are reluctant to stuff it in, I will never touch it." I, Xingchen, have only one woman in my life, and you are enough. ”

She heard too many such words, and was moved and pained.

"Mingyue, do you love me? Are you so willing to push me into the arms of other women? ”

"Love, of course I do, but I can't leave you without children." Mingyue expressed the love in her heart without hesitation. How can you not love, it is because of deep love, so I love him so much that I can't let him break off. Maybe it doesn't seem to others to understand her almost crazy behavior, but she knows exactly what she's doing? She would rather let herself suffer and bear the consequences of suffering, rather than let him die for several generations of glory to be buried in her own hands because of herself.

"Love is enough. Mingyue was obedient. The two of us will be fine for the rest of our lives, please, don't torture yourself anymore, and don't torture me anymore. Xingchen said almost pleadingly.

"Good!" Mingyue promised in her mouth, but she had other plans in her heart.

……

"Wantao, you go and help me buy some blue silk thread on the street." Mingyue commanded Wan Tao, deliberately splitting the person.

"Yes, ma'am." Wan Tao answered, walked out of the door, and went to do something for her.

Mingyue looked at the door for a long time to make sure she was far away, and then she trembled and took out a packet of ecstasy from her sleeve and sprinkled it into the tea. When she did this, her heart was dripping blood and tears were flowing helplessly.

She comforted herself here, just this once, as long as she had a child. She was really driven crazy by the child to do such a stupid thing.

Waiting for Wantao to come back, she deliberately went to Wantao and handed a cup of tea to Wantao, and said with a smile: "Wantao, you're tired, drink some water first and take a breath." ”

Wan Tao was taken aback by her sudden enthusiasm, and looked at the teacup in her hand in a daze, flattered and afraid to step forward to pick it up.

"It's okay, drink, quench your thirst." Mingyue saw that she didn't stretch out her hand, and handed it to her again.

"Thank you, ma'am." Wan Tao took the teacup a little embarrassed and drank it under her attentive gaze.

It didn't take long for him to get dizzy, and after a while he fell to the ground and fell asleep.

Looking at Wan Tao lying on the ground, Mingyue couldn't help but cry secretly, and threw her heart on her bed like a knife. Look at her sleeping face. Mingyue finally couldn't help but cry.

How could she be willing to let her beloved man go to someone else's bed and hug someone else's woman. But this is the only way she can stay by his side with peace of mind. Otherwise, she thinks about it all the time, she doesn't deserve it.

"Wan Tao, I'm sorry, don't hate me, I will let Master Hou treat you well, and I will let him take you as a concubine." How painful she was when she said this only she knew. It was nothing more than that, and the pain was so painful that she clutched her heart tightly and couldn't breathe.

He sat on the edge of the bed and cried for a while, until he lost his strength, then slowly got up, walked out of the room, and closed the door. Just wait for the stars to come back.

Mingyue thought about using ******, but she couldn't do it, deceiving herself because she didn't want Xingchen to hate her. In fact, she didn't know how much she subconsciously didn't want Xingchen to touch others. She lied to the stars, deceived herself, just to let herself seek a stability.

It's all pitiful and pathetic.

She quietly hid to the side, watching the stars who had rushed back from the palace push the door in. The moment he entered the door, he rushed forward and locked the door with the lock. After doing this, her whole body was already collapsed. Fell at the door and wept with a face.

Xingchen heard the sound of locking the door, turned around, and hurriedly opened the door, but he couldn't open it.