Chapter 303: Doubt Yourself

"Shu Aohan, you can't stop me from continuing to chase Gu Xizi, if you have the ability, you can watch Gu Xizi all the time, but if you want a woman who can only rely on you to watch to maintain this relationship, then I think you are really sad, if some things are not destined to be yours, it can't be yours in this life."

After speaking, Zhong Jinyun glanced at Gu Xizi nostalgically and went down the stairs of the rockery, and finally calmed down at this moment, he didn't want Gu Xizi to look down on him, nor did he want to embarrass himself anymore, and he didn't want to embarrass Gu Xizi anymore.

But let him give up Gu Xizi, he can't do it.

Looking at Zhong Jinyun's departing back, Gu Xizi also took a deep breath.

Seeing Gu Xizi looking at Zhong Jin Yun's departing back with a blank look in his eyes, Shu Aohan also had a bad premonition in his heart.

Gu Xizi's reluctance to love Zhong Jinyun in his eyes shows that Gu Xizi has not completely let go of that relationship.

But then Shu Aohan tried hard to give himself some care, he believed that his protection of Gu Xizi in the past two years and everything he had done for Gu Xizi was not in vain.

Zhong Jinyun and Gu Xizi have only been together for half a year, and he and Gu Xizi have shared memories for two years.

He is willing to believe that the two-year relationship between him and Gu Xizi must be deeper and sweeter than the painful memory between Gu Xizi and Zhong Jinyun.

And judging from Gu Xizi's performance, Gu Xizi has always been indifferent to Zhong Jinyun, and Gu Xizi is still on his side.

After Gu Xizi and Shu Aohan came over and went down the mountain, they got into the car directly.

Zhan Ling saw Shu Aohan's face colored, and his eyes widened in surprise, Zhan Ling just wanted to ask something, only to see Gu Xizi give Zhan Ling a look, and then Zhan Ling was very discerning and shut up.

After returning to the villa, Shu Aohan went directly back to the room, took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, raised his hand and loosened his tie, and then untied the tie and threw it aside.

Next, Shu Aohan walked to the refrigerator, opened the refrigerator, took out a bottle of Evian mineral water, unscrewed the cap, and drank most of the bottle in one go.

After drinking water, Shu Aohan walked to the bed and fell on the big bed, and his body was slightly bounced.

Gu Xizi stood at the door of Shu Aohan's room, watched Shu Aohan undress, untie her tie and drink water, and then lay on the bed, at this time she put her bag on the sofa after entering the door, opened the cabinet, took out the medicine box from the cabinet and walked to the bed.

Shu Aohan was lying on his back on the big bed, looking at Gu Xizi's face, Shu Aohan grinned at Gu Xizi, but he grinned so much that the wound at the corner of his mouth was touched, and Shu Aohan snorted slightly.

Gu Xizi sat nervously beside Shu Aohan and frowned and asked, "Are you okay?" ”

Shu Aohan still smiled at Gu Xizi, his smile was not as big as the arc of the corners of his mouth just now, but he still had the power of Gu Xizi's heart.

"You've seen me worse than this."

Gu Xizi nodded, of course she had seen Shu Aohan look worse than this, when she first met Shu Aohan, he was covered in blood, and there were several long knife cuts on his body that were blurred with flesh and blood, and that kind of wound seemed to be daunting just by looking at it, but even then, Shu Aohan could still talk to her so calmly, if it was an ordinary person, I would have fainted long ago.

"For me, not bleeding is not an injury." Shu Aohan said calmly.

Gu Xizi looked at Shu Aohan distressedly, "Who said you didn't bleed, there is still blood at the corner of your mouth." ”

As he spoke, Gu Xizi raised his hand and gently touched the corner of Shu Aohan's mouth, and asked cautiously, "How is it, does it hurt?" ”

Shu Aohan shook his head, "It doesn't hurt." ”

Gu Xizi shifted his fingers to the cheekbones of Shu Aohan's cheeks again, "What about here, does it hurt?" ”

Shu Aohan still shook his head, "It's all a small injury, it doesn't hurt." ”

Gu Xizi said worriedly: "Then wait for me to give you that ice pack in a while, it should reduce the swelling slightly." ”

Shu Aohan smiled faintly, "This little injury is nothing to me. ”

Gu Xizi smiled at Shu Aohan and said, "You said that you are also the president of the dignified Shu Group, in case your employees see your blue nose and swollen face when you go to work tomorrow, there is no brilliance on your face." ”

Shu Aohan raised his hand and pinched Gu Xizi's face, "You are still thoughtful." ”

Gu Xizi continued with an apologetic face: "I'm really sorry for letting you hang up because of my injury today." ”

Shu Aohan took a deep breath and held Gu Xizi's little hand, "What are you saying sorry to me, it should be me who said sorry to you, I was too impulsive just now, I shouldn't have done anything to Zhong Jinyun no matter what." ”

Gu Xizi shook his head, "It was Zhong Jin Yun who provoked you first, and I think you were also forced to be anxious." ”

Shu Aohan clenched Gu Xizi's little hand, "Gu Xizi, I thank you for your understanding of me, but in fact, it is indeed what I did wrong, and I shouldn't be as knowledgeable as Zhong Jinyun." ”

Gu Xizi smiled silently.

Shu Aohan supported his body and sat up and stared at Gu Xizi, Gu Xizi continued to ask: "I see Zhong Jin Yun punched you several times, quickly untie your clothes and show me if there are any bruises on your body, I see that the two of you are fighting too hard, I think if I don't force each other to die in the end, will the two of you fight to the death?" ”

Shu Aohan said slightly apologetically: "I've made you worry about me." ”

Gu Xizi pointed at Shu Aohan, "Hurry up and take off your clothes and let me check it." ”

Shu Aohan pursed his lips and said softly, "You help me." ”

A hint of panic flashed in Gu Xizi's eyes.

"Why are you looking at me with such strange eyes?" Shu Aohan asked with a smile.

Gu Xizi said angrily: "Don't you have long hands yourself, won't you take them off by yourself, you shouldn't be crippled by Zhong Jinyun, right?" ”

"I asked my fiancΓ©e to help me undress, I guess it's nothing, so why are you so awkward?" Saying that, Shu Aohan held Gu Xizi's hand, put it on the shirt button between his neck, and whispered two words.

"Help me ......" two charming words lingered from Shu Aohan's mouth.

"If you want to check for any injuries for me, help me unbutton my shirt and take off my clothes to have it checked." Shu Aohan's eyes also had a hint of sexiness that he couldn't see on weekdays.

It turns out that Shu Aohan was so sexy when he was in love.

As a woman living in Shu's villa, Shu Aohan's prospective fiancΓ©e, Shu Aohan asked her fiancΓ©e to help her take off her clothes, which was naturally not a harsh request, and Gu Xizi naturally should not refuse.

But at the thought of helping Shu Aohan unbutton and undress, Gu Xizi felt extremely awkward.

Gu Xizi took a deep breath, and then began to help Shu Aohan unbutton the first shirt button around his neck.

To be honest, this is the first time that Gu Xizi and Shu Aohan have been so close and so close, before this, she had only untied Zhong Jin Yun's wide clothes.

Gu Xizi naively thought that Zhong Jinyun would be her first man and her last man, she thought that she would never be able to untie her clothes for other men in her life, let alone be tempted by other men.

In fact, until now, Gu Xizi doesn't know what kind of feelings she has for Shu Aohan, whether she is moved or dependent, or what other feelings.

After returning to China, the more time Gu Xizi and Zhong Jinyun spent in contact, the more she began to question her relationship with Shu Aohan, can she and Shu Aohan really be regarded as love, maybe it should be called a kind of mutual comfort for Gu Xizi by relying on each other.

Gu Xizi thought that the feeling of mutual comfort could also be called a kind of love, but when Zhong Jin Yun appeared in front of her again and again, Gu Xizi began to question again.

It seems that the name Zhong Jinyun has never left her life.

In the past two years, although she turned off her mobile phone and didn't answer Zhong Jinyun's calls, she couldn't bear the WeChat messages Zhong Jinyun sent her, but she still couldn't help but watch all the TV series and movies he starred in, watch all the interviews about him, know his recent situation, know what he has been doing recently, what he is filming, and what his recent status is......

In the past two years, although Gu Xizi is not by Zhong Jinyun's side, he is still silently paying attention to Zhong Jinyun's recent situation.

She has always warned Zhong Jinyun to let go of the feelings between them, but in fact, in the depths of Gu Xizi's heart, she has not really let go of her and Zhong Jinyun's feelings for a moment, she is just running away.

And at this time, Shu Aohan walked into her world like this, she was used to Shu Aohan's company, she felt that Shu Aohan was probably the best person for herself in this world, married to a man who was good to herself, a man who couldn't wait to give the whole world to her hands, and a man who regarded her as more important than her own life.

Gu Xizi felt that putting the rest of his life in the hands of Shu Aohan should be a responsible choice for his future life.

It seems that being with Shu Aohan is just a natural choice.

But when Zhong Jin Yun stood opposite her again, and when Zhong Jin Yun kissed herself again, Gu Xizi finally knew that only Zhong Jin Yun could give her that long-lost heartbeat, let the little deer in her heart crash, and make her overwhelmed.

And when Shu Aohan hugged herself and kissed herself, Gu Xizi's feeling was very calm, if she had to describe her feelings for Shu Aohan with a feeling, Shu Aohan held her hand, just like her cousin held her hand when she was a child, when Shu Aohan kissed herself, she would not have that special heartbeat.

But for her choice, Gu Xizi doesn't want to regret it, and she doesn't want to disappoint Shu Aohan, after all, Shu Aohan has paid too much for herself in the past two years, and the only thing she can give Shu Aohan is to hand over her whole person to Shu Aohan, and be Shu Aohan's woman without distractions.

After meeting Zhong Jinyun again, Gu Xizi realized that it was really difficult to be a woman who was Shu Aohan without distractions.

Because Zhong Jinyun will always affect her mind from time to time, she can easily break through all the defenses that she has built up with great difficulty in her heart, making her inner defense line weaker and weaker, and she doubts herself more and more.

Just like at this moment, she was facing Shu Aohan, although she was helping Shu Aohan unbutton, but Gu Xizi's mind was full of Zhong Jinyun's shadow, she hated that she was always influenced by Zhong Jinyun, so that Shu Aohan asked her to help him unbutton, and Gu Xizi felt very awkward.

She remembered that in the past, she helped Zhong Jinyun undress very neatly, so that she would not be twisted and pinched like now, what happened to her, she was no longer the age of an innocent girl, and everything she had experienced had long made it impossible for her to live like an innocent girl.

However, Gu Xizi's twist was just a little girl's shyness in Shu Aohan's eyes, and he would rather believe that Gu Xizi was just a little unaccustomed to being so close to him, so he was a little shy.

In Shu Aohan's eyes, Gu Xizi has always been the first person he knew her, the innocent girl with the brightest and most moving smile in the world.

Gu Xizi tried hard to expel the name Zhong Jin Yun from her mind, so she raised her head and looked at Shu Aohan's face and smiled slightly.

Gu Xizi didn't know how attractive her slight smile was to Shu Aohan.