163:A thousand strands of sorrow (2)
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I just stood motionless behind him, staring at him without taking my eyes off him.
About half a minute like this, Lu Jinnan finished talking on the phone, he turned around, saw me at a glance, frowned subconsciously, his eyes swept over me, and there was displeasure between his eyebrows, and he said, "Why don't you wear shoes." β
After that, the other person had already come up and picked me up and walked towards the bed.
I put my hands around his neck and asked softly, "You want to send me back to the old mansion?" β
"Just go back and stay with grandma for a few days." Lu Jinnan put me on the bed, and then squatted down to put on my shoes for me, he raised his eyes and stared at me, his handsome face lacked a moment of gentleness, and smiled faintly: "You are pregnant, grandma is very happy, I have always wanted you to go back to the old house, you should accompany grandma, the company has been very busy recently, I may not have so much time to accompany you, and I will pick you up when I am busy for a few days." β
"You're busy, I can wait for you at home, don't you come back at night?" I followed Lu Jinnan's words and asked, and the corners of my mouth pulled out a bit of a far-fetched smile: "Lu Jinnan, you won't deliberately take me away to accompany Chen Bingying, right?" β
"Don't think crankily in your head, it's just that there is something in the company, do I have no trust in your heart?" As he spoke, he raised his hand to my heart, his deep eyes like an abyss without a bottom.
I was silent for a moment, and only after a moment did I say lightly: "It's not that I don't believe you, I just don't want to go back to the old house, the old house is not my grandmother living alone, after the last incident, I don't want to go back, not to mention that there is also something happened to Xue Shanshan, do you think your aunt and sister Lu Ran will easily spare me?" β
I told Lu Jinnan about the risk of going back to the old mansion, his eyebrows twisted slightly, his eyes were particularly clear under the reflection of the sun, and his tone was very light: "They don't dare, they don't have the guts." β
"Lu Jinnan, are you going to send me back no matter what? Are you hiding something from me? I stared at Lu Jinnan tightly, without giving him any time to think, and pressed: "Does Fu Yi's disappearance have anything to do with you?" β
"Just send you back to live for a few days, I will be distracted by you, I don't want this kidnapping incident to happen, Lin Tang, don't speculate, Fu Yi's matter has nothing to do with me." Lu Jinnan was a little helpless, he held my hands tightly, and there was a hint of non-refusal on his face.
"I heard the call between you and Yan Zhi, even if it has nothing to do with you, you are also an accomplice, do you know what Yan Zhi is doing? Why didn't you stop him, he made Fu Yi pregnant but suspected that the child was not his, Yan Zhi is your brother, but Fu Yi is my friend, I don't allow you to be an accomplice to hurt her. β
I was in a hurry, and blurted out what Yan Zhi said to me, Lu Jinnan's face was not shocked, and there was no obvious emotional change, thinking about it, he should have guessed it, so what about Yan Zhi?
Lu Jinnan was silent and didn't say anything, I frowned, took a deep breath and said, "Lu Jinnan, can you tell Yan Zhi that you are not allowed to hurt Fu Yi." β
"I promise you not to hurt her." Lu Jinnan narrowed his eyes slightly, and his voice was low: "Then you promise me to go back to the old mansion for a few days." β
I stopped talking, looked at Lu Jinnan in confusion, exhaled hard, and said lightly: "Okay, I promise you." β
"Good, I'll ask Mother Zhou to prepare your luggage for you, and let Song Yan send you back in a while."
"Does it need to be so fast?" I raised my eyes to look at him, Lu Jinnan didn't say anything, and I was a little displeased: "Whatever you want." β
I pushed Lu Jinnan away, stood up and walked out of the bedroom.
After Lu Jinnan had breakfast with me, he asked Song Yan to drive me back to the old house, worried that I was not used to being taken care of by the servants of the old house, so I also went back with Zhou's mother.
The old lady also knew that I would come back, and had already arranged everything for me, I didn't ask Lu Jinnan how she communicated with her, but I felt a little faintly wrong in my heart, and I always felt like something was going to happen.
The old lady has always been with me, but the old man, as he gets older, his spirit is naturally not so good.
When the old lady was napping, I sat alone in the garden in a daze, Cheng Hong came to me with a pot of fruit, we met at lunchtime, but only said hello, she came over and sat down opposite me, and put the fruit plate on the stone table.
Her slender fingers were painted with bright red LancΓ΄me nail polish, which was particularly dazzling in the faint sunlight, and she smiled faintly: "Xiaotang, you see that you are pregnant, Auntie has not seen you much, and when you come back this time, Auntie will definitely take good care of you." β
"Auntie, you don't have to be so polite, I'm just pregnant, it's not a big deal." For the backyard of a wealthy family, I am not good at socializing and intersecting, and I even feel very tired to say a word more.
Cheng Hong has cultivated from the bottom to the standard lady she is now, and it should have taken a lot of thought, but her words and deeds betrayed her, but she was full of the temperament of an upstart, she: "In the Lu family, your pregnancy is the top priority, you see how much grandma loves you, you eat and live carefully and carefully, for fear of neglecting you." β
"Grandma is old and loves to worry, Auntie, don't laugh at me."
Cheng Hong pursed her lips and smiled, she didn't continue the topic, and after being silent for a while, she said lightly, "Xiaotang, Auntie has a truth, I don't know if I should say it?" β
"You say."
"When a woman is pregnant, a man's mind is the most incomprehensible, now that you are back in the old mansion, Jin Nan must know nothing about things outside, are you really not afraid that he will rekindle the old love affair with Chen Bingying's fox spirit?"
Cheng Hong's words were like an iron nail, directly hitting the tip of my heart.
My eyes tightened, and I was stunned.
Seeing that I stopped talking, Cheng Hong sat beside me, her voice was as thin as water: "Xiaotang, Auntie wants to help you, Jin Nan's worth and status, even if it is just based on her appearance, there are many women who don't know what to do, not to mention, it is a woman who has fallen in love with him, don't you worry that Jin Nan still has feelings for her?" β
"Auntie, I believe Jinnan won't." I looked sideways at Cheng Hong, my words made her expression stiffen, maybe she didn't expect me to say this, I have to say, although her words gave me a warning, but even if I have many suspicions, I will never say it, or even tell her.
Cheng Hong sat up straight, she ate fruit elegantly, her behavior was very unnatural, but there was a hint of artificiality, she said: "Even if Jinnan can't, what about women?" A woman is for money, but everything will be blinded. β
"Is it like you, Auntie?"
"Lin Tang, what do you mean, don't you know what to do."
"Auntie, I'm just telling the truth, you don't have to be angry at me, even if you can block my mouth, no one else's, right?" After I finished speaking, I stood up and looked at Cheng Hong, she hadn't recovered from my words, and I turned around and left.
The first day I went back to my old house, I was supposed to live in peace, but there were some words that I had been holding in my heart for a long time, and I didn't want to hold them anymore.
Lu Jinnan's mother, I'm not worth it for her, it's just that I don't know if I'll follow in her footsteps?
Because I had a dispute with Cheng Hong, at dinner, Cheng Hong said that she was not feeling well and did not come down, and it was the housekeeper of the old mansion who sent her back to the room.
After dinner, my grandmother would take me for a walk in the garden, and when I mentioned what happened to me with Cheng Hong at noon, she said, "Did your aunt say something unpleasant?" β
"Grandma, no."
"Xiaotang, you don't have to hide it from me, I know her, if it wasn't for her pregnancy, I wouldn't have allowed her to enter the door, and Jinnan's mother wouldn't have become what she is now, it's all caused by me, an old woman."
The old lady looked guilty and guilty, and kept beating her heart as she spoke, so I hurriedly stopped and comforted me softly: "Grandma, these things have nothing to do with you, God has arranged them, and what should be faced is naturally to be faced." β
"That being said, it won't happen if I don't allow it, Xiaotang, grandma wants to tell you that although Cheng Hong is not Jinnan's mother, there are times when Jinnan still needs her support, so it's better for you to live peacefully with her."
"I understand."
After sending the old lady to the room, I went upstairs by myself, her words, kept turning in my head, when I passed the corridor on the second floor, I heard a voice from Lu Jinnan's younger brother Xiaoxuan's room, it was Cheng Hong's, she said: "Son, you continue to be fascinated by that woman, you don't want everything in the Lu family, Lin Tang is even pregnant with a child now, and when the child is born, Lu Jinnan has another share in his hand, you must get married as soon as possible and take one more from the old lady." β
"I think Xue Shanshan is the best choice, although she has been in the detention center for a while, the power of the Xue family will definitely be erased, she will come out in the next two days, take time to meet with her."
"Xue Shanshan is just a pawn, and she has no use value at all." This is a man's voice, very low, very light, it should be Xiao Xuan, but there is a hint of familiarity.
PS: There is one more more, it should be late, my sister got married today, I was a little busy, and I got up early in the morning.