Chapter 81: Break Up
"Let's break up!"
After Song Sinan received Chen Yingqiu, the two went to a favorite restaurant in the past and ordered a few of Chen Yingqiu's favorite dishes in the past. During the meal, Song Sinan and Chen Yingqiu talked about many things, including the fact that he had divorced his previous wife.
Chen Yingqiu only listened quietly and didn't say a word. Towards the end of the meal, she said a faint breakup. Song Sinan obviously didn't understand her words, and asked incredulously: "What did you say?" ”
Chen Yingqiu raised his head, and there was only calmness and calmness in his eyes. In fact, in these days in prison, she has already thought very clearly, it is enough to love someone like this. She didn't want to do this again, she wanted to love herself well.
She calmly repeated again: "I said, let's break up!" ”
Song Sinan's body couldn't help but stiffen, and he didn't say a word for a long time. He always knew that if Chen Yingqiu proposed to break up, he could only agree, and he didn't even have a reason to keep her.
She has been with her for ten years and has not received anything, and he has repeatedly hurt her and seems to have really given nothing. He wants to give her happiness, but what happiness can he talk about after repeated hurts?
Song Sinan lowered his eyelids, a little overwhelmed. He has experienced no matter how big the storm is, and he has never been afraid, but at this time, he is afraid that she is really going to break up, and he has no chance to keep it.
Feelings are really very particular about the right time and place, and the two of them meet at the wrong time, so the ending is destined to not be perfect.
"Let's eat first, and then we'll talk about it when we're done." Song Sinan pretended to be calm, took a piece of fish from her, and cleaned the fish bones and put them in her bowl.
Chen Yingqiu's tears suddenly fell at this moment, and she was not really so hard-hearted, saying that she would let it go. It's just that so many years of tug-of-war really make her feel very tired.
Neither of them spoke again, as if it was all wrong as soon as they spoke. Song Sinan knew in his heart that what Chen Yingqiu wanted to end might not be this relationship, but this relationship.
In the past, for various reasons, he couldn't give her a rightful name, which was the biggest guilt for her. Now that it's finally time to clear the clouds, she wants to leave tired.
The sky gradually darkened, and it began to rain faintly, and the rain fell on the pedestrians, some frowned in disgust, while others flew happily in the rain like butterflies.
In this bright city, almost all people have a lot of unspeakable thoughts in their hearts, and those things are pressed in the bottom of their hearts, but they can't find an outlet to vent. As a result, it accumulates in our hearts, and eventually it becomes a disease in our hearts.
Fang Yuan walked on the road, and the rain fell on her loose hair, and it seemed that every drop had dripped into her heart. I don't know when she started to be full of worries, but she couldn't tell.
She joked with the people around her that she might be depressed, and they just laughed that she should be happy that she could catch up with such a fashionable illness. She smiled too, but behind that smile was a sullen face.
She is not lonely, she has friends, classmates, and relatives around her. However, none of those people seemed to be able to really understand her. Li Xian always persuaded her to let him go in the past, and don't always hold on to it. So she obediently pretended to be amnesiac and never mentioned the past.
However, since that incident, she has often been unable to sleep all night long, and then habitually open her eyes and look at the long dark night.
However, the consequence of this is, of course, that my health deteriorated, and finally I fainted in the classroom one day during class. At the moment of fainting, she subconsciously felt that maybe this was the only relief.
It seems that she had a long dream, in the dream she returned to her childhood, Fang Wei snatched the candy in her hand, she chased while crying, but she couldn't catch up.
Suddenly, a voice behind her seemed to be calling her name, and she turned sharply, and Aki stood behind her. His body seemed to be surrounded by a golden glow, and he spread his hand towards her, spreading the candy in front of her.
When she happily stretched out her hand to get it, suddenly, out of nowhere, a cold hand stretched out and dragged her into the abyss.
She woke up from her dream, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Aki's panicked expression. After making sure she was conscious, Aki's face softened.
"You finally woke up, you don't know if you scared me to death just now, I closed my eyes and scratched vigorously, no matter how I called you, you didn't react." Maybe she was really in a hurry, and Yaxi had a thin layer of sweat on her forehead, which looked like diamonds against the backdrop of the light.
Fang Yuan looked at her in a daze, and when Yaxi stretched out her hand to touch her, she woke up violently, and subconsciously dodged back. Yaxi saw her resistance, and a pair of good-looking eyes were suddenly covered with mist, and he was hurt by Fang Yuan's action.
Fang Yuan didn't expect that she would mind Yaxi touching her so much, maybe she subconsciously felt that a clean person like Yaxi shouldn't be polluted by someone like her, who was covered in filth.
"What's wrong with me?" Fang Yuan deliberately found some topics to divert the embarrassment at this moment, Yaxi sat back on the stool beside the bed, and put away Fang Cai's panic.
"You fainted during class, and then the teacher and I took you to the hospital." Aki said lightly, as if the topic was over again. The two suddenly fell into embarrassment again, but fortunately the nurse came in at this time to change the drip.
"This is the last bottle, the patient can eat something when he has woken up, family members, you can get some food for the patient to eat first." The nurse instructed Yaxi while changing the dressing, but the two words of the family made Fang Yuan and Yaxi embarrassed again.
In order to avoid further embarrassment, Yaxi immediately got up and walked outside the ward, apparently to get food for Fang Yuan.
"Your boyfriend is really warm, he has been guarding here, never leaving, what a warm man!" The nurse was joking with Fang Yuan, Fang Yuan suddenly felt her cheeks burn, she was slightly shy, "Who told you he was my boyfriend?" ”
The nurse laughed a few times, "Now the young man is really shy, don't you see the way he looks at you?" My colleague even joked with me that her boyfriend in the fourth bed was about to stick to her. ”
Fang Yuan didn't speak, for so long she had only known that she had a crush on Yaxi, but she had never thought about what Yaxi was thinking in her heart.
She didn't know before, and she won't dare to know in the future. She was no longer perfect, so she didn't want to give him this broken self.
Yahi's movements were fast, and she returned in less than half an hour with a few packs of food.
"I don't know what you like to eat, so I chose the same one, eat it while it's hot." Aki said as she opened the food one by one and set it away. At this time, he realized that Fang Yuan had a drip hanging on his hand, which was not very convenient for eating. So, he simply picked up a spoon and fed her.
At first, Fang Yuan felt a little weird, not quite used to it. But when she wanted to refuse Aki here, she remembered his hurt expression from his dodging action not long ago, and she couldn't bear it anymore.
"Well, is it all to your liking?" Maybe he was really hungry, Fang Yuan actually ate all the things that Yaxi had packed and brought back. After eating and drinking, he even burped without any image. Fang Yuan suddenly wanted to beat herself to death, and actually did such an indecent thing in front of Yaxi.
But fortunately, Yaxi didn't seem to care about this, but was happy because of the sweetness of Fang Yuan's food. After Fang Yuan had eaten, he carefully picked up a tissue to wipe her mouth, of course, this action followed another embarrassment.
Since Fang Yuan didn't know that Yaxi was going to wipe her mouth, when Yaxi's hand was about to touch her, she subconsciously turned her face to the side, but this side just landed her lips on Yaxi's wrist.
At that moment, Aki felt as if an electric current had penetrated his body, causing him to withdraw his hand suddenly. When he was shocked, he vaguely remembered that his action would seem like disgusting her to Fang Yuan, but he really didn't mean that, he was just too nervous.
However, it seemed a bit deliberate to explain at this time, so Yaxi simply threw away the paper in her hand and wiped the oil stains on the corners of her mouth with her hands.
Her lips were so soft that he couldn't help but have some evil thoughts, imagining what it would be like to kiss them.
It's just that in the next second, she felt that her evil thoughts were too obscene, how could she think about these things at this time. Her beauty should not be blasphemed like this.
Fang Yuan might have really been frightened by his actions, and froze there like a stone statue, letting him wipe his mouth. His fingertips were soft and cool, and he felt very comfortable when he rubbed them gently.
For a moment, Fang Yuan had some selfish thoughts, why didn't he just accept it with peace of mind? Perhaps, Akishi really likes her, or maybe he won't mind her past?
It's just that such thoughts are just for a moment, she is too sober, she even hates herself for being sober. She would mind her own problems, so she felt that her current self was not worthy of Aki.
"The doctor said that you didn't have enough rest, is it because you have been under too much pressure to study recently?" Aki's gentle voice felt a kind of torture for her at this moment, as if she was a very hungry person, and when she saw the food she had coveted for a long time, someone suddenly jumped out and said, Your hands are too dirty to touch.
This description couldn't be more apt, and that is their current relationship.