"Who do you think I'm doing this for?"

My father suddenly became angry, pointed at me and said: "Don't tell me what the great truth of the world, the road of the emperor has always been full of white bones, no matter how you plan and calculate for your father, it is also to pave the way for your future, Tan'er, you will become the king of the world, father, will definitely send you to the emperor's throne with his own hands?" ”

"In the future? Throne? ”

I couldn't help but feel amused, resisted the urge to argue with him, and continued: "Father, look at the way I look now, how long can I live? Even if you really win the country and grab the world, how long can you have in my hands, I even have to carefully calculate the time from Shengjing to Qindi, I am afraid that I will die on the road, how dare I hope that there will be any future, what throne? ”

Hearing me say this, my father finally panicked, he stepped forward, grabbed my arm and said: "Father will definitely save you, Wei Lou has already thought of a way to unlock the soul curse, as long as the Lin family is willing to cooperate, as long as one person is willing to die for you, you can survive, for the father has found someone who is willing to sacrifice for you, soon, soon your soul curse will be dissolved." ”

Lu Weilou really left the method of unlocking the soul curse to him, but I didn't expect that someone would need to sacrifice it, Shen Yinchen's soul curse was also unlocked by Lu Weilou after sacrificing himself, thinking of this, I really don't know whether to say that he is a madman or a fool.

I brushed his hand away and asked lightly, "Does my father think that I will sacrifice the lives of others in order to live for myself?" ”

Seeing my refusal, the expression on my father's face became even more panicked, and he hurriedly explained: "He was willing to do it, not for his father's persecution." ”

I smiled again, met his eyes and said, "What about being willing, in the eyes of my father, what is human life?" ”

"Life in the world is unique, no one has any reason to let others die for their own life, if you want me to live, I will carry a human life in the future, then I would rather die."

"And how do you break the curse?"

The father's face was gloomy, and he said slightly angrily, "Are you going to kill me?" ”

I shook my head and smiled bitterly: "I won't kill you, even if I know that you killed my mother, I won't kill you, after all, you are my father after all." ”

The father frowned slightly, as if he was choosing something, and finally said: "Tan'er, only this once, you listen to your father, unlock the soul curse, survive, what awaits you in front of you is the world, the country, there are such good things in front of you, why do you always want to die?" When you ascend to the throne, what do you want? If you don't want to bear human life, then if you carry it for your father, you will kill him for your father. ”

I smiled again: "Is my father deceiving himself?" ”

After a pause, he added, "Besides, does my father know what I want?" ”

Without waiting for him to answer, I continued: "I want my mother, I want my people, I want Proverbs and my sister, but these people are gone, because the position that my father wants to give me, they are all gone, what world, what country, I don't want at all, what's the use of you giving it to me?" ”

Thinking of his mother and Proverbs, tears could not stop falling, and he asked him again, "Father, have you ever liked your mother in your life?" ”

He replied, "No." ”

But I refused to give up, and choked up and asked, "Really...... Not at all? ”

He was silent for a long time, but still replied, "...... No. ”

I don't believe it, I'm sure he liked his mother, on the banks of the Shengjing River, the man in indifferent clothes, in the depths of the lamplight, holding a child, obviously walking a few steps forward, he can be found by that person, but he has been standing, preferring to watch her in the crowd anxiously searching, only from her slightly anxious expression, he can determine a little bit of his own place in her heart.

He liked his mother, but he refused to admit it, and he didn't dare to believe it, and if he did, he would lose, and if he believed, he would have to face the pain that his mother was killed by his own hands.

He said that he wanted to give me the country and let me ascend the throne, knowing that I didn't want it, he still wanted to give it, but he just wanted to find a reason and relief for his behavior back then, so that he could believe that the trade-offs and sacrifices back then were worth it, but in fact, he regretted it a long time ago.

"Father's ......"

I calmed down and said slowly, "Back then, the news of your death came from the north, and my mother was actually very sad. ”

Hearing this, my father suddenly raised his head, his expression seemed to be shocked, but he quickly covered it up, turned around, and pretended to be displeased: "What are you talking to me about?" ”

I smiled tearfully, lowered my head, and said, "Because I think there is a sentence that my father must want to hear." ”

"Mother, she...... In fact, I care about you very much, but I haven't let you know about it. ”

I think that the regret between my father and my mother, just like my mother and I, before he had time to get along with such a wife, and before his mother had time to let his father know that he cared about him, that incident had already happened, but in the years that followed, he gradually saw his feelings clearly, but that incident was irreparable.

So I said, he regretted it a long time ago.

Leaving from the palace of King Qin, I found a house by the river, a very delicate bamboo house, uninhabited around, very quiet.

My father found me the next day, when he didn't have an attendant with him, and he was wearing the most ordinary clothes.

Like all ordinary fathers in the world, he wanted to play chess and fish with me, drink and chat with me, and I knew that he wanted to make amends, make up for the time when he disappeared from me for more than twenty years.

In the end, we sat by the river and grilled fish, but I never understood this, and the grilled fish was raw on one side and burnt on the other, and my father sat on the side, looking at me and smiling helplessly.

The time is quiet, the wind is gentle, I think, God treats me well after all, and in the last moments of my life, let me get along with my father, giving me such a dream-like result.

Hate him? Naturally, I still hate, but no matter how much I hate or resent, it no longer makes sense.

At night, due to the relationship of the soul curse, the whole person was in good spirits, and soon fell into a deep sleep, and when I woke up in the middle of the night, I saw my father sitting on the edge of the bed, covering me with a quilt.

Seeing that I woke up, he sat back and said lightly, "Wake up." ”

I hummed, and then I heard him say angrily: "Although it is early summer, the night is cold, and you always don't remember to close the window." ”

This habit of mine has been going on for many years, so I think my sister must have told him.

Thinking of my sister, I naturally think of Lu Weilou, although I don't know what kind of relationship he has with my father, but I can see that he cares a lot about his position in my father's heart.

I was silent for a moment, and asked cautiously tentatively: "Do you know, Lu Weilou ...... Is he dead? ”

Father snorted.

In a very light tone, he said: "It's just an insignificant person, you don't need to take it to heart." ”

Suddenly, my heart was clogged and uncomfortable.

There was a voice outside, and my father glanced sideways and said, "I should go back, you stay here alone, stay safe." ”

Because I had something on my mind, I hummed perfunctorily, and when he walked to the door, he hurriedly called out again: "Father......"

He paused, I looked at his back and said, "I know I can't stop you, but Xiao Zhuo is a good person, and he treats me well, please ask my father to give him a fair chance to fight." ”

's father and Xiao Yun also have a deep enmity, even if there is no Xiao Zhuo, he will not let Xiao Yun go, but it is precisely because of Xiao Zhuo that he has the opportunity to reap the benefits.

He wanted to wait for Xiao Yun and Xiao Zhuo to lose before making a move, the situation at that time was indeed unfavorable to Xiao Zhuo, but if I wanted to help Xiao Zhuo, I would trap my father in injustice, and I couldn't do it.

For now, the only way to do this is to unite the two of them first and quell Xiao Yun's rebellion first, so that the war can end as soon as possible, reduce the suffering of some people, and give Xiao Zhuo some opportunities.

As for the outcome of the fair battle, I'll leave it to heaven to agree, I shouldn't be able to see that day.

This is my benevolence to Xiao Zhuo, and it is also the last thing I can do for him.

I didn't want him to see me have a curse and die in pain, so I left after my father left.

I heard that in a small town in Qindi, there was a person with heterochromatic pupils, I thought it was Lan Fei, so I rushed to find him.

As a result, he struggled with the last bit of strength but did not find it, and in the end, a person fell down the street in frustration, and was very uncomfortable due to the attack of the soul curse, and he did not even have the strength to stand up.

I think we've finally reached the limit.

It's just that in this life, I didn't calculate it, and my result turned out to be a corpse on the street.

A teenager appeared in front of me, seemed attracted by my appearance, squatted down and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

I deliberately told him, "I've walked a long way, and I'm tired from walking here, so I'll sit down and rest." ”

The boy looked at me a few times and asked, "What's your name?" ”

This young man was born with a beautiful face, and I don't know if it was my delusion, but I always felt that his eyebrows were somewhat similar to mine, and even his temperament was similar to that of when I was a child.

I was aroused by him, and I reluctantly said: "My surname is Gu, and my name is scarlet." ”

He tilted his head and asked curiously, "Is it the one who is brilliant to the wind?" ”

I was stunned, met his eyes, and was stunned again.

Purple, the purple to the kind of purple that turns black, if you don't pay attention to it, you really can't find it.

After a moment of silence, he asked, "What's your name?" ”

The young man smiled, revealing two cute tiger teeth, and replied, "My surname is Su, and my name is Xinglian." ”

I kept an eye on him and asked, "Why did you think of that word just now?" ”

"Which word?"

The young man thought for a moment and asked, "Brilliant to the wind?" ”

I hummed, and then I saw him scratch his head, and said, "I don't know, it seems that I heard someone mention it when I was a child, but who is it...... I don't remember exactly. ”