Chapter 5: Let go of the past
In the end, Jiang Yifan let go of Qiao Xing dejectedly, and Qiao Xing immediately left his embrace with a reflex, but when she really broke free, she was surprised to find that she was a little reluctant to have that warm and firm embrace.
Eventually, she understood this thought as a physical reaction to being too hungry.
The light in the room was too dim, and Qiao Xing couldn't see the expression on Jiang Yifan's face at this time. But without looking at it, Qiao Xing could imagine that the expression was naturally not much better.
The sudden silence made the air around him look a little awkward, and suddenly there was a rustling sound, Jiang Yifan seemed to be rummaging for something, and then there was a 'pop', a faint light lit up, and then there was a strong smell of tobacco.
The sparks of cigarettes jumped in the dark, and Qiao Xing's heartbeat seemed to follow and slowly quieted down.
"Wouldn't you mind getting me one too? Anyway, I can't sleep because of your noise. ”
Jiang Yifan seemed to be surprised, after all, Qiao Xing didn't smoke or drink in the past, but after being surprised, Qiao Xing heard the sound of squirming again, and then Jiang Yifan lit a cigarette and handed it to Qiao Xing, Qiao Xing subconsciously lowered her head and used her mouth, because the light was too dark, her mouth did not receive a cigarette, but kissed the back of Jiang Yifan's hand.
Qiao Xing cursed to himself Damn it, to do such a thunderous thing in this situation, Jiang Yifan would not think that she was seducing him. What if he really thought so?
Fortunately, Jiang Yifan didn't show much concern, and Qiao Xing naturally couldn't mess around first, looking for the fire on the cigarette butt, he held his hand with his hand, and finally put the cigarette into his mouth.
In fact, Qiao Xing doesn't know how to smoke at all, he just learns to behave. The first sip is quite natural, the spicy taste continues to spread in the mouth, and the white smoke and hazy moonlight are intertwined, making it feel dreamy.
It's just that the second sip was a little fast, and the spicy taste crossed his throat and drilled into his lungs, and Qiao Xing, who was choking, couldn't stop coughing.
"I won't learn how others smoke......" Jiang Yifan said jokingly, but there was blame in his tone, and he patted her on the back as he spoke.
"Don't you know that long-term exposure to secondhand smoke can cause cancer? Instead of being passive and carcinogenic, I should be proactive. The words fell and he took another breath.
The corners of Jiang Yifan's mouth sneered, Qiao Xing is such a character, he loves to take the initiative in everything, and he has been like this before, he has always been on the passive side.
With the experience of the last sip, Qiao Xing paid special attention to smoking this time, but the result was not ideal, she choked on the strong smell of smoke and even coughed up tears, and finally threw away half of the cigarette in her hand irritably, and cursed in a low voice, "!" Many people who have never spoken this foul language feel kind.
"You don't have that organ either!"
Jiang Yifan's ridicule became stronger and stronger, and he was completely frustrated. He picked up the half of the cigarette that Qiao Xing had just thrown away on the ground, and naturally held it in his own mouth.
Qiao Xing was speechless, not to mention whether the ground was dirty or not, after all, there was still her saliva on the cigarette holder, now they were considered indirect kissing?
"What a waste of such a good cigarette."
When Jiang Yi was a child, he lived a life of fear of poverty, and he would cherish what he got and never waste it easily.
When Qiao Xing was a child, he was a picky eater and always loved leftovers, which was just a trivial thing that the Qiao family was accustomed to for the inexhaustible food and clothing, but Jiang Yifan felt a pity every time he went to her house to eat, so he would take the initiative to help Qiao Xing finish the meal.
At first, Qiao Xing's parents also felt that there was no need for this, but it was not good to bring it up in person for fear of hurting Jiang Yifan's self-esteem, and they could also understand that children born in poor families like him were very precious things to them.
Later, under the influence of Qiao's family, the desire for things was not so strong, but eating Qiao Xing's leftovers developed a habit over time. Smoking the rest of her cigarettes now can be regarded as a continuation of this habit.
"Holy! Jiang Yifan, don't you want to be so disgusting! ”
Qiao Xing is not a person who likes to swear, but tonight she said it twice in a row, which surprised her.
Jiang Yifan didn't make a sound, but responded to Qiao Xing with practical actions.
His kiss was too fierce, and the smoke just now was really not light, at this time, Qiao Xing only felt that the world was spinning and he was about to die.
If he really dies like this, he can be regarded as a merry ghost.
Just when she decided that she was going to be a merry ghost, Jiang Yifan let go of her mouth, and the gulp of fresh air finally returned to her lungs.
"What are you going to do!"
Qiao Xingqi's voice was trembling, and he roared hysterically.
This damn Jiang Yifan actually did such a thing, and actually kissed her forcibly in such a black light. What's even worse is that the first thing she thought about was not to push away, but to respond.
"I'm just following your arrangement, didn't you say you wanted me......"
"When did I say that?"
"Just now!"
“……”
Qiao Xing was speechless, could it be that this man was selectively deaf? She was obviously scolding him for being disgusting, how did he become like this.
"Can you be a little more lewd?"
Qiao Xing looked at the sky, how could she forget that Jiang Yifan had always been a complete hypocrite in this regard.
Jiang Yifan naturally took Qiao Xing's silence as acquiescence, and the thin kiss naturally fell on her cheeks and on her soft lips.
Desire is like a spark being fanned by Jiang Yifan little by little, and finally it becomes a raging fire, scorching her beautiful body.
From the moment she received Qiao Fei's wedding post, she didn't want to resist, maybe she came back not just to attend Qiao Fei's wedding, this is what she thought in her heart.
It's been ten years, and she's tired too. She was thinking about a person who couldn't be forgotten for ten years, why didn't she just give herself another chance, and just let him live in her heart frankly.
When the love was strong, he hugged her tightly and whispered her name over and over again, and the emotions suppressed in his heart were released in this one.
"Jojo, I miss you so much, do you miss me?" He said.
There are many wonderful things abroad, good food, beautiful scenery, beautiful friends...... But there is no boy who is as cold as moonlight.
Did she think about him?
In ten years, she couldn't help but think of him except for the first few years, and then she began to run around the world non-stop, and gradually she didn't have so much time to think about it.
But the time passed too long, and by the time she had gradually lost her ability to remember what he looked like, and his smile was just an ethereal fragmented memory. One day she realized that she might suddenly wake up one morning and really couldn't remember this person.
She could barely remember whether she had first seen him in winter or summer, and she could barely remember what the first thing she said to him.
Those memories that she thought were very precious and painful, and which she would never forget, have also slowly faded in the long river of time, and may indeed disappear completely one day.
She said, "Well, I miss you so much!"