Chapter 160: Mid-Autumn Festival (5)
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Now, what more could I ask for her?
Moreover, returning to the Southern Xinjiang Division is the wish of Proverbs.
When there was silence, a senior sister's voice came from behind him: "Senior brother! ”
She and her senior brother hurried over, and when they saw Yan Yan in front of me, their eyes immediately became fierce and cold, and they raised their long whips and attacked her: "Dead woman, you still dare to come to harm my senior brother, I will kill you!" ”
Yan Yan didn't want to entangle with her too much, looked back slightly, sneered, and touched the ground on tiptoe, sweeping into the small boat that happened to be sailing in front of him.
"Senior brother, did she hurt you?"
My sister ran over and took my arm to check it up and down.
"Nope."
I brushed off her hand, and saw her scolding Yan Yan again: "Don't go, you, dare to pester senior brother again, see if I don't kill you!" ”
Yan Yan stood at the bow of the boat, her red dress swaying and dancing lightly with the evening breeze, and the Jin Ling on her body also made a crisp sound.
She hooked her lips and raised her fingers, because it was night, I couldn't see clearly, but my intuition was a hidden weapon, seeing her waving her hand at the junior sister, she quickly pulled the junior sister and narrowly dodged it.
The junior sister stood firm, lowered her eyes, and saw that a cold ice condensed from the place where the hidden weapon fell, and I asked her, "Is it hurt?" ”
Seeing her shake her head, I relieved my heart, and listened to her ask again: "Senior brother, what about you, did that dead woman embarrass you just now?" ”
I let her go and replied, "No." ”
was about to leave, but heard the senior sister anxiously accuse: "When will you wake up, the woman in southern Xinjiang is dead!" ”
I looked at her, saw her look of grief, and said, "That woman is dead, and no matter how much the person you see resembles her, it's not her, it's just an illusion." Don't look for her anymore, don't think about her anymore, is it that from now on, as long as you put her face on your face, you can be deceived and put you in danger? ”
I didn't answer, seeing me like this, her expression was quite hateful, she raised her hand and wanted to hit me, and the moment she was about to fall, I grabbed her wrist again.
I hung my head for a moment of silence and let go of her hand: "Let's go." ”
"Scarlet ......"
My brother stopped me and stopped talking.
I remember.
The senior brother didn't know that Proverbs was dead, and at that time, I told him that I had a sweetheart, and he happily said that he would prepare a dowry and go to southern Xinjiang to propose marriage for me when the master returned.
That day, he was very happy, drank a lot, got drunk, and lay down in the narrow corridor, muttering and nagging for half the night.
"Senior brother, I'm sorry......"
I was in a gloomy shape and said in a low voice, "I lied to you again." ”
Turning around, he said bitterly to him: "Master can't come back, and you don't have to propose marriage for me, Zhen Zhen her...... It's long gone. ”
Met his stunned gaze, I said again: "I'm sorry, I should have told you about this matter a long time ago, and I made you happy in vain." ”
I wanted to go back to the Hongwen Pavilion, but when I turned around, I saw Lin Suwen, who was standing not far away, looking at me quietly, as if he was a little worried.
bypassed him, walked away without saying a word, and returned to the hall, wanting to lock himself in the house, but he thought that this was Lin Suwen's room, and he would have to come back later, so he could only come out of it again.
Standing in the pavilion, the senior brother chased after me, and after a long time, he hesitated behind me: "Scarlet, that girl ...... just now"
I pretended to have nothing to do and replied, "She is the younger sister of Proverbs, and when she heard the news of what happened to Proverbs, she came to me and asked me where I buried her." ”
My brother stopped talking again, and I knew that he was afraid that I would be sad and sad, so he was thinking about what I could do to persuade and comfort me.
After a long time, he asked, "What kind of girl is she?" ”
I looked at him, and saw him smile faintly, and said softly: "As I said before, in fact, I have always wanted to know what kind of girl you like." ”
"She'......"
I was speechless for a moment, thinking about what the book of Proverbs would look like, but I didn't know how to describe it to him so that I could say a thousandth of the book of Proverbs.
After thinking for a long time, he said, "She's fine." ”
She will be happy because of the happiness of others, and she will feel sad because of the pain of others, but this does not mean that everything she does is to put others first, she also has her own principles and opinions, when she encounters evildoers, she will be angry, she will hate, and when she encounters people in danger, she is not completely inconsiderate, and she will also think about what kind of disadvantages she will bring to herself if she helps them.
People are often self-interested.
A person who can sacrifice himself without thinking is a saint, and Proverbs is not a saint, but just a kind and soft ordinary person.
Just like in southern Xinjiang, she used forbidden techniques to suppress the illness of those villagers at the expense of herself, before that, she also hesitated and struggled, but after struggling and hesitating, she still chose to do so, knowing the weight of others, but not despising her own "sex" life, and giving up the choice under the trade-off is even more commendable.
That's one of the reasons I like her.
She listens carefully to understand others, even for people like me, she has a lot of patience, she is never stubborn, she can respect the difference of perception for anyone, instead of blindly emphasizing what her opinion is, but she never compromises when it comes to matters that touch on principles and beliefs.
In Biyuntian, when Miao Qinghua wanted to kill me, even in the face of the punishment of expulsion from the master, she still took action to protect me, I think, she will stand up, not because she likes me, but because her master wants to kill me, but she didn't give any reason, which in her opinion is a careless and unreasonable thing.
Biyuntian's people say that their senior sister betrayed her teacher for a man, but I understand the proverb, even if it were anyone, even if it was a stranger, she would have such a choice.
How can she not let me like her.
However, so many good things poured into his mouth, but he couldn't say a word, he could only keep repeating: "She's very good......"
Seeing this, the senior brother was silent for a moment, and then said: "It seems that the person in your heart is indeed a rare good girl." ”
"She is a good witch doctor, if she hadn't met me, she would still be alive and well in southern Xinjiang, and in the future, she may even become the head of Biyuntian to save more people......"
I tried to state this fact in a calm and calm tone, which even I thought I did: "I hurt her." ”
"Why do you say that?"
The senior brother frowned and said: "The encounter between people is not about doing business and talking about business, but about paying attention to your coming and going, fair price, as long as you are willing, no one will hurt anyone." ”
He paused, and then asked, "In your heart, do you regret meeting her, and if you don't think about what happened later, do you think it's a bad thing to know her?" ”
"Of course not."
Seeing that I denied it, he asked, "Do you think that girl regrets it?" ”
I was silent for a moment and replied, "No." ”
The senior brother asked again: "If you give her another choice, do you think that girl is still willing to meet you?" ”
I didn't answer, and for a long time, I pulled out a sad smile.
"If that is the case, why should it be considered a bad thing?"
Senior brother's tone was soft, with a bit of persuasion: "As long as you feel that it is worth it and you have no regrets, then this encounter should be affirmed and cherished, feelings are a matter of two people, what others say is just a judgment made by comprehensive pros and cons, but in the relationship, there are no pros and cons, do you think that if she hadn't met you, she would still be alive now, and she might become the head of Biyuntian in the future, but what if for her, these things are not as good as the feelings between you?" ”
"......"
My mood was low, and tears were about to fall again: "Her death is to protect me, this kind of guilt can't be resolved." ”
Hearing this, the senior brother said again: "Then swap your positions, if you want to die for her, will you be willing?" ”
Without hesitation, I replied, "Yes." ”
"Do you regret it and complain?"
"Of course not."
I added, "Willingly." ”
The senior brother continued: "So, why don't you believe that what you can do for her, she can also do it for you?" ”
"Feelings are never compared to each other, who pays more and who pays less, you just stand on your own position to see her, but you have never thought about you from her position, she sacrificed herself, but saved you, this should be a blessing for her, just like if one day, in the same situation, you will also risk your life to protect her."
"You will feel guilty, because you only saw her pay, because she died, and you are still alive, but in life, accidents are always inevitable, is it because the person you like, for you to be stabbed with a sword, you also have to stab yourself to be worthy of her, is it fair? It is precisely because of regrets and debts that we must learn from them and learn to cherish them. ”
Hearing this, I lowered my head again and closed my eyes sadly: "But I, I can't bear her ......"
I always felt that if I let go of that incident, it would be like throwing the proverbs in the past, so I would rather carry my debt and self-blame to her, and immerse myself in pain, but also take her with me.
Proverbs wishes me well, I hope I am happy, this truth has long been understood, but I have thought about it thousands of times, what I should do, I still don't want to do it, or I want to go back to the past and walk back to her.
I also know that people have to look forward, there will be infinite possibilities in the future, but the road ahead is long, even if there are thousands of landscapes, thousands of customs, the most important person standing behind him, how to do not look back?
Senior brother sighed, walked over, and patted me on the shoulder: "I still say the same thing, people, you can keep the past in your heart, but you can't lock yourself in the past." ”
"I'm ......"
He smiled slightly, and said earnestly: "Even if I die, I have never regretted meeting you." ”
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