Chapter 105: Soul
Noticing my gaze, Xu Shu also looked up at the top of the building, I pulled her, pointed at Shen Feng and said, "Let's go over first." ”
Xu Shu glanced back at me, nodded, and followed me back to Shen Feng's side.
Those few people are very fast, probably the neat skills that they usually train, and with such a small amount of effort, the pit has already dug a rough shape.
I stood behind Shen Feng and stared at his back for a while, and a sense of self-blame welled up in my heart, if I hadn't been in a hurry and selfishly let them accompany me out to find Yangyang, Xiaoxue would not have been unintentionally bitten by Rongrong, resulting in...
Thinking of this, I am still very hesitant, I was also bitten, what caused Xiaoxue to become like this and die? Why don't I have the slightest thing?
Looking back at Building No. 6, I paused in my heart, could it be that Rongrong was really infected? But it's not right, it's been so long, if Rongrong is really infected, he should have fallen earlier than Xiaoxue, why is there nothing wrong until now?
When I was thinking hard, I kept replaying the pictures of going out in the morning, and when the scenes flew by, I suddenly thought of one thing.
When we came back after Xiaoxue was bitten, when Xiaoxue was in the car, she once grabbed the wound tightly with her bare hands because of excessive pain, and her heart suddenly froze, could it be that Xiaoxue's infection was not because of Zheng Rongrong, but because she pressed some of the things that caused infection on her hand into the wound?
The screen pans forward a bit... We did kill a few walking corpses before we went into that courtyard, could it be that the blood and brains of the walking corpses splashed on Xiaoxue's hands at that time, and she didn't notice?
Breathing involuntarily tightened, and the more I thought about it, the more likely it became, but... If things are really as I speculated, then Xiaoxue died really unjustly, and before getting into the car, I vaguely remembered that Xu Shu had reminded Shen Feng to pay attention to Shen Xue's hand.
If we had paid attention to it at the time, Xiaoxue would not have died.
looked up at Shen Feng again, and couldn't help but sigh heavily, forget it, things are already like this, and there is no point in pursuing these anymore.
The pit was quickly dug up, and after the people simply flattened the soil in the pit with an iron tree, they retreated to the side.
Shen Feng stood in place and stared at the pit for a long time, but he didn't move.
No one urged him, everyone stood on one side in silence and no one made a sound.
After an unknown amount of time, Shen Feng finally took a step towards the pit, and Yang Yang and Jundi did not step forward to help, but followed closely behind Shen Feng, for fear that he would fall if he would not be able to do so.
Shen Feng was very strong, and although his steps seemed to be a little floating, he kept his waist straight until the moment he gently put Xiaoxue into the dirt pit.
A few of us gathered around and stood on the edge of the pit, everyone looked at the thick white quilt wrapped in Xiaoxue in the pit, I gently closed my eyes and said in my heart, 'Farewell, Xiaoxue.' ’
Yang Yang is not as good as a few of us who have a whole day of psychological reception process, just after learning the heavy news that Xiaoxue went, he faced such a scene again, which would be difficult to control his emotions for a while, covering his face and squatting on the ground and crying.
I didn't come forward to comfort him, although my heart was extremely bitter, but there was no way, life and death parting is one of the helplessness of human beings who can't choose, let alone in a world like absurd in front of me?
As Xu Shu said, maybe Xiaoxue just took a small step ahead of us.
After Shen Feng stood on the edge of the pit for a while, he slowly stepped forward and walked into the pit, leaned down and gently imprinted a kiss on Xiaoxue's head, and then whispered something, then got up and walked out of the pit, took a few steps back and stood aside, signaling that the people could fill in the soil.
I stood aside, and the tears that I had endured for a while finally flowed out again, and the last words that Shen Feng had just said to Xiaoxue in the grave were 'Xiaoxue, brother loves you. ’
Yangyang was also pulled aside by Jundi and Chen Pu, and the work of filling the soil was carried out quickly, and I looked at the light snow that gradually disappeared under the loess, and my tears became even more unscrupulous.
Man, this is human beings, human beings who think they are great, who rule the earth, who dominate all species of human beings, after the eyes are closed, after the breath stops, after the heart stops, the body will disappear quickly, and in the end all it takes is a handful of loess to cover up the decay.
When the original grave pit was gradually filled into a small grave, I wiped my tears and looked at the stunned Shen Feng, and said in my heart, I hope he can get out of this psychological collapse as soon as possible.
Shen Feng only stared at the tomb twice, then took the lead in turning around and walking towards the big iron gate of the shelter.
The rest of us looked at each other and hurriedly followed.
At the moment of entering the iron gate, I looked back at Xiaoxue's grave bag, I don't know if I was dazzled, and in a moment's effort, I actually saw a girl with long hair and white clothes on the edge of the grave bag, standing quietly in front of the grave bag.
The brain didn't react for a moment, and when I looked back again, the grave was empty, there was nothing, and I shook my head, I was probably too tired and dizzy recently, and I had to rest well for a while, otherwise the brain would soon be scrapped.
When I returned to Building No. 6, I was standing in front of the hall door from a distance, and when I saw us from a distance, I didn't say anything, but after my eyes stayed on Shen Feng for a few more seconds, I stepped forward and patted Shen Feng's shoulder, moved my lips, and said slowly: "It's over." ”
Shen Feng didn't answer Suo Tian's words, but was stunned for a while before patting Suo Tian on the shoulder, turning around and entering the hall.
Probably because of Shen Feng's mood, they delayed him and arranged him to an empty room on the fifth floor, and Yang Yang filled his vacant seat and lived with Chen Pujundi.
The girl who followed them in Yangyang lived in a room with Xu Shu before, the little girl looked cute, but in fact she was the same age as me, but suddenly looking at the past would give people the feeling of eighteen or nineteen at most, it was a coincidence, her name was Han Xue, I don't know if this is the connection between these things and coincidences destined by God, in short, the moment I learned her name, I had a very good impression of this cute girl who loves to laugh.
The two boys, one tall and one short, the short one was nicknamed Peach, and the tall one was named Zhou Wen, and the two of them were arranged in a room. I lived on the fifth floor with Shen Feng.
Uncle Ga Zi and Wang Zhiyun were also sent back, and they also lived on the fifth floor.
Zhang Hongsheng, who hadn't seen him for several days, also entered Building No. 6 not long after, and was also arranged in a room on the fifth floor.
Originally, I was going to ask Yang Yang about his situation outside in the past few days, and why he put Rong Rong in that big box, and how Rong Rong was scared like that, but in the end, looking at Yang Yang's lost soul, I could only give up, and planned to wait for him to rest and ask the next day.
Yang Yang is a very emotional person, no matter who has spent time with him, once he leaves, he can be silent and sad for a long time, such as when we escaped from the county town before, although he didn't say it, but from the expression on his face from time to time in those days, he guessed that he must miss the dawn, Lili Wang Jun and them, this will get along with us almost from the beginning to the current Shen Xue died, it must be a big blow to him.
Otherwise, according to his personality, the first thing must be to find Zheng Rongrong.
Yangyang's spirit was not good, so I hugged Zheng Yiyi to my own room.
Suotian went out again to discuss something with the bearded middle-aged man.
I sat in the living room and played with Zheng Yiyi for a while, and after feeding it something to eat, a wave of exhaustion came flooding over, and I only felt that my brain was chaotic for a few seconds.
I had no choice but to put Zheng Yiyi on the floor, and I stared at the sofa in a daze, ready to take a nap first.
Once people are tired, they always sleep very deeply, and they love to dream.
I fell asleep on the couch and had a strange dream.
In my dream, the sky was dark all around, and I stood alone outside the shelter, in front of Xiaoxue's grave, and from time to time there would be gusts of wind mixed with bursts of roars of the walking corpses, but I could not feel the wind blowing at all.
After looking around, I clearly knew that I was dreaming, but I didn't feel half surprised by what was in front of me, until Xiaoxue, who was wearing a white dress, appeared on the other side of the grave bag and called me Chen Yang with a smile, I didn't feel surprised at all.
It's just that the moment I saw Xiaoxue, I felt a strong sense of reluctance in my heart, and subconsciously wanted to step forward to catch her, but I found that my body was not controlled at all, so I could only stand in place and shout anxiously: "Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue." ”
Xiaoxue was still smiling, and after a while, she looked at me and said softly: "Tell my brother, don't be sad, I love him very much." "Xiaoxue's voice is very empty, very soft, very unreal, but it gives people a very warm feeling, I just feel like crying after listening to it.
"Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue." I was still screaming at her.
"Chen Yang, don't be sad." Xiaoxue's voice became softer and softer, and I couldn't even hear it clearly: "Love my brother for me." ”
The last sentence was almost chaotic.
Xiaoxue's body is getting lighter and lighter... It was just as she was about to disappear that I struggled to wake up from my dream.
The moment he woke up, he screamed violently: "Xiaoxue!" ”