312:Lu Jinnan (20)

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At first, I didn't know that Lin Tang knew about my trip to the United States, until she had a showdown with me, before that, she had a temper with me for several days, and she was very cold to me, and many times she came against me, I thought it was because she was pregnant and caused her to be in a bad mood, so she kept following her and didn't think about it.

I mentioned Lin Tang's condition to Dr. Le, she also thought that it might be pregnancy anxiety disorder, and recommended a good psychologist to me, after consultation, the psychologist gave the answer that it was okay, and after getting used to the fact of pregnancy, this anxiety disorder will disappear.

The flashpoint of everything exploded when I mentioned anxiety to Lin Tang.

Angry and smiling, she asked me, "Do you suspect I'm sick?" ”

It may be that the way I spoke caused her to misunderstand, I want to explain, but it's too late, sometimes I'm really good about how the creature of a woman is formed, what is going on in her head, she said that she lost her temper with me, I don't care, I just don't care, but I just want to follow her wishes, I don't want to use my thoughts to ask her to make her angry.

When she sneered and said, "Did you go to the United States to see your first love?" ”

In the face of her questioning, I was a little overwhelmed, she threw out a photo of me visiting Chen Bingying in the hospital, and at that moment, I was a little angry.

I'm angry not because of the photo, but because she doesn't believe me, otherwise how would she find someone to follow me?

My heart was occupied by a wave of anger, my words were naturally not as calm as just now, we competed with each other and no one admitted defeat, I asked her not to think about it, but she thought that I was going to divorce her in order to take the child for myself after giving birth, I have never had such an idea.

I haven't thought about the word divorce, and she'd better not think about it, if I want to divorce, why should I do so much, if it's just for a child, I don't bother to be good to her at all.

What I did was a long-term plan, but I was still a little angry and sad when she misunderstood.

When she said coldly that the more I want to have children, the more she will not stay, this sentence deeply stimulated me, I have no choice, I can only threaten her, I am really afraid that she will do something irreparable in a fit of anger, I told her that as long as she is obedient, I will not only be good to her, but also meet her everything, but if she hits the child's attention, I will not let her go, even her closest people.

Lin Tang, this woman will do whatever she says, I don't have the courage to bet with her this time, I don't dare to provoke her, I'm really worried that she will move the child, I can't predict the consequences, and I don't know what I will do, but I know that if it really happens, then it will really be over between me and her.

Children are not the most important thing, the important thing is that they will become a thorn in each other's hearts, even if they are reconciled, they will be in our hearts and cannot disappear.

Once something happens, no one can change the outcome.

I don't want to, and I don't want to.

When she looked at me indifferently, she spit out a few words without warmth: "Lu Jinnan, you are so ruthless." ”

After she finished speaking, my heart felt like something was choked, and I felt like I was going to suffocate, which made me very uncomfortable.

Watching her turn away, my instinctive reaction was to want to step forward and stop her, but in the end I still didn't move, I hope she can calm down, what she just said is really hurtful.

If I plan to rekindle my old relationship with Chen Bingying, then I will definitely not have a wedding with her, since I have let everyone know about her existence, some things will not happen.

The best way now is for us to stay alone for the time being, but the time passed minute by minute, until Zhou's mother hurriedly came up and told me: "Sir, the young grandmother is out, it's raining outside, do you want to go out and look for it?" ”

"I see, you can rest first!" I said to Zhou's mother lightly, and then got up and walked to the balcony, the sky was really raining, I frowned tightly, I was extremely irritable, the time was not early, where would she go?

She didn't drive, so she definitely wouldn't go far, I took out my mobile phone and dialed Wu Yanran, Yanran's apartment is not far from me, I can't think of anywhere else except her, the phone was quickly connected, I went straight to the point and asked Yanran: "Is Lin Tang where you are?" ”

"Cousin, how can your own wife be here with me?" Yanran responded seriously, I naturally won't believe her words, but I didn't ask questions, but asked Ji Shuo to call her after talking to her, but the result was the same as I thought, she refused, she has finally gotten close to Ji Shuo recently, how could she give up Ji Shuo's tryst for no reason, there must be something that can't leave.

As long as Lin Tang is where she is, I will be relieved, I didn't text her, so as not to annoy me when she sees it.

I thought she would lose her anger every other night, but the next day I didn't get a call from Yanran, and it seemed that this woman was really angry with me.

I wanted to go to pick her up after finishing work in the evening, but at noon I received a call from the United States, it was Chen Bingying's attending doctor, I went to the United States to see Chen Bingying and left his phone number, the reason he called was that Chen Bingying has been in poor condition recently, and she is not good at cooperating with the treatment after the operation, if you go according to this situation, it is very difficult to recover.

I can only call Chen Bingying in person, since I returned to China, I have not contacted her, after all, I am married, I can take care of her as a friend, but still don't have too much contact.

I heard from the phone that Chen Bingying's mood seemed to be bad, but she still didn't tell me the truth, and she refused to say anything, when she asked me if she could return to China for a while, I was a little stunned, why did she ask me if she wanted to go back?

Maybe it was her inquiry that made me feel a little inexplicable, after all, she was from Jiangcheng, she didn't need to ask anyone if she wanted to come back, her inquiry reminded me of the reason why she left in the first place, I wanted to ask my grandmother, but after thinking about it, I still didn't open my mouth in the end.

I agreed with her to come back, and also asked people to book a ticket for her, Chen Bingying returned to Jiangcheng the next night, she had no place to live for the time being, and it was not convenient to live in a hotel, her hand had just undergone surgery, and the living conditions must be restricted, so I arranged her to live in the villa where Lin Tang and I lived before.

At first she didn't agree that it would disturb my life, but I was okay, it was empty anyway.

Chen Bingying's information I also asked the doctor to communicate with the doctor in Jiangcheng, she took her to the hospital for a follow-up the next day, during the party, I called Dr. Le, asked Chen Bingying to wait for the test results first, I walked to the side to answer the phone, Dr. Le told me on the phone: "Is your wife okay?" ”

"Huh?"

"I just saw her in the outpatient clinic, didn't you come with her?"

"Outpatient visits?" A bad idea instantly popped up in my mind, and I hung up the phone in a hurry and dialed Wu Yanran directly, Lin Tang's mobile phone was at home, she didn't even take her mobile phone when she went out that night, I could only find Wu Yanran.

The phone was quickly connected, and I asked Wu Yanran, "Where are you?" ”

Wu Yanran was silent, she should be waiting for Lin Tang's reply, I threatened her that it was better to tell the truth, but Yanran, this girl, is getting bolder, she actually opened her eyes and told me nonsense at home, I sneered, trying my best to control my emotions, and Lin Tang's voice rang on the other end of the phone at this time: "You are so reluctant to me?" ”

"Since you know, come back obediently."

"Why should I listen to you?"

I took a deep breath and gave her an ultimatum, hoping to see her at home before dinner, of course I knew that she was not so easy to compromise, and I did not expect her to be obedient, I just wanted to remind her not to joke with children.

Dr. Lok told me that she was in the hospital, and I really felt scared, I really thought she didn't want to have children.

She hung up the phone, I held the phone and couldn't move, I don't know how long it took, I turned around, and saw Lin Tang and Yanran at a glance, I frowned, and walked towards them, I deliberately pretended not to know and asked, "Why are you in the hospital?" ”

I looked at Lin Tang's gaze, she dodged and didn't look at me, and Yanran explained, "I accompanied my cousin-in-law to come for an examination." ”

I raised my eyebrows, the doubts in my heart were dispelled, and I was about to ask about the situation, when Chen Bingying's voice came from behind me: "Anan, you can get the test results." ”

All along, I didn't deliberately do anything to prevent them from meeting, and now it's no longer what I expected, I made an introduction as I did, but I could see that Lin Tang was not happy, and after a long time I realized that it was not a good thing to hide anything without saying anything, and some things were far better than what she heard from others.

I asked Song Yan to send her and Yanran back first, and I had to accompany Bingying to the doctor to find out the situation, but Lin Tang refused.

Seeing her get into Yanran's car without looking back, my mood was also very low.

Chen Bingying on the side asked me, "Anan, is your wife angry?" ”

"No, she's fine, don't think too much." Looking at the car that was gradually moving away, I turned back to the person next to me and said, "Let's go, I'll accompany you to the doctor." ”

"Okay." Chen Bingying and I walked into the doctor's office one after the other, the results of the examination were not satisfactory, the doctor prescribed drugs with side effects to control them, and if it was still the same as the current situation, then a second operation was going on.

When she came out of the hospital, Chen Bingying didn't say anything, I sent her back to the villa, and also ordered takeout for her, I said to her: "You don't have to worry, it'll be fine, keeping a happy mood is also a great benefit to recovery, take a rest after eating, I still have something to do, I have to leave first." ”

"Okay, you go get busy, I'm fine." She nodded, but I could tell she wasn't in a good mood.

I didn't stay long, I kept thinking about Lin Tang in my heart, I left the villa and drove directly to Yanran's residence, and called her on the way, she said that Lin Tang was sleeping.

I rushed to Yanran's apartment, went straight to Lin Tang's sleeping room, watched her lying quietly on the bed, I walked over and hugged her directly, I hadn't been so close to her for a few days, I couldn't help kissing it at the moment, until she opened her eyes and woke up.

In the face of my arrival, she was indifferent, and said lightly that I was looking for her to solve my physical needs.

Her words were like a stick on top of my head, and sometimes what this woman said could make people angry, and I really wanted to tell her that if I really wanted to solve my needs, then I didn't have to come to her, and just take a woman back to the villa to play whatever I wanted.

I really want to take her brain apart and see what's inside?

I was so angry that I didn't dare to say anything, and if I accidentally said the wrong thing, she could immediately sentence me to death, so that my previous efforts were in vain.

I could only apologize to her, but she didn't listen at all, and even said, "You deliberately dressed up today, right?" You married me and held my wedding for her, right? When Xue Shanshan told me, I didn't believe it at all, but I believed it today. ”

"Don't you think cranky, okay? Not what you think. "I have a headache, I'm really not good at coaxing women, especially the woman in front of me, I can't beat or scold, I can't scold her, I can't take it lightly, I said to her: "If you don't want to see me, I don't live in the villa, but you go back with me." ”

My words, I don't know what went wrong, she immediately ignited her anger the next moment, threatening me that she lived alone in the villa and didn't dare to guarantee that something would happen, I really didn't want to quarrel with her, one was for the sake of the children, and the other was worried about affecting the relationship we had cultivated so hard, I told her about Chen Bingying, but she didn't listen, and in the end I could only compromise and let her continue to live here with Yanran.

Coming out of Yanran's apartment, I sat in the car and smoked cigarette after cigarette, what should I do with her?