Chapter 179: The Evil of the Human Heart (3)
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Life is unique in the world, so we must cherish our own life and the "sex" of others.
This is what Proverbs once said to me.
I've always kept it in my mind.
Therefore, I don't understand why those villagers can easily ruin other people's lives without shame.
It takes more than ten years for a doctor to start from studying medicine to being able to teach people to see a doctor, and the hardships and sweat behind this are no less than the practice of our warlocks.
I feel sad, for the doctors who died, for the villagers, faintly, and even more for the proverbs, I wonder if she had ever suffered such a thing in the past.
The place agreed with Yan Yan is first of all Luoxia Village, where Proverbs is buried, and I want to go and see it before going to Wushan.
Bi Yuntian's influence in southern Xinjiang is quite extensive, even if Luoxia Village is already on the border close to Sheng Liang, along the way, I still met many of their disciples, fortunately, there is Yan Yan's bell as a token, those people saw me and Lin Suwen, so they were not too embarrassed.
When I came to Luoxia Village again, I thought I would be sad, sad, and as sad as when I left, I had nothing to love.
But unexpectedly, standing on that land, thinking about the night when I buried the proverbs, my heart was surprisingly calm.
Those pains, like clouds floating in the sky, layer by layer, once enveloped the whole sky, but under the blowing of the breeze, little by little, scattered, and finally only a faint trace remained.
Sad?
Still sad.
Sad?
There is still sadness.
But compared to the previous collapse of the world and the raging wind and clouds, I am more willing to calm down the whole person and think about those things silently.
Lin Suwen was probably afraid that I wouldn't be able to think about it for a while, and along the way, he looked at me several times intentionally or unintentionally, but when he saw that my expression was as usual, he also kept a face and moved his gaze away.
We found an inn in a nearby town to stay, the southern Xinjiang people were xenophobic, and when they saw me and Lin Suwen, they were obviously dressed as Central Plains people, and the people in the inn were more or less "exposed" with a jealous and curious gaze, but fortunately it was very close to Shengliang, and there were many Central Plains people who came here in previous years, so they only looked at it a few times, and then they all withdrew their eyes and went to do their own things.
put the salute in the inn, and just wanted to open the door and go out, but ran into Lin Suwen, who also came out.
I was embarrassed for a moment and said to him, "I want to go out for a walk." ”
Lin Suwen hummed lightly.
He should have had the same plan as me just now, but seeing that I came out, the two of them had their own plans, and it was not easy to walk together, so he paused, turned around again, and turned back into the room.
I know his intentions.
I came out to see someone.
And that person shouldn't have been what he saw.
Coming out of the inn and walking on the street, the streets of southern Xinjiang are actually very lively, there are doctors selling herbs and medicines, and wandering artists who juggle and sell their arts, walking to a mask stall, and suddenly remembering the night when we set off from southern Xinjiang to return to the Central Plains, Proverbs also stood in front of such a stall, picked up a mask and stayed on his face, and when he took off the mask again, he kept smiling at me.
Was she happy at that time?
I didn't think of that Bi Yuntian, nor did I think of the master who expelled her from the school, but what I saw in my eyes was only me?
I often wonder if she spends more time happy or miserable when she's with me. I said that I would give her happiness, but in the end, what did it bring her?
I went to the liquor store and bought some wine, but when I came out, I saw a group of people gathered in the street, and I could hear the sound of babbling.
When I got closer, it turned out to be an opera.
I don't know if it's the opera troupe that I and Proverbs once listened to, but I can hear that they are not singing the opera that Proverbs and I have listened to, and the noisy and sharp sound penetrates into my ears, faintly, I hear what Tsing Yi on the stage is singing-
Of all the emotions in the world, only lovesickness is the most bitter.
The green clothes were disheveled, the clothes were disheveled, standing on the stage with tears rippling, the sad voice of the listeners wept, and the listeners were sad.
Listening to the introduction of the people around her, this opera sings the story of a woman who misses her husband, but her husband has long since died, so the woman stands in front of her house all day long, watching the intersection where her husband left, waiting, unintentionally dressing up, washing her face with tears, and finally ending up depressed, turning into a cuckoo bird to continue to miss and mourn.
"Of all the feelings in the world, only lovesickness is the most bitter."
I whispered, smiled wryly, and turned away.
There are all kinds of love in the world, and lovesickness is the most bitter.
There are thousands of kinds of sadness, and the unspeakable sadness is the saddest.
I think very few people understand.
When I arrived on the mountain, I saw that the maple leaves on the mountain were red, and a thick layer of leaves had fallen on the grave of Proverbs.
I walked over and stood in front of her grave, which was much shorter than it had been under the wind and rain, and the wood used as a tombstone had become rotten and black, and the name written in blood was no longer clear.
It's hard to believe that under this mound lies my proverbs.
After a moment of silence, he sat down and set the jar aside, and then said to her, "Proverbs, I have come to see you." ”
There was silence all around, except for the sound of the wind blowing through the mountains.
She didn't respond.
I added, "They all said that you are still alive, and I believe that you are still alive, and I have a lot to say, and I wanted to tell you when I found you, but I can't wait." ”
"I'm doing well now, I have a lot of friends, and when I find you, let's go back to Shengjing to see them together, okay?"
"Senior brother has always wanted to see you, that person is stupid, his head is also very wooden, and he once said that he wanted to ask for a marriage for me, senior sister, she ...... The little junior sister is used to "sex" on weekdays, and she is always "chaotic" and "chaotic", but I think that when she understands you, she will definitely like you. ”
As he spoke, he suddenly remembered that Yan Yan had said that if Zhenyan lived, let her take her back to southern Xinjiang, but the plan fell through in an instant.
I could only say, "Hmm...... When I find you, will you go back to the master with Yan Yan first? I heard that your master misses you very much, and the junior sisters in the door are all waiting for you to go back, in fact, I know, I also want to be able to go back to the master's door again, so you wait for me, and when I go back to Shengjing to finish my errands, I will go to you......"
paused, stared at her tombstone, and pretended to be angry and said: "You stupid girl, this time, don't chase after you again, I said that I will come back to you, and I will definitely come back." ”
Then, he sighed and said: "Yan Yan is right, I am an abyss for you, before those dangers are lifted, I have to make sure that you are safe, Proverbs, this loss and regain, it must be God's mercy on me, from now on, no matter what happens, I will not let you leave me again." ”
In the silence, there is still silence.
No one responded.
But I felt that she could hear these words.
So, after a moment, he lowered his head again and said, "I'm sorry, you're right, I've been hiding things from you all along, and when I find you, I'll tell you those secrets about me." ”
The breeze blew and the maple leaves fell, making a rustling sound, falling on my shoulders and being bounced to the ground.
In the silence, I said, "Proverbs, I miss you." ”
I have always felt that Proverbs is still by my side, and I have never left, but when I meet again this time, I suddenly realize that we have not seen each other for almost a year.
"So, this time, let me find you sooner, okay?"
I stayed on the mountain for a long time, and I didn't come down until the evening, and when I was going to go back to the inn, I met Lin Suwen halfway.
He turned his back to the direction of the inn, apparently coming out of the inn to look for me, and when he saw me, he was stunned, and stood where he was.
I walked up to him and asked, "Are you looking for me?" ”
He snorted.
This time, the attitude was frank.
"I accidentally fell asleep on the mountain, and you were worried."
I smiled slightly, and continued, "You haven't had dinner yet, let's have dinner outside and then go back to the inn to rest." ”
He hummed again.
Originally, if I had put it in the past, I would definitely not be able to stand to blame him for this attitude, but there have been a lot of things that have happened recently, and we both need a quiet environment to think about something.
I didn't care about anything with him, I found a clean restaurant and sat down, Lin Suwen has a light taste, and it's not good for sweets, and I don't have a sense of taste, I can eat anything, so I just follow his preferences.
When the meal was served, he put the inkwell aside and ate silently, without saying a word until the meal was finished.
I can't help but worry that what happened in Xingu Village would have too much impact on him, so that there was something unresolved.
So, when he picked up the inkwell and stood up to leave, he subconsciously grabbed his sleeve and asked, "You...... You okay? ”
Lin Suwen was stunned, and then lowered his head: "I'm fine." ”
His tone was still faint, but he felt a little weak.
Perhaps because he was afraid that I would be cranky and worried, he paused and explained, "I'm just thinking about something. ”
I looked up at him, and he then explained, "I'm thinking about the Lin family, and my mother, and ......."
He paused, but stopped speaking.
"And?"
I didn't know why, so I asked him suspiciously.
He paused and seemed to sigh, "And you." ”
"Me?"
Hearing this, I was even more puzzled.
His eyes met me, still as calm as ever: "Do you really think that girl is still alive?" ”
I didn't expect that even he would say these things that I knew would upset me, so I let go of his sleeves and stagger away.
Seeing my attitude, he really didn't say any more, was silent, and just said: "When I was very young, my mother told me one thing, about the head of Biyuntian, about that Wushan, and perhaps, it is also related to your mother...... I have some doubts in my heart, and I can only give you answers when I get there. ”
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