Chapter 488: Break Up
"I'm sorry." Gu Xizi's lips touched lightly, and three syllables sounded, gently, softly, like the first snow falling on the roof, obviously so gentle, but it was three words that Shu Aohan didn't want to hear.
"On this day, you have already said sorry to me countless times, Xizi, don't say these three words again, I feel very uncomfortable listening to them." Shu Aohan told Gu Xizi very calmly, but when he said the last sentence, his voice was choked.
"I used to think I could.
When you just broke up with Zhong Jin Yun, I thought I could make you forget about Jin Yun and fall in love with me. I thought that by being with you all the time you were at your worst, you would realize my presence. I thought that as long as it was long enough, as long as I was attentive enough, I could always do it. I thought you would be as reluctant to give up on me as I was for you. But I thought it was just me that you were going to leave me, without hesitation.
Xizi, you can never see my sadness. β
Shu Aohan's voice was calm and gentle, but it was full of forbearance.
Gu Xizi had never seen Shu Aohan like this. In Gu Xizi's heart, Shu Aohan has always been proud, powerful, and despises everything. But now because of herself, Shu Aohan has shown such a fragile side, Gu Xizi has a deep sense of guilt in her heart, but she doesn't know how to respond, she can't give Shu Aohan hope anymore, the more unbearable she is now, the more cruel she will be in the future.
"Ao Han, I have always been grateful to you, you are the one who helped me and accompanied me when I was most embarrassed, you are like a brother and friend in my heart, but..."
Before Gu Xizi could finish speaking, his words were interrupted by Shu Aohan: "Don't say, don't say..."
Shu Aohan closed his eyes, his face was as fragile and painful as he had never been, looking at Shu Aohan like this, no matter how firm the decision in his heart was, Gu Xizi couldn't say anything to hurt him at this moment.
The atmosphere between the two suddenly quieted down, Shu Aohan still closed his eyes and frowned, Gu Xizi stared at the desktop blankly and didn't know what he was thinking.
At this moment, Gu Xizi's phone rang, and the ringtone made the seemingly static picture flow again. Shu Aohan opened his eyes, and Gu Xizi also took out his mobile phone to see who called.
It turned out to be Zhong Jinyun, Gu Xizi stepped aside and picked up the phone.
I just got connected and heard Zhong Jin Yun's angry voice on the phone: "My Queen, where are you doing now?" Did you miss me? β
Gu Xizi couldn't laugh when he heard it: "How can you have a mouth like a hundred thousand whys is a series of questions, and we have only been separated for a long time before you ask me if I miss you, and I am not too tired." β
"We've been separated for four hours, 240 minutes, 14,400 seconds, don't you know that I want to be with you every second? After being separated for so long, whether you want to miss me or not, I miss you anyway. Zhong Jinyun strongly refuted Gu Xizi's statement.
Gu Xizi listened to Zhong Jinyun's voice, as if he had suddenly found the source of his strength, swept away the depression just now, and smiled and fought with Zhong Jinyun: "You can talk, right, such a big person, sticking people like a child, you said that let your fans know that their idol is such a childish ghost in private, will they still like you?" β
"Then I don't care, I don't care if the fans like me or not, I'm satisfied if you like me. Moreover, I only have such a clingy and childish appearance in front of you. Zhong Jin Yun really expressed his love for Gu Xizi all the time.
Although the flesh is numb, Zhong Xizi is very useful, probably this is the so-called, IQ is zero in love.
After a few minutes of greasy and crooked conversation with Zhong Jinyun, Gu Xizi hung up the phone. She raised her head, her face was full of happiness one second, but the next second it froze on her face: Shu Aohan was looking at her silently.
ββ¦β¦ I ...... "Gu Xizi didn't know what to say, Shu Aohan was silent and made him feel uncomfortable, after all, he hurt him, no matter how sorry he was, he couldn't make up for the injury."
"I'll take you home after dinner." After being silent for a long time, Shu Aohan finally spoke, and only said this lightly, without the intention of accusing Gu Xizi.
"Eh, no need, I'll ......" Gu Xizi was about to open her mouth to reject Shu Aohan, but she saw the sadness in the other party's eyes, which made her unable to open her mouth to refuse, "Then thank you." β
"I don't have to say thank you." The sadness in those deep pupils was even thicker, and Gu Xizi, who was directly pressed, was out of breath.
ββ¦β¦ Well. Gu Xizi replied sullenly, "I've eaten, let's go." β
The two of them were also silent during the next time in the car, but they scared Zhan Ling enough, thinking that these two people had some kind of conflict.
There was nothing to say all the way, and Gu Xizi was almost crushed by this silence. She kept praying in her heart: drive faster, drive faster!
It seemed that the heavens heard her prayer, and Zhan Ling drove the car fast along the way, probably oppressed by this suffocating silence. Finally, her apartment was in sight.
"I'm here, thank you for taking me home." As soon as the car stopped steadily, Gu Xizi couldn't wait to push the car door and walked down.
"I said it, and I don't have to thank me." Shu Aohan didn't get out of the car first to open the door for Gu Xizi as usual this time, he sat in the car, rolled down the window, and looked at Gu Xizi. "You're in such a hurry to get home? Want to leave me so much? β
"I ...... No, I still have a lot of manuscripts to write, and I'm running out of time......" Gu Xizi said curtly, but both of them knew that this was just an excuse.
"Xizi, can you ...... Kiss me again? Shu Aohan asked cautiously, as if he was afraid of scaring Gu Xizi.
"I ...... Sorry, I can't do that. Gu Xizi was indeed taken aback, she instinctively took two steps back and distanced herself from Shu Aohan, but as everyone knows, this move stabbed him deeply.
ββ¦β¦ Good night, Xizi. Shu Aohan stopped looking at her, spit out four words, and then closed the car window.
In the car, Zhan Ling glanced at the president carefully, and was just about to speak: "Young ......" "I know." Shu Aohan interrupted him and said coldly.
"Then ......" Why don't you stop it, knowing that there have been paparazzi who have been secretly photographed? Zhan Ling was puzzled, but he knew that the young master's mind was difficult to guess, so he didn't ask him.
"Drive." Shu Ao spoke coldly, and Zhan Ling didn't say anything more, and started the car dutifully.
"......" Gu Xizi watched Shu Aohan's car drive away in a daze, with mixed feelings in his heart. Shu Aohan was so tall before, it didn't seem to be the same person as the man who was cautiously begging for a kiss just now. And the culprit that made him like this is himself.
Standing in place for a while, Gu Xizi shook his head with a wry smile, but he still didn't make it clear today, looking at Shu Aohan's sad face, for some reason, the words that reached his mouth were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't spit out a word. "Forget it, let's talk about it next time." Thinking like this, Gu Xizi turned around and went home.
Sitting in front of the computer, I couldn't type a word. As long as she thought of Shu Aohan's face, she couldn't calm down. Time passed slowly, but there was never a single word left on the computer. Gu Xizi finally turned off the computer irritably and simply went to sleep.
The sky hadn't fully lit up, but Gu Xizi's mobile phone at the bedside was noisy.
The first time Gu Xizi lay on the bed, he didn't even bother to move his fingers. The unhappiness of being woken up made her let the bell continue to ring.
Finally, the phone was quiet. Before Gu Xizi could turn over and prepare to continue sleeping, the mobile phone rang again. Gu Xizi realized that there might be something important, so he got up and picked up the phone.
"Hello?"
"Gu Xizi, why did you answer the phone! You're not still sleeping, are you?! You get up and look at the computer, really, I don't know what the hell you think! Before Gu Xizi could say the second sentence, the other party roared wildly.
Hearing her talk about the computer, Gu Xizi had a bad feeling in her heart, could it be that she was photographed by the paparazzi when she was with Zhong Jinyun? But they've been very hidden, haven't they? Could it be yesterday at his doorstep......
The more I thought about it, the worse it became, but the only thing Gu Xizi could do now was to turn on the computer and see what was going on.
Gu Xizi opened the computer with trembling hands, opened the browser, and sure enough, the eye-catching headline in the news made her completely slump in the chair.
"Shocked! A well-known female editor who is engaged has a private meeting with a well-known male star at night! β
Gu Xizi clicked on the title in a trembling manner, and what caught his eye was first two photos. One is a photo of her and Zhong Jinyun hugging each other at the door of his house, although her face is a little blurry, but compared with the second clearer photo, it is clear who the person on it is.
And the second one is a picture of Shu Aohan sending him home and talking to her in the car downstairs last night. The angle was extremely tricky, and the two in the photo seemed to be kissing at close range.
Slender fingers trembled slightly, Gu Xizi finished reading this article, and talked about how she was shameless all the time, obviously she had a marriage contract with Shu Aohan, but she came out of the home of the popular male star Zhong Jinyun, and the gesture of the two embracing each other could be seen as long as they were individuals, it was a couple in love.
And after dating an underground lover, he shamelessly went to his fiancΓ© for dinner, and the analysis in the article is that he is probably going to ask for money, otherwise for a woman who is a little ashamed, she will feel a little guilty about the original after the tryst, unless, this person is a slut.
Gu Xizi sat in front of the computer in a daze, his mind blank. Originally, she still thought that Shu Aohan would open his mouth and dump her, so that he could retain his dignity. But now it's good, before the words are clear, she put a green hat on him in front of the public.
If this continues, not only Shu Aohan's face will be affected, but Zhong Jinyun will also be involved, and the popular TV series "Warm Love" will definitely be affected. This was the last time she collaborated with Shu Aohan, and Gu Xizi didn't want to mess it up.