Chapter 163: If it hurts too much, it doesn't hurt anymore

That night, Jian Hai's condition stabilized and he was transferred to a general ward. When Jiang Yan knew, he just nodded and didn't say anything more.

Yin Xun and Pei Yan stayed to look at Jiang Yan, and Jian's father and mother went to see Jian Hai first.

At dawn, Qi Wei and Jian Kun also came. It's just that the people who are usually lively can't say anything until now.

"Yanyan, I'll go get you something to eat." Yin Xun asked Jiang Yan softly, but Jiang Yan still ignored her, just like this, sitting quietly.

Jiang Yan didn't answer, just sat still, Jiang Qian's funeral was done by Yin Xun, that day, Jiang Yan knelt in front of the grave, kneeled for a day, no one persuaded him, and then, he went back to the hospital and sat there day and night. Jian Hai's condition is also gradually improving, and all indicators have reached normal, but he is still in a coma, Pei Yan looked at the situation, and only frowned, saying that it was good, and it was not good to say that it was not good.

"Uncle and aunt, it's hard for me to say that I can give you the answer just based on this bit of data." Pei Yan looked at the report in front of him and sighed.

Jane's father and Jane's mother glanced at each other, and they knew it in their hearts. Mother Jian looked at Pei Yan, "I just want to ask, is it possible for Xiaohai to wake up?" As parents, we don't dare to ask too much, but we just say that in our current state, if Xiaohai can wake up, I'm afraid that it will be fine. ”

"I naturally know this," Pei Yan looked at the data, what he was most afraid of was not that the data was not good, but that the data was too good, but he couldn't start, judging from Jian Hai's will, it was not that he didn't want to wake up, but that he couldn't wake up, and he didn't know where to wake up.

"Wouldn't it be better to let words stimulate the excitement?"

"I think so," Shang Yi stood next to Pei Yan, holding a teacup, "Jian Hai may not wake up by then, Jiang Yan is completely useless." Now her situation is completely self-defeating, not to mention anything else, the child is also very dangerous now, and the mother's sense of survival is too weak. ”

Mother Jian was stunned, nodded, her eyes were red, if Jian Hai really couldn't do it, then this child would be a posthumous child, no matter what, this child, the Jian family must have it.

"Auntie, don't be too anxious, we'll figure it out too." Pei Yan smiled reluctantly and comforted Mother Jane, now I can only say this, otherwise how can I say it, your son is like this, there is no help?

Mother Jane knows the meaning behind this sentence, but this parent is like this, unwilling.

Pei Yan's mobile phone standing on the table shook, looked at Yin Xun's phone, looked at Jian's mother, and picked up the phone, "Hey, Yin Xun, what's wrong?" ”

"Pei Yan, it's no good, Jiang Yan is gone!"

"What!" Pei Yan stood up in surprise.

"Qi Wei looked at the surveillance, Jiang Yan went to the balcony, I'll go up now." Yin Xun's voice was a little breathless.

Pei Yan's brows furrowed, "You wait, I'll go find you right away." ”

"Words?" Yin Xun rushed out and saw Jiang Yan standing on the edge of the railing, Pei Yan followed closely, looking at Jiang Yan, unable to get angry.

"Yin Xun, do you know, many times, a woman's sixth sense, you have to believe." Jiang Yan stood on the rooftop, looking like a paper man, as if he was about to fly away.

"It's too cold on the words, let's go down and talk about it."

Jiang Yan shook his head slowly, "No, here, let me feel very sober, I feel like I've never been so sober." ”

"Jiang Yan, you have to know that your life, your child's life, is how many people's lives have been exchanged, you have to cherish it!" Pei Yan looked at Jiang Yan, afraid that she would go down in a daze. At this time, people who say they are sober are often the least sober.

"After my mommy died, I was thinking, who do you think will be next? My mommy, it's good to be born with a sixth sense, you know. Otherwise, she wouldn't have gone that day. She stood in front of me, and I felt something hot splash on my face. It was my mommy's blood, and she fell into my arms. She was afraid of pain, she was very afraid of pain, but that time, she smiled at me again, how much it hurt, so much blood, she was not afraid at all, and she told me not to be afraid. ”

Yin Xun thought about getting close to Jiang Yan, "Yanyan, the past is over, you are also a mother to be, calm down." ”

"I felt like my brain was exploding. Jiang's mother was the same at that time, she was so abnormal that day, but I didn't feel it at all, you know? I've always felt like I loved her, I've always felt like I knew her, but I didn't know anything. ”

"The world is unpredictable, and you are not to blame." Yin Xun's palms were full of cold sweat, she was afraid, but she was more angry.

"Jiang's mother is also dead. At that time, I even blamed Jian Hai and blamed him for not telling me, but I knew what to do, I was such a useless person, I was such a protected existence. Jiang Yan's loose hair was blown by the wind, as if it was about to devour her face. Actually, I don't blame him, I just hate myself, I hate myself for being incompetent, I hate myself for not being able to do anything. ”

Downstairs, Qi Wei and Jian Kun commanded the propped up the inflatable cushion, just in case. The fire truck also arrived, ready to go to the rescue.

"Jiang Yan, let me tell you, if you do this again, I will be very angry." Yin Xun looked at Jiang Yan, she hated not waking her up earlier. "Everyone, it's for you willingly, don't make yourself suffer any great kindness, yes, you're right, you don't deserve a person like you, but you just suffer it. So, now, live well, give birth to the child, no matter what Jian Hai is, this child, you have to raise it yourself and raise it yourself! ”

Jiang Yan stood and looked ahead, his eyes didn't even focus, "Yin Xun, next to me, really, no, someone." ”

"Child, isn't it your relative?" Pei Yan looked at Jiang Yan, he has never liked women who are too emotional, but such a woman has her own sorrows. "She will be your closest person, you love her, Jian Hai also loves her, she is what Jian Hai left you, this world is, a unique life."

Yin Xun looked at Pei Yan, this person usually speaks in a mess, but he said it very well at the critical moment.

"Dongque will come again, he will definitely come again." Jiang Yan looked at Yin Xun and smiled, that kind of smile was a smile that Yin Xun had never seen before.

Not helplessness, not fear, not hatred.

It's a kind of smile, relieved.

It's like, it's coming, it's coming, I know, generally.

"Words?"

"I think, it's time for me to go see Jian Hai."

Everyone didn't understand what Jiang Yan was thinking now. Just looked at her, left the most dangerous place, and walked into Jian Hai's ward.

Jian Hai lay on the bed, quietly. Jiang Yan sat down beside him, "It's been a long time since I've seen you so quiet." ”

Jiang Yan reached out and touched Jian Hai's face, "It's been so long, it's not like this, let's have a good rest." Before, you have always guarded me, and now, it is my turn to guard you. ”

Yin Xun pushed everyone out, thinking, let them talk to themselves.

"Jian Hai, if you don't wake up soon, I'm really, going to be angry. I seemed really, never so desperate and scared. My dad died, you know, he protected me, he protected our children, he was stabbed to death by Dongque, with a knife. That day, I saw a lot of blood, bright red and bright red, and you said, how much blood should be left, how much pain it was. It hurts. Jiang Yan leaned over slightly and lay on Jian Hai's chest.

"You see, I can still hear your heartbeat, and they say, you may not live long, so I don't believe it."

"Xiaowan, in my belly, is very obedient and well-behaved. It's just, I don't know, can I insist on giving birth to her, I knew before that you would accompany me, I wasn't afraid of anything, but now, I'm afraid of anything, you know? Xiaozhi, I don't dare to let him come back, I can't even take care of myself, how can I take good care of him. ”

"Jian Hai, I heard that if a person hurts a lot, he will become numb, but why, my heart is still so painful now, and my throat is still bitter? You know, my dad, before he died, said a lot of things that he never said. If he had told me before, I would have thought something was wrong with him, but that day, I was scared, and he wouldn't say this to me, unless, he was about to die, and I was afraid that there would be no chance. ”

Jiang Yan took Jian Hai's hand, in the past, he was the one who held her, but now, she has been replaced.

"Dongque, I haven't been caught yet, and now there is no one around me, but I still can't be careless. Jian Hai, you just need to know that I love you very much, but because I love you, I have to do it. You'll forgive me, won't you? Jiang Yan took Jian Hai's hand and put it on his face.

"In the past 20 years, half of your life has been me, and I have made your life short. I wonder if you'd be better off without me for the rest of your life. At least, I'm not here, Dongque won't come to you again, Mom and Dad, you, Yin Xun, Qi Wei and they will be safe. And I, this world is so big, there will always be a place for me. ”

The tears fell little by little, and the grievances in my heart poured out like a flood.

"Don't blame me, I don't want it either, but Jian Hai, I don't want anything now, I just want you to live, as long as you live, we will meet again one day."

Jiang Yan got up, dropped a kiss on Jian Hai's forehead, and asked his dry lips again.

"Jian Hai, I love you, since the age of sixteen or seventeen, my heart is yours."

Jiang Yan looked at Jian Hai's sleeping appearance and smiled, "Look, you didn't get up to stop me and let me stay." After speaking, I seemed to feel a little relieved in my heart.

Walked out of the room and closed the door.

Jian Hai, we will end up, the fate is shallow, even if the love is deep, so what.