Chapter 133: Hiding Joy and Sorrow Determined to leave

"Zhen... Zhen Han ......"

The voice was hoarse.

Strange name, strange woman, but it's his... Favorite?

So, what about me?

Since I met him, I have never heard of this name, and all kinds of news about him are flying all over the sky, but there is no one about a woman named Zhen Han...

He's kidding, right?

I slowly rolled my gaze to look at him, "What, what do you mean?" ”

As I spoke, tears in the corners of my eyes rushed out like ice fountains.

Qin Yan raised his eyes slightly and stretched out his hand to stop the tears, but the tears slipped down from the gap again.

The four eyes met again, not staring, not affectionate.

"You always like to cry..."

With a cold sentence, I immediately cried, and my body trembled slightly, but when I pulled it to the sore spot, I cried more violently.

Tears blurred his eyelashes, blurred his vision, and his appearance became hazy.

But his eyes were clear, and he pulled out a piece of paper to dry my tears, "In the third year I went abroad, I knew her, I always felt lonely at that time, but she always liked to follow me, I hated it at first, but habit is a terrible thing, one day hate, two days hate... After half a year and a year, I was a little dependent, maybe I didn't want to be lonely anymore, I wanted to find someone to be by my side, and finally, I agreed to be with her, she was very happy, and since then I have made an agreement that when I return to China, I will get married, so she looks forward to the day of returning home every day......

But on the day she was about to return home, she suddenly had an accident, she was murdered, she died a terrible death, her killer used her to threaten me with trade secrets, she failed, and by the time I prepared everything, she was already dead......"

I looked at him, and he was talking about the past quietly, and I saw the wounds in his eyes.

At this time, I slowly understood that if I was a calamity in Qin Yan's life, then Zhen Han was a wound on his love path.

A person like him can show such a look, maybe he really loves.

Although it is brief, the pain in it is known only to him.

I looked at his appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, I suddenly felt suffocated, they have lived together for so many years, maybe there are too many memories, but he simply picked such a paragraph, if he doesn't stop, it seems that he can say that he is old?

But he wanted to say, but I didn't want to hear it anymore, "I... Don't help. ”

The hoarse affirmation, in exchange for the gloom of the moment he raised his eyes, made my heart cold.

Why should I help? Why should I help?

After a long silence, he stretched out his finger faintly and pointed directly at the position of the jade, "Your mother is in the jade, and there are hundreds of ghosts in the jade, each one... They all devour each other......"

"You ......"

He was forcing me, threatening me, and suddenly I was short of breath and wanted to get up, but as soon as my body moved, every nerve was pricked by a needle.

'Bang bang' There was a slight knock on the door, and a female voice came, 'Ah Yan? I'm a little uncomfortable......

Qin Yan got up suddenly, I reached out and grabbed his clothes, he looked down, frowned, but replied, "Think about it, I asked you to help her, not to kill you, and then you will be safe and sound, rest first......"

Through the crack in the door, I saw her soft body falling into Qin Yan's arms, and the corners of her mouth pulled up a coquettish smile, where was the uncomfortable look, this scene was deliberately made people see, I just sneered.

His eyes fell on the jade on the table, and his heart was uncertain, but after seeing the floating red, which gradually became his mother's hideous but sad face, his hands clenched into fists, Qin Yan, you forced me...

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October came to the last day, and the sky was a dazzling blue, with sunshine, which was the color that should be after the rain.

I was woken up by a beam of sunlight, my body was cold and weak, and the warmth of the sun was also a good medicine, and I felt warm, if it weren't for the light shining on a beautiful haggard face, then everything would have been so pleasant.

After leaving Qin Yan last night, I fell into a long stupor, and when I woke up, the pain in my body was slightly reduced.

The bedroom was empty except for me, struggling to get up, and then going down **, barefoot to the balcony, trying to soak my body in the sun.

At this time, the door was pushed open, and I looked over, it was Qin Yan, holding a bowl of porridge in his hand, but his eyes fell on my ** feet.

Neither of them spoke, but I walked over first, took the bowl in his hand, sat down on the edge of the ** alone, drank with a spoon, drank a little fiercely, almost choked, and swallowed hard, seeing him, it seemed to bring out all my bad emotions, but I endure it now, my body is weak, my head is stuffy, if I don't eat, I have a stiff relationship with him at this time, but I suffer myself, I don't want to go on like this.

So, I drank the porridge in a big gulp, and I didn't look up at him, I knew that he had been standing aside until the porridge bowl was at the bottom of the bowl, and he didn't speak, "There is still porridge, I'll serve it to you?" ”

I nodded and handed him the bowl, not wanting to look at him, but he bowed his head slightly and insisted on meeting my gaze, I looked away, he lowered his eyes, and walked out.

The door closed, I chewed the porridge slowly, as if I couldn't swallow it, my eyes only looked at the sunshine, but there were silent tears drowning joy and sorrow.

I just remembered the look he had just insisted on looking at me......

Eyes focus on Qingbo, look forward to Mangu. Suddenly there is affection, but it is ruthless.

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On the morning of this day, after Qin Yan brought the second bowl of porridge, he left.

He went to the company, I think, he won't come back at noon today, as for the evening... I think I should talk to him.

I didn't expect that at two o'clock in the afternoon, when I was sitting on a lawn lounger in thick clothes and basking in the sun, a shadow was blocked on my face, and when I opened my eyes, I didn't expect him to come, Zou Gradually.

I wasn't surprised when he came, I always felt in my heart that it was normal for him to come.

"You're blocking my sun."

Zou gradually listened, slowly moving away, and his gaze kept to my face.

Suddenly, he suddenly squatted down and squatted next to me, "The little girl has lost weight..."

As he spoke, he reached out and pinched my side cheek gently, and when he moved away, the warmth of his fingers was still there.

And I didn't move, my eyes still closed, and I didn't say a word.

After stopping for a long time, Zou gradually sat directly on the grass, took off his suit jacket and just wanted to throw it away but paused, and finally covered my body, his arms were naturally propped up on both sides of the chaise longue, and I was encircled in it.

With my eyes closed, my scorching breath was real, getting closer and closer.

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