Chapter 30: The Circumstances of Life
"This is not a flower, this is the nourishment and growth of the soul."
I looked at this flower carefully, so vivid, like a vivid hand, the tip of the flower is thin and long, the flower leaves are round and fleshy, the color is very bright, there is no half a leaf on the root, I was ready to pick one, but was beaten down by Meng Po's hand.
"This... I just looked, touched, and didn't move. I looked at Meng Po's serious appearance in embarrassment and rubbed my hands.
"This flower used to be a life with a soul, and now it is also unable to move, so don't hurt them."
After Meng Po finished speaking, she continued to walk slowly over, and I found that this flower was really vast, I couldn't see the boundary at a glance, just like blood red, if the eyes were not good, then what I saw was blood everywhere.
"This?"
"This is the flower of the other side, both poignant and bleak." The corners of Meng Po's mouth turned up, and she looked back at me meaningfully, but I didn't know what I meant.
Following behind Meng Po, this journey is like going through a lifetime, boring and boring, life is really like this, but what does Meng Po mean to me like this?
When I walked through the sea of flowers on the other side, when I came to the end, it was a river, it didn't look far, but why did the people who crossed the bridge look bitter, they walked in the opposite direction to me, I watched these people walk like me step by step, but why can't they walk into me, it's getting farther and farther.
"On the bridge? What are you standing there for? "Mrs. Meng waved like me, gentle like an amiable old woman, but isn't this really strange? The Meng Po in my eyes is not like this!
"Meng Po, it's really strange for me to see people on the bridge, obviously walking towards me, but why are they getting farther and farther away from me?"
"You may have bad eyes, let the ghost insects eat the eye nerves, and see the flowers, where is there anyone?" With a slight wave of Meng Po's hand, the figures that she had seen just now turned into green smoke and drifted everywhere.
I rubbed my eyes vigorously, no way, I just saw it.
"Then Meng Po, you let me go up this bridge, but what can I do about the bridge?" However, the bridge, all the unjust souls enter the last stop of reincarnation.
"Will it be good for me if I let you enter the path of reincarnation?" Meng Po asked me rhetorically, I just couldn't think of anything wrong.
"It's me who thinks too much."
I took a deep breath and trembled on the bridge, the water below is not water, but it looks like water, but the bones of Bai Sensen inside keep swimming with the water, rolling, making people unconsciously numb all over the body.
"Be careful, don't let the ghost pull it down, you're not a ghost now, you have the breath of a living person on your body, it's best not to look down." Meng Po's warning sounded in my ears, and I shivered and followed closely behind.
"Nana, come down and play..."
"Nana, this place is free, it's heaven on earth, hurry down..."
The voice of a girl when I was a child kept ringing in my ears, wasn't this the voice of a strange girl?
I suddenly remembered that when I was a child, I was often withdrawn and arrogant, and because of the company of this strange girl, I became more and more withdrawn, but it has been more than ten years, how can there be her voice, is she dead.
I slowly poked my head out, and saw the dirty linen robe, the whole hat covering her face, leaving one of her mouths closed in the water.
"Strange girl, why are you here?"
I stepped on the edge of the bridge and looked at the strange girl, but I was scolded by Meng Po.
"Who will allow you to disobey and turn back?"
Meng Po's voice was still scolding me in my ears, and there were a pair of hands on my feet, these hands were fleshy and small, I looked over, An Xiaodou was half soaked in water, and her stupid little face smiled at me.
"When will my sister come home, Dad is angry with me again."
Everything was bright all around, and I looked, isn't this my father's mansion? Isn't it possible that it hasn't been taken away by the bank? Dad's company obviously went out of business, and it was my grandmother who took us back to the countryside, and my father died.
"Sister, what are you doing upstairs, the homework that the teacher assigned me today is to cut a small dragonfly, you can help me." Downstairs, An Xiaodou was holding a small dragonfly pattern of paper, and the fleshy hand was holding scissors and cutting it crookedly, which was really stupid.
I had just taken half a step and thought, hasn't this little dragonfly's homework been done? I also won the commendation of Little Red Flower, did I travel back to a year ago? You want me to remind my dad in advance.
But isn't that right? If that's the time? Then Dad's company is also on the verge of danger now? If you want to change, it is less than three months when An Xiaodou was born, which was the rising period, and it was also the time when the secretary was preparing to plan.
I held my forehead and closed my eyes, and when I opened it again, I saw the stroller downstairs, what was going on? That stroller is so familiar, huh? Didn't I buy it when An Xiaodou was just full moon?
"Sister, Doudou is so hungry, I want to drink grandma, hehe..."
I looked at all this indifferently, what the hell is it? Can I turn what I think into reality?
"Who are you?" I questioned upstairs.
"Sister, I'm Doudou, I'm so hungry..."
"How can a three-month-old child, no, be considered a baby, speak?"
As soon as I finished speaking, the light in my eyes dimmed instantly, and there was a faint river bottom in front of me, and I was standing on the bridge, and there was a snake-tailed thing swimming under the bridge, looking at me with resentment.
"Anana, you can't stay on the bridge, get up."
I turned around and continued to follow behind Meng Po, this bridge doesn't look very long, but it is much longer than the sea of flowers on the other side, and I also avoided the people who were swimming back and forth, it should be ghosts, they didn't avoid anything, and passed directly through my body.
And this bridge is only for me to take a step and shake it, and their feet are completely immobile, even when Meng Po walks up, this bridge does not move, so I am alone.
"Meng Po, are you still human?"
"Why do you ask?" Meng Po didn't reply, and was silent for a while before speaking.
"It's fine!"
I looked up at the dim sky, where am I going? Feng Ye said that Meng Po could save me, but why did she take me this way? What I just saw was some life events, and the book also said that people will see the past of this life after death, so am I counted?
I looked back at the snake tail attached to my trouser legs, she was now small, not as big as just now, I put my hands behind my back, let her climb up my trouser legs into my palms, and looked at Meng Po in front of me who did not look back, and quietly put it in my trouser pocket.