Everyone has their own opinion on the understanding of feelings. And most people will feel that these two words contain too many things, such as love, such as family affection.

However, no matter what kind of emotion it is, when it passes, there will be a more or less inexplicable sense of detachment, and some may even feel completely hollowed out.

Fang Yuan's feelings for Yaxi belonged to the latter, and when she decided to let go of this relationship, she suddenly felt as if her whole person had been hollowed out.

A relationship that has accompanied her for a whole youth, although it has always been just her unrequited love, but after all, she has paid too much in it. It's like a bowl of well-prepared dishes, and if you don't taste it carefully, you have to throw it away, and the feeling of loss and emptiness must only be experienced by those who have experienced it.

Before school started, Fang Yuan went back to his hometown. After going back, she naturally had less contact with Li Xian, and now she is only thinking about preparing for the start of school.

Thinking about the good times that were wasted by herself before, she also regrets it now, thinking that now she will make a final sprint, and maybe she can find a good job after graduation.

She didn't want to rely on Fang Wei for the rest of her life, she had heard some words from Fang Wei intermittently before, probably what Jiang Yifan meant, saying that she would go to his company after Fang Yuan graduated.

Fang Yuan didn't want to, he didn't want to be looked at with pity.

Her parents didn't seem to know what happened to her in City C, and just asked her why she didn't come back with Fang Wei, and she only said that Fang Wei was busy and didn't have time.

Probably all parents want their children to be by their side all the time.

After waiting for a few days, I finally looked forward to the day of school, almost everyone who has been a student has felt like this, when I go to school, I wish I had a holiday, and I look forward to the start of school during the holiday, and I start looking forward to the holiday after the school starts.

This cycle is repeated, constituting many of us have memories of youth.

However, for Fang Yuan, compared with previous years, this year has not had so many expectations, let alone so excited, and some are just lonely.

Every night before school in the past, she would lose because of excitement, and of course the reason for the excitement was because of Yahi.

At that time, as long as she thought that she would see him soon, she would be so excited that she couldn't sleep, thinking about what to wear tomorrow to make him notice, and what to say in the first sentence would not seem very deliberate.

But this year, she didn't need any of this, but despite this, she still had insomnia before the start of school, and she didn't know the reason.

I was so confused but I couldn't find the reason, so I came over for one night, and the next day I entered the school with two dark circles under my eyes.

There is no careful dressing, no deliberate looking for his figure in the crowd, this time it is so calm that it can't be calmer, which perfectly interprets the definition of passing by.

This time, I really didn't have to look up again to make my heart beat faster, and this time I finally didn't have to follow him stupidly.

This time, maybe it's really put down.

Finally, one day, I can walk past you calmly and without squinting, maybe that day proves that I don't love you anymore.

Love is like this sometimes, you never know when it will come, let alone when it will go, maybe just in a certain moment and a certain sentence, love will slip away quietly.

"Oh, this is big news, Fang Yuan was able to be so calm after seeing Yaxi, he was able to turn a blind eye, let's hear it, is there something that happened between the two of you in this summer vacation that we don't know."

Several of Fang Yuan's roommates surrounded Fang Yuan very gossiping, this was the first time they had seen such a situation, of course they were very interested. You must know that when Fang Yuanyuan saw Yaxi in the past, he would blush and his heart beat faster, and he was nervous and overwhelmed. However, she can be so calm today.

Fang Yuan didn't have the heart to answer their questions, he packed up his things by himself, and several classmates couldn't help but pout.

"Yo, it's only been a few days since you see you, you look down on people like this, you still think you are amazing." The roommate deliberately joked and provoked.

Fang Yuan was still silent, which was quite surprising, one of them who had a good relationship with her seemed to have seen some clues, and only quietly asked her if something was wrong after the other people left.

However, Fang Yuan didn't stop what he was doing, and while he was busy, he replied, "It's okay, I'm fine, or do you think I'm in trouble?" ”

Fang Yuan hadn't mentioned Yaxi to anyone again, let alone the events of that night, she felt that as long as she didn't mention it again, she wouldn't think about it again.

She also believes that everything that used to be will pass.

After school in the evening, Li Xian still came to the school gate early to pick her up as usual. The surrounding classmates couldn't help but exclaim every time they saw the limousine that Fang Yuan came up.

"No wonder people ignore you now, it's holding your thighs!" Yaxi's classmates jokingly told him, Yaxi was annoyed when she heard it, and replied coldly: "Don't talk nonsense, that person is her brother, I've seen it before." ”

Such an explanation is difficult for even him to convince himself, and how can others believe it.

"Yes! It's the kind of brother who is an older brother during the day and a boyfriend at night! A few of the surrounding classmates made a fuss here, which finally completely angered the always gentle Yahi.

He unceremoniously gave the man a big mouth, and the man took two steps back, then looked at him incredulously, and said in surprise: "What are you crazy about!" ”

Yaxi didn't know what was wrong with him, only when facing Fang Yuan's affairs, it was always difficult for him to control his emotions.

The man was not a good stubble, and when Aki was distracted, he suddenly stepped forward and punched and kicked each other. Yahi was not so easy to deal with, and dodged the man's attack in three or two clicks.

Eventually, the two scuffled together.

The car was already some distance away from the school gate, Li Xian saw the scene at the school gate through the rearview mirror, and he didn't care, but turned his head and asked Fang Yuan, "What are you going to eat tonight?"

Fang Yuan suddenly grinned: "Boss, do you have any love pills?" Li Xian was suddenly stunned, not knowing how to answer.

These days can be said to be very comfortable, Jiang Yifan doesn't have to go to the company every day, he stays home with her every day. And Qiao Xing will occasionally create some surprises for him, such as getting up one morning and making him breakfast.

When Jiang Yifan came out of the bedroom, he saw the simple breakfast on the dining table, and couldn't help but exclaim, "You made all this?"

You must know that in the past, Qiao Xing was a person who didn't touch the spring water with his fingers, and he rarely even entered the kitchen. Jiang Yifan doubted that she could distinguish between oil, salt, sauce and vinegar.

Seeing Jiang Yifan's surprised and happy appearance, Qiao Xing was very satisfied, and her efforts were not in vain.

"These are all made by Qiao Xing herself, I just helped her point out on the side." Aunt Zhang came out with the last dish and said as she walked.

Qiao Xing stood aside and was silly, Jiang Yifan glanced at the breakfast on the table again, and couldn't help but exclaim again: "It turns out that good-looking people cook good-looking food!"

Such a simple sentence couldn't help but touch Qiao Xing's heart, you must know that Jiang Yifan would never praise her like this before.

She smirked and said, "So, in your opinion, I belong to the good-looking type, right?"

Jiang Yifan deliberately lowered his head shyly, looked at the dining table, and then pulled out a chair and sat down.

"The food is very good-looking, but I don't know if the taste is worthy of this appearance."

As he spoke, he took a sip of a bowl of porridge in front of him, and sandwiched some side dishes, which was unexpected, the porridge tasted very good, and the dishes were also very suitable for his appetite.

The thick feeling of the porridge and the faint sweetness of the shrimp make it a wonderful breakfast.

In fact, she ignored a very important reason, not how delicious the porridge is, but that the person who makes the porridge is used for his heart.

Drinking a bowl of porridge in the early morning is the happiest thing in life.

"Why don't you eat, you've worked so hard to make so much delicious food, come, eat quickly, you've worked hard."

Jiang Yifan said, and peeled an egg for Qiao Xing and put it in front of her.

Qiao Xing pulled out a chair and sat down, Jiang Yifan hurriedly stepped forward to help her, and then looked at her with a doting expression, "Although I am very happy that you can do this for me, you must know that your current body will never be so nonsense in the future." ”

Qiao Xing nodded obediently, "How can I be so fragile, besides, it's because I'm pregnant that I exercise properly, don't other doctors say the same?" I'm past the first three months of perilous now, so rest assured! ”

Jiang Yifan didn't reply, but peeled another egg for Qiao Xing, "Eat more, you are now the amount of food for the two." After eating, we went to Cheng Zhai, and grandpa said that I haven't seen you for a long time, and I miss you very much. It just so happens that I also think that when it comes time to let my grandfather know, he will soon become a grandfather. ”

Qiao Xing could see that Jiang Yifan liked this child very much, and his face would be filled with a happy smile every time he talked about it.

Of course, Jiang Yifan took her back, it was not as simple as seeing his grandfather, he had already arranged everything, and he was going to take this opportunity to propose to Qiao Xing.

In fact, he had already been prepared, but before, the doctor had told him that Qiao Xing's current condition was best not to be in a mood, so he delayed it until her condition stabilized.

Thinking that he was about to see Qiao Xing's fool being moved in a while, Jiang Yifan couldn't help but smile at the corners of his mouth.