219:Confusion and Ink Break and Worry (4)
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The ambiguous breath sprayed in my ears, I was tense and didn't dare to move, a certain man's courage became more and more big, his hand gently unbuttoned my buttons slowly, and then faded, I obviously saw his Adam's apple rolling, looking at my eyes gradually became deep and dark, I was slightly shocked, with a smile on my face and raised my hands around his neck, I said, "Do you want to ....."
My voice was delicate and soft, and I didn't explain it if I deliberately clicked it, and it was precisely because of this that Lu Jinnan couldn't control it, he lowered his head and stared at my eyes, his voice was demagogic, and he said hoarsely: "What do you want?" Well? To put it bluntly, I want to hear it, do you want me? ”
I pursed my lips and deliberately bit my lip flap, I knew Lu Jinnan's sensitivity, my hand gradually slipped down and fell on his chest, my fingertips slid lightly, his breathing became more and more rapid, and when I saw the satisfactory response, my smile deepened.
The man narrowed his eyes and stared at me in a deep and deep silence, his big palm pinched my waist and moved up to stay behind my back to gently unbutton my underwear, and with the other hand lifted my chin, leaned over and kissed me.
"Hmm....." I couldn't help but make a sound, someone's kiss was very domineering.
He pressed me tightly against the wall, kept kissing me, and his hand was also very dishonest, after a long deep kiss, Lu Jinnan gradually left my lips, and his eyes burned like a fire.
We looked at each other, and he asked hoarsely, "Do you want it?" ”
"No...."I just spit out a word, and Lu Jinnan kissed it again, the continuous kiss was very delicate, leaving traces of him everywhere he passed, and his voice was breathless: "I want you, I've been thinking about it for a long time." ”
He began to kiss me continuously, and his hand became more and more forceful, and when he was about to break through the last step of the thunder pool, I hurriedly pressed his hand, if I wanted to say that I was not emotional, it must be a lie, but now it really doesn't work, seeing that I blocked, his face was a little unhappy: "It's all like this, don't give it yet?" ”
He motioned for me to look down somewhere, standing motionless like Optimus Prime, and I looked hot, and I said, "It's inconvenient, my aunt is here." ”
After I finished speaking, Lu Jinnan's face became even more ugly, and his hand went directly to find out what was going on despite the objections, and after verifying, a certain man gritted his teeth and said, "Since it doesn't work, why do you want to tease me." ”
"I want to say it's inconvenient, maybe I'll finish it." I looked at him a little innocently, my lips were pursed subconsciously, and Lu Jinnan glared at me with a look of eagerness to eat and not spit out bones: "Don't look at me like this, if you look at it again, even if you fight bloodily, you will be on you." ”
Lu Jinnan didn't look at it like a joke, so I naturally didn't dare to look at it anymore, so I lowered my head and gently pushed him away, but Lu Jinnan retaliated, he reached out and pinched the little grape hard, and I screamed "ah" in pain.
He chuckled under his breath: "Being touched by me to call it so loud? Well, don't worry, let you call in bed in a few days. ”
I gritted my teeth and glared at him, Lu Jinnan smiled deeper, looking at his brother who had not yet softened, I did not hesitate to reach out and pat it, and then slipped out of the bathroom without waiting for him to react, and there was a warning voice from Lu Jinnan gritting his teeth behind him: "You wait for me." ”
I couldn't help laughing, went to the locker room to change my clothes, and then quickly went downstairs without waiting for Lu Jinnan.
As soon as I walked downstairs, I heard the mobile phone that was left on the sofa ringing, I frowned and walked over, picked up the phone and saw that it was Lin Shuang's number, how could she suddenly call me?
I didn't want to answer because we hadn't been in touch for a long time, and it was definitely nothing good for her to contact me suddenly.
I hesitated for a moment and pressed the reject button.
I thought she wouldn't come over again, but it rang again, and I hung up again, so after two or three times in a row, Lin Shuang didn't call again, but sent a message, she said in a text message: "Lin Tang, Dad is sick." ”
After reading Lin Shuang's text message, I dialed her mobile phone directly without any hesitation, I haven't been in touch with my family for a long time, but no matter what, my father is pretty good to me, he just can't be a family and can't give me shelter.
Lin Shuang quickly answered the phone, her voice was sarcastic and disdainful: "Don't think that I want to call you, it was my mother who called me to find you, you hurry up and come to the hospital, Dad is hospitalized in the city to have surgery." ”
"What's wrong with Dad?" I subconsciously asked.
Lin Shuang was a little impatient, she roared lightly: "Why are you asking so much? You don't know if you come, don't you want to come, Lin Tang, I can tell you, Dad has never bothered you with anything, and I am taking care of you during this time at home, if you don't come....."
Before Lin Shuang's words were finished, I hung up the phone directly, I didn't want to listen to her scolding, and my patience was getting worse and worse than before.
I held my phone and was silent for a while, then turned around and went upstairs to say goodbye to Zhou's mother, and then walked back to the room to get the bag Lu Jinnan also got dressed and walked out of it, he looked at me in a hurry and asked, "Where are you going?" ”
"My dad is hospitalized, I'm going to the hospital, if you have nothing to do, stay at home with the little steamed buns." As I spoke, I took some money from the drawer on the side with my bag, and wanted to go out after I loaded it, but as soon as I took two steps, Lu Jinnan came up and grabbed my hand.
He said in a low voice, "I'll go with you." ”
"No, you don't."
"It's not okay to give a chance to be filial to your father-in-law?" Lu Jinnan said lightly, and then didn't give me any chance to refuse, took my hand and walked out, I was naturally happy in my heart, so he didn't spoil the atmosphere and sent me to the hospital.
It was about twenty minutes, we came to the hospital, I sent a text message to Lin Shuang on the way to ask for the ward number, and after arriving, I went directly to the inpatient department.
The ward is a single room, Lin Shuang and my mother are here, my father is lying on the hospital bed and is infusion, seeing me and Lu Jinnan walking in, there is a hint of a smile on his pale face, from the full moon banquet of small steamed buns to less than three months now, he has lost a lot of weight, although we do not have such a deep relationship as other fathers and daughters, but after all, it is father and daughter, and it is inevitable that I will feel sad in my heart.
I walked over to the bedside and whispered, "Dad, how are you feeling?" What's wrong with it? ”
He shook his head, his voice was very weak, and he said, "It's nothing, it's just that the weather is getting hot and I am on fire, and your mother has to let me be hospitalized." ”
"Lao Lin, it's all this time, and you're still hiding it from her." My mom said displeased on the side, but my dad ignored her and just glared at her, as if signaling her to stop talking, but according to my mom's character, how could she not say it, she walked to the other side and pulled the quilt for my dad, and then looked at me and said: "Where is your dad's test results still in the doctor, you go with me in a while, the operation is definitely done, what do you say?" ”
"Zhou Mei." My dad opened his mouth to stop him, and then said to me: "Xiaotang, don't listen to your mother, I'm fine, I'm just on fire." ”
"Lin Shengtian, you're still saying it's okay after you're like this, you really want to die, don't you? Lin Tang is so old, he should be in charge when he gets married, aren't you just afraid of using money, you ask Lin Tang, will she ignore you? Zhou Mei was a little annoyed, and shouted loudly, I also understood the meaning of her words, I didn't feel anything, I just felt that people were fine.
I comforted: "Dad, you can recuperate with peace of mind, and the rest of the things are still for me and Lin Shuang, don't worry about it." ”
I deliberately pulled Lin Shuang up, and Lin Shuang, who was named, glared at me with great displeasure on the side, but because Lu Jinnan was in her, he never had a seizure.
Lu Jinnan, who had not spoken, came over, he stood beside me, his hand naturally fell on my waist, and he said: "Go to the doctor first to see the results of the examination, and discuss the next thing, Dad, don't worry, it will be fine." ”
I was very touched that Lu Jinnan was able to call my dad to tell the truth, even Lu Zhenhua never shouted.
My dad nodded violently, and he could see that he was also very pleased.
followed us to the doctor's office, originally planned to let Zhou Mei stay and take care of Lin Shengtian, but she insisted on coming over to discuss it together, in fact, I also understood that she was worried that I would bully Lin Shuang, but who didn't know that only she Lin Shuang was bullying me!
The doctor said that Lin Shengtian had a problem with the bone marrow, which is a kind of bone marrow cancer called multiple bone marrow cancer, which is a kind of malignant tumor, even if there is a possibility of recurrence after surgery, it is usually chemotherapy, but it will suffer some hardships, and there is also a treatment plan is to replace the bone marrow, but it is a little difficult.
We don't know much about this, but Lu Jinnan seems to understand a little, and he asked the doctor: "Isn't it possible to change the bone marrow after matching?" ”
"That's right, but it's going to be difficult to match, not necessarily suitable, if you can't find the right one within the time limit, then it's useless to find it after the time, and there will be rejection after the operation, the risk is very high, you think about it carefully."
The doctor's words made us all silent, and the doctor also said that bone marrow matching is given priority to immediate family members, and Lin Shuang and I, as daughters, will first go to verify the matching, if it can be the best, if not, we have to think of other ways.
Coming out of the doctor's office, my head was blank, Zhou Mei and Lin Shuang walked behind us, just a few steps before Zhou Mei cried, I turned around with Lu Jinnan, looked at her and asked, "Mom, what are you crying about?" ”
"Your dad is like this, Lin Tang, what do you say, you are the eldest in the family, you can't ignore it, your sister has just gone on a blind date and is about to get married, what if it affects her because of this matter?"
"It's all this time, are you still taking care of Lin Shuang? Isn't Dad's serious illness now? ”
"Lin Tang, what do you mean? I ....."
"That's enough, it's the hospital." Lu Jinnan opened his mouth and interrupted Lin Shuang's words sharply, Lin Shuang glanced at him stupidly and didn't dare to speak again, Lu Jinnan said: "Don't worry, there will always be a way, the doctor also said just now, there is still a chance for bone marrow matching." ”
I nodded, turned around and continued to walk forward, I thought about it, since the doctor said that I might be able to talk to Lin Shuang, then we might as well take advantage of the current matching, anyway, the result will have to wait, I turned my head and said to Lin Shuang: "I'll go with you to the doctor, Jinnan, you and my mother go back to the ward first." ”
After speaking, I didn't care whether Lin Shuang was willing or not, so I dragged her hand to the doctor's office, Lin Shuang struggled: "What are you doing?" ”
"Let's do the matching, maybe we can then!" Lin Shuang was a little reluctant, but in the end he didn't say anything.
When we arrived at the doctor's office, we explained our intentions, and the doctor handed Lin Shengtian's information to me and Lin Shuang, and then asked us to sign the agreement matching form below, and then arrange a matching time for me.
I took the information book and read it briefly, and in a blink of an eye he was already in his fifties, and in my memory he was still the man who sat in obscurity and was scolded by Zhou Mei and would not make a mistake, and I didn't know what was wrong in my heart, and I felt a little sad.
I looked down line by line, my eyes inadvertently saw the blood type on it, my eyebrows wrinkled slightly, and a trace of curiosity immediately welled up in my heart, when I was in a daze, Lin Shuang had already finished signing, she chuckled: "Lin Tang, why didn't you sign, you didn't deliberately trick me into signing, right?" ”
Hearing his shout, I came back to my senses, and then picked up the pen and signed my name.
The doctor told me to talk to Lin Shuang, the matching time is tomorrow afternoon, and then you can come and have your bone marrow drawn.
Coming out of the doctor's office, Lin Shuang and I walked to the ward without saying a word, leaving the little things in the office behind.
Back in the ward, Lin Shengtian was already asleep, Lu Jinnan and I didn't bother, and I didn't have anything to say to Zhou Mei and Lin Shuang and planned to leave, but Zhou Mei suddenly called out to me: "You paid the hospitalization fee by the way, you are the boss of the family, you have to bear this." ”
"Mom....." I opened my mouth to speak, Lu Jinnan reached out and grabbed me, and then pulled me out of the ward, he said, "I'll pay the bill, you wait for me at the door." ”
Lu Jinnan didn't give me a chance to speak, and led me into the elevator together, in fact, I didn't want to pay, but Zhou Mei's tone was very bad, her tone was like everything was what I should, and Lin Shuang shouldn't.
After coming out of the hospital, Lu Jinnan drove me back to the villa, and he knew that I might be unhappy, so he comforted me and said: "Things that can be solved with money are not big deals, and some things can't be solved with money, so they are called big things." ”
I barely squeezed out a smile, walked into the villa with him, and called to ask about Lin Shengtian's situation at night, and I was relieved that everything was stable.
The next day, I set off from the company to the hospital after finishing my work, and I did a matching with Lin Shuang, but I could only come out two days later, I hope everything goes well.
Lin Shuang and I came out of the hospital together, and as soon as I walked out of the hospital gate, the mobile phone rang, it was Xiao Ran calling, I glanced at it and said to Lin Shuang: "You go first, I still have some things." ”
After saying that, I turned around and walked towards the hospital, and then pressed the answer button: "Hey." ”
"You're coming to the hospital for bone marrow matching?" Xiao Ran asked as soon as he opened his mouth.
I didn't deny: "How do you know? ”
"Didn't I tell you last time, my senior brother is from the laboratory department, what he just said, what's wrong? Who Needs a Bone Marrow Transplant? ”
"My dad."
Xiao Ran came down from the office, we went to the café next to the hospital to sit for a while, I told Xiao Ran about Lin Shengtian's situation, Xiao Ran said: "Don't worry, it will definitely be successful, I will let other hospitals also contact you, and I will also help you publish news on the volunteer website I do, if there is a volunteer to help, the chance will be greater." ”
"Really?" I was a little excited, after all, I didn't know if I was suitable for Lin Shuang, Xiao Ran nodded: "Yes." ”
I chatted with Xiao Ran for a while, and not long after, his mobile phone called, and there was an emergency patient in the hospital who needed him to go for a consultation, and we ended our short meeting.
This time I paid the bill, although Xiao Ran was helpless, but he didn't say much, after separating from him, I drove back to Hyatt directly, there was still more than an hour before I got off work, I made an appointment with Lu Jinnan, and went back to the villa for dinner in the evening.
But I didn't notice that there was a pair of eyes staring at me in the corner of the café.
Of course, that's all for later.
Because of Lin Shengtian's hospitalization, Lu Jinnan was worried that I was too tired, so he asked me not to go to the company, and Linda and Song Yan were also busy with anything.
I didn't refuse, I made time to run to the hospital every day, Zhou Mei was tired and shouted to me to find a caretaker, I had no way to let Lin Shengtian recuperate well, I could only find a nurse, the matching result came out in the afternoon of the third day, and the result did not give me any surprises, although I reported hope, but I and Lin Shuang were not suitable.
Now we can only rely on the resources of Xiao Ran and the hospital.
Therefore, I meet with Xiao Ran every day, and he has a resource website that posts for help every day, and there are many volunteers who have done bone marrow matching all over the country, but there is no suitable one for the time being.
Lin Shengtian's condition is quite stable, and gradually I no longer go to the hospital every day.
That night, Lu Jinnan said that he didn't come to dinner because he had a party, and I was a little tired recently, so I lay down in bed at 11 o'clock after taking a shower.
I just wanted to fall asleep, when I heard the sound of a car's engine outside, and my subconscious reaction was that Lu Jinnan was coming, and then turned on the light and went downstairs with shoes on.
I came down from the upstairs, and I saw Lu Jinnan walking in outside with a suit in one hand, he drank wine, and as soon as he entered the door, he was greeted by a strong smell of wine, and I walked towards him: "Drinking?" ”
His deep eyes looked at me, took me into his arms, and his hands began to grope: "Are you gone?" ”