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"I want to be killed by you."

“STOP！” An Yi put his hands on his chest and made a cross, and said exaggeratedly: "Please don't spread the atmosphere of Gay at will!" ”

"Uh...... You're so humorous. Parrel, who was sitting opposite, was stunned: "And I'm not gay either." ”

"Tsk, it's trouble to talk to people who don't have a sense of humor." An Yi, who was a little embarrassed by Parrel's serious answer, pouted his lips boredly: "Although I feel a little strange when I see you from memory, I am even more curious when I see you in person, and I always feel that you are a little ...... as an infector."

"It's calm, isn't it?" Parrell didn't get angry at Anyi's words, but admitted it very calmly: "Indeed, I don't look like an infected person or a human, which is why you were able to change my mind so easily in the first place. ”

His tone was very relaxed and ordinary, but An Yi inexplicably felt a strange sense of loneliness, which An Yi knew very well, because he was also an alien, but he was more curious about the words in the other party's words.

"Me? Have we seen this before? An Yi felt a little incredible, and then suddenly thought of something.

Hearing An Yi's words, Parel was a little puzzled but quickly relieved: "I forgot that you are now the prototype of the virus, and your appearance means his death." ”

That's true, An Yi himself also explored this problem, the body he substituted was not so much replacing the original Alex, but rather replacing the black light virus consciousness that was revived on Alex's body.

"At the beginning, like most people who have been imprisoned for decades, I have been secretly planning how to provoke a riot, and even my plan was so perfect that it had a 90% success rate." Parrell put down the quaint book, and looked a little reminiscent and emotional: "Then, you appeared in front of me as the new research director. ”

"I still remember the first time I saw your eyes, I had a feeling of the same kind, obviously you are human and I am infected, and sure enough, you just said one word in my ear and my mind completely ruined."

"You say, 'Even if you go out, what are you?'

Pariel smiled, and Anyi didn't feel good, like the ridiculous strangeness you sometimes feel when you look in the mirror and see the exact same version of yourself on the other side.

"Elizabeth didn't know me, but I always knew her, and she never wanted to find me because I was his son...... Well...... Maybe at first, but as the mother of the virus, she just wanted to find me and eat me. Parrel's voice was very calm and soft, if this guy was an ordinary person, he would probably be able to deceive the hearts of many girls, and he whispered as if he was telling a story to An Yi: "I am a part of her separation, and I am also a permission that she will never recover." ”

"Here day after day to be studied, to intercept cells and tissues, to follow instinct, I resist death, I yearn for freedom, but your words let reason overcome instinct and tell me ......"

"The cage is still the same cage, only a little bigger."

An Yi felt a little incomprehensible, and wanted to die for such a hypocritical reason? It's just that he just wanted to open his mouth to mock two sentences, and the other party spoke again.

"Even if I leave here, I will still be hunted down by Elizabeth, and the end may not be better than staying here, I know the purpose of that woman, she wants to infect the whole world so that she can become the supreme emperor as a mother, and at that time, I will be the only heretic left as an independent person who cannot be baptized."

Suddenly, Parel smiled inexplicably and glanced at An Yi: "Of course, it's two now." ”

"Cut." With his hands in his pockets, An Yi pursed his lips disdainfully.

"What is the definition of freedom? I can't be free anyway, or what am I longing for? Because of your words, I fell into endless self-denial. ”

With that, Parel fell silent.

After a short silence, he suddenly asked, "Have you ever considered what you are?" ”

An Yi frowned at the question, and instinctively avoided the question so that he didn't want to answer it.

Parrel didn't wait for him to answer, but continued to himself, "This is the second thing you said to me. ”

"You say to me: You are a man, and I am a man, and the title man is not so much a definition of a race as a concept of intelligent beings capable of understanding their own existence."

"Do rats think their race is called rats? Perhaps in the understanding of a mouse, they are not called mice but cats or dogs, and humans call themselves human because they think they are human and not because they are human themselves, and the term human can be narrowly or broadly defined. ”

"Such a godly chatter...... An Yi scratched his head a little confused: "The original one, am I a psychopath?" ”

"yes, I thought you were a psychotic based on what I learned from books." Parrell winked at An Yi and pointed to the book in his hand: "Thinking about it later, I probably understood what you wanted to express." ”

"If I think I'm human, then I have at least the right to make a free choice."

"No, no, no, I think you're thinking too much, that guy just wants to pretend to be forced when he says so much." An Yi complained repeatedly.

"No matter what." Parel smiled dumbly: "It doesn't matter, does it?" ”

"That's right." An Yi smiled, and placed his ten fingers on the overlapping legs: "So you chose death and chose me?" ”

"Yes, because you said that if one day you are cornered, you will definitely smash the reagent containing the black light virus in the city, because you said that even if you die, you should have the most luxurious funeral goods." Parrell said such anti-human words lightly, as if it was just an insignificant game: "But I know the characteristics of the black light virus and I know that you guy will never die, and sure enough, you guy appeared in front of me again, although you are no longer you, I thought at that time, if I choose the right to die, I will probably die at your hands." ”

"Those monsters on the road...... An Yi finally asked the biggest doubt in his heart.

"It's all part of me." After a pause, he continued: "Or, rather, becoming a part of me, you should have seen that they have the same face as mine, this is my special ability, and it will be yours soon." ”

"Since you chose me, why do you still arrange these monsters......" Pariel didn't answer Anyi's question, but a meaningful smile appeared on his face, and after seeing this smile, Anyi also understood what he meant.

The reason why this kind of arrangement is made like a test for monsters is nothing more than a reason for his own death, no one will really want to die, even people with the will to die will find a suitable excuse for themselves, so there is such a play, if An Yi passes his test, death in the hands of someone he approves of will also be regarded as a happy ending, if An Yi can't even pass such a level of test...... Then I'm sorry, please die.

Everyone doesn't need to point out this kind of thing, just have a little B number in their hearts, and saying it will ruin the atmosphere.

After a long time, seeing that An Yi was still pondering without any reaction, Parel sneered: "You guy, it's hard to fall in love with me, I can't, let you kill people and still be so ink." ”

“fnndp！” Unable to stand this kind of insult, An Yi retorted dissatisfiedly, and his right hand turned into a sharp claw to grab Parrel's head and pick up his body: "Labor and management just want to ask a final question, don't you have any wishes?" ”

"Wish...... Parel's muffled voice came from under the steel claws, "I guess I'm going to see the beach by the sea with my own eyes." ”

"I almost burst out laughing." An Yi asked him disdainfully: "Are you such a literary guy?" You don't want to see the blue sea. ”

"Although your proposal is also very good." Parel pondered for a moment: "But don't you think it's a pity not to see the long legs of the young ladies on the beach?" ”

As the words fell, there was a sound of bones shattering from Anyi's steel claws, and a large amount of black and red blood spread up to devour it whole.

Listening to the last words he left, An Yi, who was full of black and red blood, laughed out loud while enduring the pain of genetic transformation: "Hahaha...... You guy, shameless! It's the same as I thought......"

An Yi's laughter echoed in the empty room, only this time no one was able to speak to him.

An Yi is his favorite sister but not his friend, Uncle Huang is his trusted subordinate but not Anyi's friend, I'm afraid there is only one person in this world who can be regarded as his friend, the guy who thinks he is a "human" who has only been with him for ten minutes and only exists for ten minutes.

is also an outlier, this person used everything he used to tell An Yi what is a choice in his confused heart, what is himself, he didn't care about the death he chose in the end, and An Yi has people who can't let go, so he can only move on.

Only this time, my heart may not be confused.

“Mother Fuck！” An Yi, whose pain gradually dissipated, received the memories that belonged to Pariel, and when he saw the "last words" left for him at the end, An Yi had a sad and angry expression on his face: "MMP! Mother and son are really the same! ”

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PS: The late second watch ~ Sa

When I was discussing with the book friend group before, someone asked what to do with Anyi's growth, and this was probably my answer.

A 3,000-word chapter, I feel like I'm doing a great job!

Then again, I feel like I'm writing a bit gay......

Can anyone guess what Anyi was pitted for?