Chapter 21 Cleansing and self-love, martyrs smash their own jobs

(a)

The series of news caused by the business skills competition is still fermenting, and Zhu Yuliang threw another news atomic bomb: she submitted a resignation report, claiming that "the old lady is gone!" ”

It turns out that at the beginning of November every year, the business department of the material company will usher in a sales peak, because the year's agricultural busy is basically over, and many agricultural electromechanical and transportation tools have entered the scrapping, repair or maintenance period.

One morning, there was a rare long queue outside the counter of the auto parts group, and many production team buyers were waiting to buy tractor spare parts.

Maybe it was because there were too many people that day, and the speed at which this long dragon shortened was a little slow. At this time, someone shouted outside:

"Is the person who issued the ticket a play or a villain?"

"Don't be a bodhisattva here if your hands and feet are so slow!"

"Just go home and sleep with me!"

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Zhu Yuliang was nervous when he saw so many customers coming in at once, and then listened to those cum yang miscellaneous words, and the fire in his chest stretched and contracted like a snake letter.

Feng Aizhen felt that the atmosphere was wrong, so she came out to maintain order, hoping that everyone would purchase in a civilized manner, accumulate more virtue in their mouths, and stop saying some insulting words, etc.

"Insulting? If it were you, wouldn't we want to insult us? Ha ha! "Those rural uncles and uncles are so shameless and skinless, and they are talking some meat words in a hurry.

Feng Aizhen hadn't been married after all, so she couldn't resist the ridicule of these meat men, so she temporarily hid in the manager's room.

It was the turn of a man in his thirties, with cross-eyed, rosacea, and pimple beans on his face. Zhu Yuliang asked him what he wanted to buy, but he said: "Don't be in a hurry to buy things, let's talk about love first!" ”

Zhu Yuliang ignored him and asked the next one what he needed to buy. Seeing this, the man pushed and shoved the next customer and said, "I haven't opened a ticket yet, what are you anxious about?" ”

"Why are you here without buying anything?" Zhu Yuliang asked.

"How do you know I don't buy things? Do you think you're a Shih Tzu beauty? Did I travel dozens of miles to see you? The man said with wide cross-eyes, squeezing the pimple meat on his face.

"What do you want to buy? Why do you talk so much? There are so many people in the back! "After Zhu Yuliang's temperament has been polished for half a year, his ability to endure humiliation has greatly improved.

"You've delayed me for so long, just let me touch you, and we'll be even." Cross-eyed said with a hippie smile as he stretched out a black, thick hand to Zhu Yuliang's chest.

Zhu Yuliang stood up with a "bang", and then gave a big slap to the cross-eye.

"Dog-born stinky bitch, how dare you hit me?" The cross-eyed guy covered his face and was about to rush into the counter to beat Zhu Yuliang.

Feng Aizhen rushed over when she heard the sound, and desperately stopped him from breaking into the counter, while asking loudly: "Is it a skill for a big man to beat a woman?" ”

Fighting cross-eyed still scolds and does not relent. At this time, Guo Weiming happened to come to send a notice of out-of-stock to Zhu Yuliang, and when he saw that the man was arrogant, he went up to persuade him to dissipate his anger and asked him to buy something and leave.

As soon as he saw that a male salesman came to persuade him, he seemed to be even more energetic, so he pointed at Zhu Yuliang and said to Guo Weiming: "Either you let me slap it, or she asks me to slap it; Otherwise, this is not the end of the day. ”

Feng Aizhen asked Zhu Yuliang to go to the manager's office to hide for a while, so as not to suffer immediate losses; She herself succeeded Zhu Yuliang and opened a ticket for the long dragon who had been waiting for a lot of people.

After Guo Weiming persuaded him with good words, he finally took the bill of lading issued to him by Feng Aizhen and followed Guo Weiming to pick up the goods. Before leaving, he shook it viciously: "Don't let me run into this stinky bitch again next time!" I can't kill her if she touches her! ”

(b)

Within a few days, Xu Qingpei talked to Zhu Yuliang.

"Xiao Zhu, you see there is a complaint letter here, and it was sent to the Materials Bureau. The letter reflected that you had a bad service attitude and slapped someone. What's going on? Xu Qingpei asked patiently.

"He teased me with dirty words and touched me with his hands...... I slapped him in self-defense. Zhu Yuliang replied calmly.

"We are the service department, and the customers are our food and clothing parents; We still have to be patient when we should be patient, we can't lose our temper at every turn, and it's even more wrong to hit someone! Director Xu said step by step.

"If your wife is touched on her breasts, will you not lose your temper?"

"You ......"

"I'm here to work, not to sell myself. My personality and that of my customers are equal, and there is no question of who endures whom. So, I can't bear the humiliation! Zhu Yuliang said unyieldingly.

"People say you have a strong personality, and I finally learned it today. Your personality is going to suffer; If it weren't for me and Deputy Bureau Cai to protect you everywhere, you would have suffered a big loss! Director Xu showed the sincerity of spreading out his hole cards and saying bright words.

"Thank you for protecting me everywhere! I'm not a fool, and I'm not a bad person. But I want to tell you and Deputy Cai: personality is brought by the mother's womb, and it can't be changed. And my right to personal dignity can't be protected by anyone, and neither can my husband, I can only protect it myself! Zhu Yuliang stood up and was about to go out.

"You...... You disrespect me so much! Don't rely on Deputy Cai to value you and care about you, so you won't take me seriously! Xu Qingpei was a little angry.

What do you mean by that? I don't need anyone to care about me! Why should I ask you to care about me? I don't want this Rausch job anymore, okay? Zhu Yuliang didn't expect Xu Qingpei to say this, and responded to him with his eyes open.

"What do you want?" Xu Qingpei asked in surprise.

"The old lady is gone! The old lady resigns! Zhu Yuliang gritted his teeth and said.

"What?" Xu Qingpei thought he had misheard and stayed there with his mouth open.

After Zhu Yuliang finished speaking, he took a piece of paper on the table and wrote: "Leader of the material company: I am not suitable for service work because my personality is too strong, and I hereby apply for resignation, and I hope to approve it!" Applicant: Zhu Yuliang. A certain day, a certain month, and a certain year. When she was done, she walked away.

"You're so mad at me!" Xu Qingpei looked at Zhu Yuliang's back, took the resignation application report, and said hatefully.

When the sound of Zhu Yuliang's high heels sounded again in the business hall of the Huansha Business Department, all the colleagues stood in the counter and saluted her again.

"Ladies and gentlemen: Xiao Zhu, I have already resigned, and we will meet again in the future. Let's ask for more blessings for ourselves, cherish each other! After arching her hand like a hero, she began to pack her things and prepare to go home.

When colleagues heard this, they immediately started talking. They felt more and more unfamiliar with the "Xiao Zhu" in front of them, as if they couldn't see through her even more than when she first came here.

"Why did she resign? I've never heard of a quarrel with a customer and you have to quit your job. ”

"Did she really resign? It's not going to be a fight, is it? ”

"It seems to be true. She can do what she says, she is a character! ”

"She doesn't want such a good iron rice bowl? She's so coarse! ”

"Yes, some people deliberately smash their jobs and can't break them; It's like us, if we accidentally drop our rice bowl on the ground, it will break. ”

"I bet she won't be able to quit her job if she wants to."

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(c)

Feng Aizhen heard that Zhu Yuliang was going to resign, and her heart was fifteen buckets to fetch water.

If Zhu Yuliang does not resign, as long as he has a good relationship with "Xiao Zhu" and enjoys the shade under this big tree, his life will be better; The loss is that her colleagues think she is a wall thatch and somewhat despise her.

If Zhu Yuliang resigns, she doesn't need to hug the thigh of a "subordinate" anymore, she is like the boss of the mechanical and electrical products department; The potential risk is that her position as deputy manager of the electromechanical products department could be lost at any time.

Feng Aizhen thought about it: if she arranged a novice with a backstage for her department, it would be better to forcibly retain Zhu Yuliang, a business leader; Moreover, after half a year of observation, she found that Zhu Yuliang was still a happy and vengeful character, and it was not difficult to get along......

Thinking of this, Feng Aizhen hurriedly took out twelve points of sincerity to retain Zhu Yuliang. She wasted a lot of spittle, in a word: If Xiao Zhu wants to resign, she, the deputy manager, will not be right.

Guo Weiming heard that "Sister Yuliang" was going to resign, and he didn't care about the punishment of "leaving his post without permission", so he came to persuade Zhu Yuliang not to act rashly. He said: "Your most difficult times have passed, and now when you are doing your job, how can you throw away your job because of a report letter?" I'm afraid it's impossible for you to find another job like this in the future. ”

Whether it is Feng Aizhen's understanding of reason or Guo Weiming's emotion, it cannot restore Zhu Yuliang's decision.

Zhu Yuliang carried a bag of items collected from the Huansha Business Department, and walked aimlessly along the Huansha River, his heart fluctuating like Huanshui......

She wondered why she was quitting.

"Is it really because I can't stand the insults of rogue customers and the black-and-white criticism of Xu Qingpei? Of course, these are all explicit reasons. But the root cause of my resignation in a fit of anger was Xu Qingpei's disgusting words.

If it weren't for Deputy Bureau Cai and him protecting me in secret, my loss would have been great; Why don't I disrespect Vice Director Cai because he cares about me...... His words clearly implied that my relationship with Deputy Director Cai was not ordinary; Or it is hinting to me that Deputy Cai has other intentions against me; Or did he accidentally expose their conspiracy to me?

What are their plans for me? Does a woman have to accept a man's care, protection and spoiling if she is good-looking? Isn't it possible for a woman to live innocently by virtue of her own ability, and to be respected and even worshiped by others by her own ability? If you don't want this job, don't do it! I don't want to wade through the muddy waters here. Zhu Yuliang thought so, and felt that there was nothing to regret if he lost this job.

(iv)

After Zhu Yuliang made up his mind, he walked along the Huansha River towards Tongxin Pavilion. At this time, the windless river surface is as horizontal as a mirror, and the light from the sun shines on the water, like a soft halo floating on the water. In the distance, the river is covered with a layer of mist-like air waves, setting off the sunshine that shoots down, shining with colorful light, as if someone has covered it with a layer of colorful ribbons. The willow silk hanging upside down by the river is reflected in the water, and the reflection is heavy. There are also occasional microwaves in the middle of the river, which are ripples caused by fish wagging their tails on the surface of the water.

Where do you go after quitting your job? Zhu Yuliang had to start thinking about this realistic problem.

"Is it a reply? Oh, Jurong can't go back, I've lost my job, and it's impossible for the original unit to accept me anymore. Besides, when I think of the workshop director who looked like a fish, I didn't want to go back to my original unit with eight sedan chairs.

Do you want to go back to Xiaoyizhuang? Oh, there is no room for me in Xiaoyizhuang for a long time, and there will be no place for me anymore. To put it bluntly, go back and stay for a few days, I am a guest; After a long time, I am a superfluous person.

Do you want Wen Yuanfang to raise me for the rest of my life? For such a big thing, I made a decision alone, and I didn't even talk to him, how would he react when he knew?

Even if Wen Yuanfang is willing to support me for the rest of my life, but if a woman has no job, it means that she has no right to economic independence, which means that she has no right to personal dignity.

For example, my mother has worked hard for half her life, and she will still be scolded or scolded by her father from time to time, and when she is young, she still faces the risk of her husband being snatched away by a wild woman at any time.

Like my mother, I have been a fertility machine for a lifetime, a nanny who has served my husband and taken care of my children all my life, and in the end I don't even have the most basic economic security and personal dignity guarantee. This path of life, like the path of selling oneself for glory, is deeply hated by me.

Another example: like Wen Yuanfang's sister-in-law Zhou Jiahong, she cut off all her advantages and talents, insisted on acting as a good wife and mother praised by everyone in that isolated small mountain village, and finally dried herself into an old tree root to satisfy everyone......

Despite this, Zhou Jiahong even has to ask his mother-in-law's opinion for small things such as what small snacks to burn when guests come to the house, which shows that there is no inch of heaven and earth where he can make his own claims; And from the fact that the mother-in-law finally did not pass on the heirloom of the mutton fat jade Maitreya Buddha pendant to her eldest daughter-in-law, it shows that she still did not get the ultimate praise of the Wen family in the end. If she lived her life, I would rather die.

But if I don't have a job, what can I do to worry about my parents? What can he do to help her husband revitalize the Wen family?

But whether I have a job or not, I don't want to work hard all my life, complain all my life, and worry about it all my life, like most women in China, and I don't want to be a man's vase and golden bird. I just want to be myself, and no one wants to limit me or transform me! Wen Yuanfang can't do it, Cai Fuguo, Li Fan, etc. can't do it. ”

Thinking of this, although Zhu Yuliang regretted his impulsiveness a little, since the matter had happened, he could only take one step at a time.