Chapter 117: Once Upon a Time in Southern Xinjiang (2)

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Looking at his stiff and bruised body, I stood by and watched for a long time, still unable to believe his death.

I was stunned to think that he would be a doctor in the future, and his wish had not yet been fulfilled, and he had not had time to grow up, so it was impossible to die.

I took his sister's rice balls and promised to cure him, but he died, and I lied to his sister, and I told so many lies in my life, and without guilt, I used countless lies to fulfill countless lies, even to Master and sister, there is not much truth.

I was stunned to think that he would be a doctor in the future, and his wish had not yet been fulfilled, and he had not had time to grow up, so it was impossible to die.

I took his sister's rice balls and promised to cure him, but he died, I lied to his sister, I told so many lies in my life, and I was ashamed to use countless lies to fulfill countless lies, even to my master, brother and sister, I didn't have much sincerity, but I was only lingering on the promise of a little girl.

What is life? Life in the world is unique, and everyone's "sexual" life should be cherished, but because there are too many such uniqueness, it is often regarded as ordinary.

If I hadn't taken care of him and knew him, even if I passed by on the street and looked at his face, I wouldn't have felt sorry for his death, but because I took care of him, knew him, knew that he had a sister, and knew that he wanted to be a doctor when he grew up, I would have pain and reluctance when he died.

I have lost a person who is unique to me, and in the future, no one will be happy with me and smile at me like him, although I will still meet many children, perhaps, they will take care of them like him, they will smile at me, talk to me, maybe want to be a doctor like him, but they are not him anymore.

At that point, it was as if I had finally touched the world of Proverbs and began to understand what had been going on in her mind all along.

All the time, immersed in my own pain and hatred, and turning a blind eye to the pain and suffering of others, I thought that it was very hard to live in the world, how to take care of others, but Proverbs made me see my own narrow-mindedness and selfishness, and I regretted it deeply.

Later, Proverbs and I worked day and night, sleeplessly, and finally eliminated the plague, and the villagers there put on a banquet to celebrate, unlike when we first came here, the people here were tormented by the plague, and there was a mess, and there were sick and dead bodies everywhere, but because of us, they gradually got better, laughed and laughed, and returned to a peaceful life.

It's a wonderful feeling, in addition to being bewitched by the spirit of coldness and killing, it turns out that I can also bring beauty.

Those villagers left us in the village to recuperate, the proverbs did not shirk, she likes children very much, always has great kindness to ordinary people, understands their helplessness and suffering, I used to be different, see children, will feel that they are very noisy and noisy, children are not sensible, see the things they like always want to take it for themselves, and there are no adult rules and moderation, and those adults, I don't like it, they are always selfish and greedy, today deduct a pound of vegetables, tomorrow calculate a hanging money, a villain proud "treacherous" cunning face.

But when I saw Proverbs with them, I felt that I was seeing the wrong side, at least, in front of her, those children were still quite cute, bouncing around her, laughing and not feeling noisy, those adults who were sinful in my eyes seemed to be just a group of hard-working ordinary people, who had received the favor of Proverbs, and were very grateful to her, although they would complain about the dogs of the owner and the chickens of the west family, but they would also show us generously with enthusiasm and sincerity.

With her, I can smell the flowers, hear the birdsong, see the color of the sky, the moon is clear and the wind is clear, the clouds are thousands of miles, all for our meeting, because she is there, so I unconsciously want to put away the edge, and everyone is gentle and reconciled, because of such a beautiful her, so, I also want to be as beautiful as her.

Only then did I understand why I followed her and why I liked to be with her, because from her, I saw the future.

If the incident in King Jing's Mansion hadn't happened, if I hadn't had that kind of soul curse on my body, I would have had a home.

It's just that that home has been lost for too long, and in 20 years, I have forgotten what home is like and how normal people should get along with each other.

Every time I think of those dead family members, the first thing I face is a group of terrifying resentful spirits, pestering me to ask me to take revenge, to kill, the ground of King Jing's mansion is full of corpses, I stepped on their blood, step by step out of the door, where was my home, but all the time, I have been regarded as a grave.

Because those memories were so terrible, I forgot them for a while, and I was happy before that memory.

Those who died, they would also quarrel over trivial matters, and they would also be troubled by reasons that I could not despise, but after the quarrels, after the troubles, they were also warm to me.

I ignored and forgot all these little things, which is why I locked myself in a strange predicament and refused to be approached by everyone.

Later, I still have hatred and sadness, but I am finally willing to stop and sit at the door, watching those people ploughing the fields with oxen and watching the smoke rising from the mountain villages.

I thought, when the Gu family's affairs are done, I can build a house, cultivate two or three acres of thin fields, and live there in seclusion.

And before that, whenever I thought about my end, I couldn't see any hope of struggling except for a dead word.

After a few days of rest, Proverbs and I left the village, but a few days later, we rushed back.

On the way, we heard that something had happened in that mountain village, and that a mountain bandit had attacked the village and killed all the people inside.

When we returned to the village, I felt the anger of detachment when I saw the dead silence and mess of returning, I worked so hard with Proverbs to save my "life", but those people were unscrupulous and so easily taken away, those mountain bandits took away the bodies of adults, but only left children on the side of the road, this detail reminds me of those people.

Cultists with blue lotus tattoos on their bodies, only they need a large number of corpses, and just as I was thinking about how to seek revenge on them, I saw Proverbs pick up a knife on the side of the road.

She once said that those who have killed people can no longer calm down to save people.

I don't want her to be like that, I don't want her hands to be bloody, and if I could, let me do all the dirty and terrible things.

So, I rushed to the valley where the cultists were active, and sure enough, in the place where they gathered, I found the bodies that had been taken away, and I was very angry and sad, because they were people I knew well, and they were all alive and well before we left, and now, the bodies were nailed to wooden racks, like animals.

I know that those cultists are very powerful, compared to ordinary people, they can do magic and have cultivation, I may not be an opponent, but I still fought with them for a day and a night.

I used to feel that those spells, like the resentful spirits sealed in my body, were the source of my suffering, so I rarely used them, and in the master's sect, I deliberately concealed the cultivation inherited from the predecessors of the Gu family, and lived as an ordinary scholar for twenty years, and even the master didn't know that I was actually a warlock like him.

It was the first time I had used magic to kill someone, because I couldn't control the force, and when I did it, it was cruel, and the mountains were full of broken limbs and the smell of blood.

When Proverbs found me, there was no one left on the mountain, and I stood in the middle of the mountain of corpses and blood, looking at the scattered remains, and I was stunned.

At that time, I was scared, although I was very angry about their massacre of the mountain people, and I wanted to kill them, but I never thought that I would kill so many people, I thought of the tragedy in King Jing's Mansion twenty years ago, those corpses lying on the ground, and the sea of blood in front of me were inexplicably similar, and in a trance, I felt that I was no different from the person who killed my whole family.

The moment I met Proverbs, the fear turned into great sorrow, and I thought, in her eyes, I must be a terrible demon.

I thought she would be scared and run away, but she didn't.

Her face was pale, and she approached me and hugged me deeply.

She said, "Scarlet, come home with me, let's go see Master, she can heal you, and I will be with you forever."

Wasn't she afraid, why didn't she run away, and when she saw me like this like a demon and covered in blood, why did she dare to come forward and hug me?

Why you like me, why you want to be with me like this, to be honest, I still don't know, and the book of Proverbs has never given me an answer.

Before we met, I didn't know anything about her life, and I should have been scared and scared of strangers, but I still wanted to muster up the courage to let her into my life.

All the precautions, vigilance, and fear, turned into a puddle of water in this embrace, before my mother died, when I fell and was injured, or when I was sick and uncomfortable, she also had the luxury of expecting that she would hug me like someone else's mother, after their accident, every time they were tormented by resentful spirits, when they hid alone in a dark cave and were in pain, they also fantasized that perhaps, there could be such a person, who could not be afraid of my darkness, not afraid of my past, approached me, and gave me a long-awaited hug.

Why would one person like another?

Why would you be unconditionally good to him because of this liking?

I don't know what love is, but I am thinking that this woman who is willing to embrace me, I will do my best to be good to her for the rest of my life.

I knew that her master couldn't save me, but I still went back to Biyuntian with her, I wanted to see where she lived, and I wanted to see those people who appeared in her life and intersected with her.

But I didn't expect that the first thing her master, my mother's old friend, did when she saw me, was to kill me.

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