"I'm not my father's child!" "I'm not my father's child!"

I kept saying this sentence over and over again in my heart, my world is collapsing, I can't describe my desperate feelings, it turns out that I have lived in a huge lie for more than 20 years.

I think of the days when I was a child sitting on my uncle's lap and playing, his eyes were full of kindness, and when my father was angry at me, as long as he was around, he would always coax me in his arms at the first time, so that I avoided my father's slap countless times.

It turned out that what my uncle treasured and never let me touch was actually my belly pocket.

This belly pocket has become the only thing that can maintain the relationship between him and his mother, and it has also become his only thought of his son!

I suddenly understood why I always slept so soundly every time I slept at my uncle's house.

Maybe, I shouldn't have come back, maybe I wouldn't have come back, so much wouldn't have happened.

A yellow leaf fell on my head, and before I knew it, I had run to my uncle's house.

The people closest to me have been lying to me, why is this, is my birth a mistake from the beginning?

and the mother who loves me the most, but pitifully became a bargaining chip for two men.

What I want to do most now is to leave this village, and now I don't want to see anyone.

I think of Xiaowei, perhaps, her warm embrace is my haven from the wind.

"Xiaowei, how about coming to see me! Take the fastest train, I'll wait for you in the county. ”

——

After the longest wait since I was born, the moment I saw Xiaowei at the exit of the train station, I couldn't wait to hug her into my arms and kiss her hard, strong enough to crush her.

"What's wrong? A man, you hurt me! Although Xiaowei said this, she did not struggle.

I put my lips on my lips again, unconcerned about the crowd around the train station, as if there were only two people in the world.

I don't know how long it took, I took her hand and led her directly to the hotel closest to the train station, at this moment, I just want to have her, even if I die in the next second, even if the whole village collapses in the next second, I don't care.

Xiaowei obediently followed me, and as soon as I entered the hotel room, I pounced. She pushed me away, grumbling, "What the hell! After twelve hours on the train, I stinked to death! ”

"No, I'm not waiting!" I was exhaling heavily, my whole body was hot, and I wanted to release myself as quickly as I could, that was who I really was.

I thought I was ready, but what I didn't expect was that there was no reaction at the most critical point.

This situation makes me a little embarrassed.

"What's wrong?" Xiaowei realized my abnormality and asked.

"Otherwise, you, you go take a shower first!" I found myself a staircase to go down.

"Well, good!" Xiaowei sat up from the bed, "Isn't it too tired these days!" ”

"Well, Uncle has passed away, and I've been keeping vigil!" I made an excuse to make a random mistake, after I met the black cat that night, I still had such a dream, I should be able to, urinary incontinence is also better, how can it be like this!

Xiaowei slowly took off her clothes, I watched her enter the shower room in the room, this room is very distinctively designed, the partition between the shower room and the room is translucent glass, looking at her delicate figure looming there, my throat was dry for a while, but there was still no response.

Do you want to have some excitement, it may be that I haven't done this with Xiaowei for a long time, and I'm a little rusty.

I tried to turn on the computer in the room, trying to search for some island country movies for some excitement, and those glamorous shots kept popping up, and the cells in my cerebral cortex were also enthusiastic.

However, only the cerebral cortex is active.

After taking a shower, Xiaowei's body was full of the fragrance of soap, and I hugged her in my arms and kissed every inch of her skin, trying to provoke my interest.

"Oops! Scald me! Xiaowei pushed me away all at once.

"What a hot!" I didn't feel anything.

"What the hell are you carrying?" Xiaowei pointed to my chest, yes, it's this piece of blood jade.

But this blood jade is obviously attached to my body, why is it Xiaowei?

"Hurry up and throw it away!" Xiaowei was a little angry.

The piece of blood jade was on my chest, and the color seemed to be redder than before, and I touched it with my hand, it wasn't hot!

After hearing what I said, Xiaowei tried to touch it again, "Oops! ”

She wasn't lying, and I watched as her hands were all red.

"I said you should throw it away, but you still won't listen!"

"Oh!" I answered, and was about to take the blood jade off my neck, but then changed my mind.

The cat carried the blood jade around my neck, when the small river in the village flooded, I held the blood jade and prayed, the flood receded, if I easily unloaded this piece of blood jade from the neck, would something similar to the flood happen, affecting the whole village!

Thinking of this, I quickly withdrew my hand.

"What's wrong? Why not throw it away. Xiaowei asked me.

"No, you can't throw it now!"

"Why? Does it hurt your girlfriend? Xiaowei was angry.

"Xiaowei, I'll explain to you later, I really can't throw it!"

Tears slipped down her big watery eyes, "What the hell is going on with you, a man, would you rather burn your girlfriend than throw this thing?" ”

"Xiaowei, it's not like that, there is a reason for it, I can't just throw it away!"

"What's the reason for that?"

"I'm not going to tell you right now, I'll tell you later."

"A man, you've changed! You don't like me anymore! ”

"No, Xiaowei, I like you, I haven't changed!"

"Well, you say, when we used to be together, we used to do it every night—now, why can't we!" Xiaowei shouted.

"I'm not out of it!"

"It's not that it can't be done, it's that you don't love me anymore, boys don't like girls anymore, that's why it's like this!"

"Xiaowei, it's really not like this, you listen to my explanation!"

"Good! Then you explain it to me! ”

"I-" When I really wanted to explain, I swallowed, I remembered the woman that night, the feeling of drunkenness and death is still vivid, but why can't I give someone I like.

"Hmph, you can't explain it, can you!"

"Xiaowei, you give me time!" I tugged at Xiaowei's hand, not wanting to let go.

"Forget it, Yinan, let's break up!"

"Why?" Hearing Xiaowei say this, I was anxious.

"I always feel that after you return to your hometown, you have changed, and it is not the same as before!"

"Don't, don't break up!" I moved the blood jade behind me and hugged Xiaowei in my arms, "I like you, it really hasn't changed, you give me time!" Good no good! ”

Xiaowei didn't speak again, tears still kept flowing, I saw her eyes full of reluctance, I knew she still liked me.

I slept in my arms in the little hotel next to the train station, and in spite of my longing, nothing happened to me that I wanted it to happen.

In the morning, a soft sun shone on the white bed, but I still lay on Xiaowei's chest and refused to leave.

I don't know how long it will take before I want to snuggle up like this now, and I don't know if Xiaowei can continue to be my woman after tonight.

Just as I was quietly admiring Xiaowei, my mobile phone rang, this number is familiar to me, it is the village department of "Half Life Village".

The voice on the other end of the phone was as loud as a gong, "A man, come back quickly, there is water in the village!" ”

It was the village chief who called, that is, the third grandmother!

Xiaowei seemed to realize something, and raised her head to look at me, "Yinan, aren't you going back to school with me?" ”

"No, I can't go back with you!"

"Why?" Xiaowei cried and shouted.

"Because, because I still have things to do." I bit my lip and settled, "Let's go!" I'll take you to the station! ”

Dressed and none of us spoke, at this moment, perhaps silence is the best language.

On the platform, the train slowly left, Xiaowei waved to me through the glass window of the train, the sunset reflected the window sparkling red, my mood was very complicated, if I had to choose by myself, I would rather choose to leave with her ten thousand times than go back to my village alone.

The train had been gone for a long time, and I was still standing on the platform until someone hit me.

"You're sick!" I shouted angrily.

The man stopped, glanced back at me, and then said, "The eyes are blank, the Yin Hall is black, the yin qi is dignified, and the demon is on the body!" ”

"What do you say?"

"Hmph, don't you understand what you're talking about?" The man replied disdainfully, turned to leave, walked a few steps and turned back, "I'll give you something!" ”

"What do I want you for?" I don't know this stranger, and I don't want to pay attention to him.

He ignored me and took something out of his baggage and stuffed it into my hand, a handful of beans.

"What are you giving me this for?"

"Take it, you can use it!" He hummed and walked away, but I didn't hear what he was singing.

I didn't even think about it, so I threw this thing into the railroad, and I was upset.

I'm annoyed because there are so many things that I can't hide from and can't hide, and I'm annoyed because I don't know what other things will depend on me in the future.

However, I am a member of the Liu family, and I have the life gate of the "Half-Life Village", the instructions of the shaman, and the life of the entire village, how can I easily follow Xiaowei away.

Walking down the train platform, I made my way back to the village.