Chapter 149: A Different Answer

Jian Hai looked at Jiang Yan, he was not as good as her after all, he was not as ruthless as her. He watched her crying, and his heart softened little by little.

"Yanyan, for so many years, I have always wanted to ask you, what kind of person am I in your eyes?" Jian Hai looked at Jiang Yan, for so many years, he had been waiting for this answer for so many people.

Jiang Yan raised his head slightly to look at Jian Hai, sniffed, and wiped his tears with his sleeve, "What's the use of talking about this now, Mother Jiang is dead." ”

"After all these years, can't I even have an answer from you?" Jian Hai smiled self-deprecatingly, "It's always me, only I think it's right, right?" Jiang Yan, from the time you came back from France to the present, you are in the end, in the end. Jian Hai looked at Jiang Yan's face, and for some reason, he couldn't ask this question.

Many words are not hurtful at all because they are false, but some words are like poison because they are true.

Jiang Yan, after so many years, have you ever loved me?

Suspicious, when did he start to doubt this kind of thing.

Jiang Yan turned his face away and did not answer. Since when did they start directly, they have become what they are now.

"Needless to say, in my heart, I have a number. Never, in your heart, I will never be the one you choose. ”

Jian Hai walked towards the door step by step, "No matter what, I don't want my father-in-law to worry, I think at this point, you and I should still be the same." Then he opened the door and went out.

The door was shut.

Jiang Yan couldn't hold back his crying anymore.

She resented, but she resented herself even more. If she had forced Jian Hai to tell everything to herself, the current tragedy would not have happened. Jian Hai hid it from her, Jiang Ma hid it from her, and in the end, she learned all the truth.

It's just that her heart hurts, as if there are thousands of worms gnawing at her heart, and the pain can be so profound. She knew what Jian Hai wanted to say, and she also knew that if it wasn't for Jian Hai's insistence over the years, maybe she would have given up a long time ago.

He gave her everything, he protected her, and in the end he had to accept such accusations from her. Jiang Yan, how can you have such a man's favor. However, she has such a hurdle in her heart, she can't get over it, she can't just forget Jiang's mother's departure and live happily as Jian Hai as a person.

Only, what to do about it.

"Yin Xun, in fact, I have always wanted to know, I have been waiting for so long, I thought that the love I was waiting for was not the same as what I thought." Jian Hai looked at the railing, and the scenery was still clean, but it was not the case in his heart.

Yin Xun is still not used to drinking coffee, and consciously drinks black tea. "I still remember that at the beginning, the two of you had the same heart, which made many people envy to death, and at that time I thought that it would be good if there was one person who could do this with me."

"I've always wondered whether my obsession is about Yanyan, or about me and Yanyan's past, and I've even been thinking about whether I should let go these days." Jian Hai's face was not shocked, not something that was said in a moment of anger, but after careful consideration.

"If you could let go so easily, you would have let go a long time ago."

Jian Hai shook his head, picked up the coffee in front of him and took a sip, "When I first lost my memory, I thought, should I let go, is my obsession wrong, so I broke my heart and met you and Pei Yan, I still remember that at that time, I talked to you and Pei Yan." ”

"Pei Yan?" Yin Xun raised his eyebrows, "It's strange that someone with such a temperament as him would talk to you about these things." ”

"I'm afraid I'll follow you." Jian Hai smiled, "It's just that now is different from then, at that time, I had the answer in my heart, but now I have a blank heart and nothing." ”

Yin Xun smiled and looked at Jian Hai, "There has never been a standard answer to such a thing as love, and Pei Yan and I can see it so clearly is just that my fate was really hanging by a thread at the beginning, and I may not have a chance in my life if I don't say a lot of things." In Pei Yan's heart, because he almost lost me, he feels that every day is earned now, and for me, as long as he is there, I can feel at ease. ”

"At first, I looked at you and thought you were twisted, but I didn't expect that in the end, you were so good." Jian Hai pursed his lips and looked at Yin Xun.

"If you love too early, then I like Pei Yan long before you, if you have missed too many years, then there has been more than ten years between me and Pei Yan, if there are too many obstacles between you, what has hindered me and Pei Yan is life and death. Jian Hai, when you think about it this way, the external causes you feel are all fake. "What you have encountered, we have encountered, even a little more terrifying, but we have all come here.

Jian Hai scratched his head a little irritably, "What do you say I should do now, I don't even know what to do." I don't even think I'll ever forgive me in my life. ”

"Why? Because Jiang's mother's death also has a little relationship with you? Yin Xun poured another cup of tea, and I have to say that the tea here is really delicious.

"If it weren't for my concealment, Jiang's mother might not have died."

"There will always be someone who has an accident, but Jiang's mother chose herself, if the person who received the letter is you, then now I am afraid that Yan Yan will also be widowed." Yin Xun said unceremoniously, but it is indeed the truth, "I can't understand the words myself, and you can't understand how to put them together." ”

"A lot of things, you can't fix it by seeing it clearly, like now." Jian Hai shook his head and shook his neck, "To be honest, I only recently realized that I was really tired. ”

"I naturally understand what you said, but Yanyan has now reached a dead end, and no matter how much it is, I can only beg you to be more patient, although it is not necessarily fair to you. It's just that if there is no mutual compromise between love, it is absolutely impossible. Yin Xun knew that if he really wanted to say it, it would also persuade Jian Hai not to give up and not to leave Jiang Yan. However, this is the case, it is unfair to anyone, not to mention a proud person like Jian Hai, who is willing to constantly give up everything just for the person he loves the most, if it is someone else, how can he have such a good temper.

Jian Hai sighed and rubbed the bridge of his nose, "Qi Wei and I have never given up the investigation. ”

"What do you mean?"

"Mother Jiang thinks that she is just one person."

"You mean, it's not over yet?" Yin Xun frowned slightly, remembering what she had encountered before, so, this was an organized plan.

Jian Hai took out a folder and handed it to Yin Xun, "There are some things I really can't do, I need your help, but this matter is likely to make Pei Yan unhappy." ”

Yin Xun didn't think much about it and took it directly, opened it and looked at it, it was about Sige Office. "Do you suspect that it has something to do with the Scottish Firm?"

"No, it's just that in the Sige Office, there is evidence from the past, but Qi Wei and I can't get it, so we may need your strength."

Yin Xun nodded, "This is really not easy." ”

"Yes." Jian Hai nodded, "Next week, our contract will expire." ”

"I know, you want me to go back to Scott and get that document, do you?"

"Yes." Jian Hai didn't hide it at all, and directly said his thoughts.

Yin Xun put away the folder and looked at Jian Hai, "I sometimes think, if you can hide nothing from Jiang Yan and me, will it not be like this?" ”

Jian Hai stirred the coffee in front of him, "I have to say that it is different after all, just because it is words, I can't bear it, I am reluctant." ”

"Okay, you can shut up." Yin Xun rolled his eyes, but he was really embarrassed to say. "I'll do my best in this matter, is there anything else?"

Jian Hai smiled and shook his head. Yin Xun picked up the folder and got up, "Then I'll go back first, otherwise Mr. Pei may be very unhappy, and the consequence is that I can only stay at home." ”

Jian Hai nodded with a smile, Yin Xun came back to his senses, and Jian Hai stopped her as if he suddenly remembered something.

"Although I am now in the grandfather's house in France, Xiaoying, the daughter-in-law, I still want it with Yanyan, don't run away because we have too many family affairs."

"If it weren't for the face of the future in-laws, this folder would have gone to feed the fish a long time ago and left."

At the dinner table in the evening, Jiang Qian looked at Jiang Yan alone, and watched Jiang Yan sit down and didn't say anything.

"Where's Xiaohai?"

"Let's have a party."

"Huh?" Jiang Qian looked at Jiang Yan with some incredulity, "Don't you care about it?" ”

"Daddy, he's such a big person, how can you be a minor for him." Jiang Yan sandwiched some vegetables for Jiang Qian and wanted to plug his mouth, this old man has been really wide recently.

"Hey, you kid, no, I'm going to call him, why don't you go home for dinner." Saying that, Jiang Qian got up to make a phone call, but Jiang Yan hurriedly put down the dishes and chopsticks in his hand and chased after him. 
"Eh, stop, stop," Jiang Yan hurriedly snatched the phone in Jiang Qian's hand, "No, people may be accompanying some customers, what kind of mess are you making." ”

"What kind of customer, why does your own husband not care so much."

"No, me."

Suddenly, the mobile phone rang, Jiang Yan looked at her mobile phone, and the caller was Jian Hai. Jiang Qianyan quickly snatched it and turned on the speakerphone, Jiang Yan looked at Jiang Qiangan and stared, helpless.

"Yanyan, have you eaten, I will go back after eating with Mr. Chen, is Daddy back?"

Jiang Yanwen was stunned, she saw his itinerary before that there was a dinner tonight, but she didn't expect him to call.

"Well, Daddy is back, be careful and drink less."

"Well, okay, then I'll hang up first." With that, Jian Hai hung up the phone.

Jiang Qian looked at Jiang Yan's appearance, Jiang Yan silently put away his mobile phone, "Okay, let's go eat, the dishes are going to be cold." ”

"Words, don't do things that you regret."