53 Born to Die: Always Remember Your Rokuro
Li Xian was moved, recalling the first time he saw Zhao Daosheng, he was forced to wear women's skirts and shoes in front of everyone by a gentleman, and the group of frivolous and frivolous people even reached out to touch his crotch...... Li Xian, who was interviewed privately by Weifu, had a calm face in the crowd of debauched corpses, and did not smile at all, so he made a decision at the moment, that is, to bring Zhao Daosheng back to the East Palace. Li Xian's identity determines that such behavior will be criticized, but he knows that without a strong protection, Zhao Daosheng can only live in humiliation forever.
"He is also a citizen of my Tang Dynasty." Li Xian has compassion for the heavens and people.
After Zhao Daosheng was brought back to the East Palace, he was apprehensive for a long time, he was used to seeing the ugliness of human nature, and even misunderstood the prince's intentions at one time. Later, I gradually understood that the prince was a beam of light, emitting heat all the time, and he tried his best to shine on more people, but in the end he didn't even warm himself.
Zhao Daosheng respects and loves the prince, and all he wants in his life is to be able to sacrifice and die for the prince, but now he no longer thinks like this, he said to himself in his heart: "I really hope that such an opportunity will never happen." The prince is all right, there is no disaster, and no one needs to face death. β
"What are you thinking?" Li Xian asked him.
Zhao Daosheng calmed down for a moment and replied: "Your Highness really thinks that this can make the people outside the palace break all their thoughts and their hearts are like ashes?" β
"I have no other way, don't blame me for violating you."
"If the villain complains a little, he will be in vain!"
Li Xian said sadly: "I have always wanted to be a good person, but after all, no one can stand it, Daosheng, I still hurt you." β
Zhao Daosheng shook his head desperately: "I know that many people hate me from the bottom of their hearts, think I am dirty, and think I am disgusting, but His Royal Highness treats each other with sincerity, compares his heart to his heart, and never has a contemptuous heart, I have nothing to repay, only this thin bone, I am afraid I can't repay His Highness a piece of sincerity...... Your Highness treats me without the slightest reluctance, but is a villain, only hate to be mediocre, and does not have the ability to turn his hands into clouds and cover his hands for rain......"
"The matter has come to this, today you and I say goodbye, but unfortunately I still have to calculate you at the end, I, the master of the East Palace, is not worthy of my name." Li Xian was not humbling, but regretting himself, and he sighed helplessly, and asked, "Is the palace door hidden?" β
Zhao Daosheng nodded: "She's outside." Ben wanted to say that he had never seen her look so pitiful and helpless, but he finally swallowed the words, and he had to help the prince make up his mind.
"Come to the couch." Li Xian's eyes closed and he almost burst into tears.
Wan'er was still motionless, the outside of the hall was terrifyingly quiet, and the sound of her voice jumping in the center of her voice frightened her several times. Just when her breath was held, her eyes suddenly lit up, and the indoor lights swayed violently, she was startled, and shivered, and heard the sound of wanton frolic and laughter in the hall.
She couldn't restrain herself from peeking through the half-open and half-closed door, don't look at anything incivil, don't move, if she still cares about these at this time, it is pedantic and useless.
But at this glance, Wan'er hated to become an ignorant stupid child.
Li Xian, who she regarded as a treasure, was half-exposed and laughed with the charming male waiter, the mandarin duck silk was turned up in red waves, and the low panting and laughter and scolding came from the pillow from time to time, unbearable to the eye and ears, it seems that the ancient adage of not seeing, not moving, is never wrong.
Shame and anger came up at the same time, wanting to filthy me, to see me hide my face and weep, but I didn't let you succeed! Wan'er barely supported it with such a thought, her hands did not obey the call at all, and with a little force, she pushed the door of the temple open, and appeared in front of the two who were still alive like walking corpses.
"It turned out to be the beauty of the female history, but the slave forgot, the female history is still outside." After all, Zhao Daosheng had the experience of being on the Fengyue field, and his smile and smile had his own style, he poked out half of his head and neatly placed his black hair in front of his right shoulder.
Li Xian sat up, his middle coat was wide open, one hand wrapped around Zhao Daosheng's waist, and the other hand picked his chin, and his words were very frivolous: "Is there anyone more beautiful than you in my East Palace?" Vulgar powder, what kind of beauty is it? β
Wan'er, who has always been able to speak well, seems to be dumb, and she can't make a sound.
Li Xian began to sprinkle salt on her wounds: "I should have told you a long time ago, there have never been rumors in the palace for no reason, I like Zhao Daosheng, it's true...... Since ancient times, the love of broken sleeves is not a big deal, but the laity always make a fuss, it seems that I have violated the iron law and the rules of heaven, I am a prince, do I like men or women, do I need others to discipline? It's annoying...... It just so happens that the noble queen sent you to my side, and I will do my best, and I will not hesitate to talk to you and Wushan**...... Thank you for coming, which not only blocked the mouths of Youyou, but also allowed me to have more indulgent moments with Daosheng...... I, the unattainable 'mother', finally did something to my heart's content...... I've never been tempted by you, and when you appear in front of me, the lady's costume has secretly disgusted me a hundred times and a thousand times......"
After all, it was still useless, tears burst out like a flood, Wan'er opened her mouth, her mind was blank, muttering words that she didn't understand, only to feel that the sky was spinning in front of her, and the black pressure was coming head-on, and she no longer had any sense......
Waking up in the middle of the night, the surroundings were surprisingly quiet, the faint soothing fragrance made Wan'er have the illusion of waking up from a dream, and in a daze, she instinctively wanted to get up, and was stopped by a female doctor in front of the bed: "Nushi, you should take care of it." β
"Where am I? What's wrong with me? Wan'er asked in a weak voice.
"This is a quiet room in the East Palace, you have fallen into it, caused by the summer evil." The female doctor's voice was extremely soft, like a gentle gust of wind.
It's just that as soon as she heard the word "East Palace", it showed that what happened before was not a dream, and Wan'er could no longer hold herself, biting the corners of the quilt, tears raining down.
The female doctor twisted a square towel from the hot water and carefully wiped away her tears, "If you want to cry, cry, sometimes cry bitterly, and the lesions will follow." "No more words of comfort.
Wan'er cried for a while, feeling that it was enough, thinking that she had something to ask the female doctor, only then did she realize that there was some disrespect, "May I ask what the female doctor is called?" Disrespectful. Her voice sounded hoarse and weak.
"The slave maid is just the most ordinary miscellaneous envoy of the Shang Pharmacy, and the female history doesn't have to mind." She brought a medicine bowl, helped Wan'er up with one hand, stuffed a soft cushion between Wan'er's waist and back, and motioned to lean on the couch.
Wan'er took the medicine bowl from her hand, and then took a closer look at the female doctor, who was nearly forty years old and had a very elegant demeanor, belonging to the type of people who can't see it at a glance, but once they see it, they can't do without their eyes.
"What do you call you?" Wan'er asked again, in fact, the name is arbitrary, and there can be many kinds.
Of course, the female doctor understood that Wan'er's curiosity was suddenly aroused, and she smiled faintly: "Nushi can call me Qin Niang, and ask Nushi to drink the medicine while it's hot." β
Wan'er called out respectfully, and then said: "Actually, it doesn't matter if you drink medicine or not, I'm afraid many things in this world have nothing to do with me." β
Qin Niang saw her with a posture of life and death, and said seemingly irrelevant words, "Before the female history woke up, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince had been guarding by the side, looking like a lost soul, no matter who saw it, she couldn't bear to be a slave, she wanted to ask for a pulse for Her Highness, but she didn't want him to say, 'I am terminally ill and incurable'...... It's really strange to think about it, although the slave is not talented, she has seen a lot of symptoms over the years, many people are obviously sick, but they say no, many people are not sick, but they insist on saying that they have...... In fact, no one can treat heart disease, and heart medicine is not always available. β
Listening to Qin Niang is undoubtedly a pleasant thing, her words are slow and unfazed, no matter what she says, it will not seem abrupt.
Wan'er listened quietly, and the depression in her heart was evacuated a lot, but the hidden pain was still there, and she said coldly: "I don't know if what I see must be true, whether what I hear must be false, maybe it is true or false, and if I confuse my mind, I can reduce some worries. β
Qin Niang didn't say more, she never said too much general comfort, but emphasized: "This bowl of Huoxiang Peilan has been boiled for a long time, and the female historian should drink it to moisten her throat, not to mention that the prince must still have something to explain to the female historian, you have to cheer up." β
Wan'er agreed with this truth, raised her head and drank the medicinal juice, perhaps because she was full of worries, she didn't taste anything at all.
"It's time for me to go, the prince may have arrived. Please take care! Qin Niang took it as a courtesy and said goodbye to Wan'er.
Wan'er returned the half-salute on the couch: "Qin Niang, please go." β
As Qin Niang said, the crown prince Li Xian heard that Wan'er had woken up, and rushed over, he had the intention to wait in the quiet room, but his thoughts were chaotic, and this body was no longer his own.
With a sad face, he slowly walked up to Wan'er, "It's okay if you're fine." β
Wan'er's eyes were empty, and she stared straight at him like that: "Why do you need to pay attention to me, I was originally a weed growing in the garden, and I was left to fend for myself, isn't it good?" β
Li Xian was full of remorse and roared: "What can I do?!" β
This surprised Wan'er, and she said after a while: "Why do you play such a play?" β
There was no way to hide it, and he stood in front of the couch as if he had made an unforgivable mistake.
"Why?" Wan'er almost shouted.
Li Xian's face was pale, and his words were also pale: "...... While we were deliberating on the uprising, we made a covenant, and I led the people to sign it, and we drafted the papers...... Now the text and the covenant are in the hands of the queen...... Your hard work can only be in vain, I can't protect you, it's useless, if you still put yourself in danger, it's really shameless to live in the world! β
Wan'er only felt her chest rolling, biting her lip and crying, "What covenant?" The traitors are in the league! He lowered his head, and his voice also lowered, "It's useless to talk more now, I just think you're stupid, stupid enough to use Zhao Daosheng to block me, but because of this, I know that you have no way at all...... I'm as stupid as you, even more stupid than you, I actually believed, at least I really believed at the timeββββ this is where I'm sorry for you, I shouldn't question you anytime and anywhere, so I'm determined, no matter what I have to face, I'm with you, death is the lightest punishment, I'm just afraid that I can't die for you, I can't die by your side......"
Li Xian was crazy, grabbed Wan'er's shoulders suddenly, his teeth chattered, and no one knew why he was so angry.
"What do you say! You said you were going to die! Am I doing all this to seek such a result for you?! It's better to pick up the sword and finish you off with your own hands the moment you walk into the East Palace, so that at least your blood donation is stained on my hands, I can watch you slowly close your eyes, I can feel you cool in my arms little by little, and I can give you a ride, which is also a blessing...... However, anyone can die in this accident, but you can't! If you are like this, the blood feud of your Shangguan family will be silent forever, the unwarranted stigma on your grandfather will never be washed away, and your father, the father you have never seen at all, you will not have the face to meet them in another world! Martyrdom is a shameful thing, no one will sympathize with you, and I will not be grateful to you, please, no, please, live well for me, and continue the splendid life I should have, I will always be grateful for your goodness. After speaking, I couldn't cry.
Wan'er seems to have shed a lifetime of tears in this day and night, she hates tears, but in this situation, only tears can drown all the sorrow and sorrow, she and Li Xian hugged each other and cried.
When the river of tears dried up, Wan'er finally asked about the mystery of her life experience, and Li Xian recounted the past without reservation and grief.
Wan'er's heart was once again greatly touched, and the so-called sad and joyful life is nothing more than this.
She didn't say a word, hugged Li Xian's head, and was so sad that she actually smiled: "Li Liulang, thank you for telling me this." β
This "Li Liulang" broke Li Xian's heart, and he hugged Wan'er tighter, "You were originally a girl from Shangguan Yi's family, but I have wronged you for so long." β
Wan'er said pitifully: "Lang Jun, you are stupid, if I am still the daughter of that noble family, guess who I will be married to?" I'm afraid I won't see each other. This is the second time she said that Li Xian was stupid, but the two looked at each other and smiled.
Tears glistened in the laughter, like fireflies.
"Wan'er, my lady, I originally planned to never say it, I only hoped that this kind concealment could help you live your life in peace, but today there is no way, I put this seed of hatred in your heart, I know that it will slowly sprout, grow silently, and bring you endless pain, but this pain is the most powerful force, it will make you more and more courageous, and live more resilient, but I must remind you, it is the only reminder, and the last time-" Li Xian's grief gradually turned serious," Don't think about who you can retaliate against day and night, you must know that the best revenge always appears in unexpected times, you always advised me to keep my light and keep quiet, I failed to listen, and finally caused a big disaster, please take me as a warning, and see the long term clearly. β
Wan'er's pain no longer destroyed her liver and gallbladder, but evenly penetrated her whole body, she sat silently for a while, and said in a clear voice: "Liulang, you are forcing me to live, but it is really more uncomfortable than people forcing me to die." β
Although Li Xian's face was bleak, her attitude was clear and firm, "I know Empress Wu, she asked you to come, she must have already controlled the overall situation, this is just a trick to kill two birds with one stone, she is testing your sincerity to me and your loyalty to her, she can tolerate ridicule and slander, curse and anger in this life, and completely ignore the world's eyes, but she will never tolerate the betrayal of the people around her." I'm at the end of my rope, Wan'er, you still have a chance to live, live well, this is my only wish...... You go back and tell her that the weapon is hidden in the stable of the East Palace, and ten days later it will be the time of the incident, and it will still be in the Xuanwu Gate......"
In the end, she couldn't even feel the slightest pain, Wan'er looked like a wandering spirit, and let out a silent breath: "I understand." β
Li Xian felt a little comforted at this time, and kept this hug and couldn't bear to let go, "I don't know what is the most appropriate thing to say when we are separated so as not to be sentimental, I think you must have a lot of resentment against me in your heart, blaming me for being careless and losing all the plates, to say something that makes you angry, I don't regret what I have done, if there is a chance to choose again, I will still be like this, maybe you want to know why." β
"I think I understand you, but I don't." Wan'er said something that seemed to contradict herself.
"It's all because of the letter she wrote to me by hand." Li Xian said in the most numb voice, "She said in the letter, '...... If I had a choice, I would rather be the child who died young, rather than my Tranquility. Since you no longer want to be my son, I just don't think I have ever given birth to you, and you are just an outcast! Fortunately, Mother has never poured out too much love and expectation on you, and this wisdom is greater than any decree I have issued'......"
"Word by word, you remember it so clearly, obviously you just glanced at it a few times." Wan'er never forgot the situation when Li Xian read the letter that day, "She wouldn't have thought that you actually cared about her like that, maybe even you didn't know it." I can't think about what kind of cause and effect this is. β
"Wan'er, don't talk about cause and effect, this is all too mysterious. You just need to live, watch the world be peaceful and stable, and when you are old, your children and grandchildren will be around your knees, and maybe the most immature children will ask you a story about the down-and-out prince, and you will still remember your Rokuro...... I'd like to be enough! Li Xianqingjun's side face was covered with a layer of dim soft light, and he was as clear as a god. Still struggling with the latest chapter you can't find? Amway One or search for Hot/Degree/Net/Article "Remember to remove "/"Otherwise you won't be able to search", here is a young lady to help you find books and accompany you to chat!