Chapter 6 The stories in fairy tales are all deceitful
Cha Duoyu is a professional ghost, and her eyes can see things that ordinary people can't see, such as ghosts. Usually there will be ghosts in places infested with ghosts, but Nie Fei is obviously still a living person!
Staring at Nie Fei at the door of the ward with a solemn expression, Cha Duoyu suddenly grabbed Tong Xin: "What disease does he have?" ”
Tong Xin shook her head desperately: "That's the patient's privacy, you have no right to ask." ”
A fist slammed on the nursing table, and Cha Duoyu's face turned pale: "I'll ask you one last time, what disease does he have?" ”
Silent.
Quiescence.
In the end, Nie Fei broke this embarrassment himself, smiled at Cha Duoyu, raised his hand and grabbed his hair: "Don't force Sister Xin, let me tell you, if there is anything you want to ask, I can tell you." ”
After a pause, Nie Fei continued to laugh, but this smile was more ugly than crying: "I hope you can keep it a secret for me and don't tell the rumors." ”
"I'm sorry for her."
"But I have to."
The farce of the nursing station has disturbed other patients, and many wards have begun to have people at the door, Tong Xin hurriedly explained one by one, hoping that everyone would understand, and Cha Duoyu followed Nie Fei to the corridor.
A misty drizzle hit the face.
Slightly cool.
Nie Fei coughed lightly twice.
Cha Duoyu frowned and said, "If you are not feeling well, I can come back at another time." ”
Nie Fei shook his head: "No need to change the time, I'm fine, if you want to ask me about my situation, I can tell you right now that I have malignant brain cancer, and it was at an advanced stage when it was detected." ”
Seeing that Cha Duoyu still wanted to ask, Nie Fei added: "It's hopeless." ”
There was a long silence again.
After a full minute, Cha Duoyu spoke: "That's why you broke up with nursery rhymes?" You're going to die and you're ready to set her free? Don't you think that's cruel? ”
Nie Fei stretched out his hand, as if he was catching the rain: "Long pain is better than short pain, her life is still far away, I am just the scenery on the side of the road, even if it is in the past, I hope she can come out as soon as possible and find her true destiny." ”
"Deception is just a white lie."
"There is a kind of love called letting go."
"I don't want to be a fetter to her."
After listening to Nie Fei's words, Cha Duoyu suddenly smiled, it was the kind of smile that was not very polite, and then said: "You may have misunderstood, the cruelty I just said was not for you, but for her." ”
"It's cruel to her."
Nie Fei was stunned for a moment, with a hint of confusion on his face.
How can great love become cruelty?
Cha Duoyu said coldly: "Do you really think you are great? Do you really think this is a white lie? ”
Nie Fei shrugged: "Isn't it?" Where did I go wrong? ”
"Huh."
"Have you ever thought that paper can never contain fire. What would she think if one day, the truth was known by nursery rhymes? What about your place in her heart? She may never forget you, and she will never forget this unforgettable love. ”
"Because."
"You have proved with your life how much you love her."
"Not even thinking about her feelings, her future."
"Your obsession is too heavy."
"And your lies are too flawed, it's ridiculous to let the sister of the nursery rhyme help you keep the secret, is this different from telling her directly. I'm sure even if you don't see me today, she'll know the truth soon. ”
"Then I will see you from time to time, in the middle of the night, in dreams, in all shadows. You will become the shadow of the nursery rhyme, and follow her closely for the rest of your life. ”
"That's what you're for, right?"
"Becoming a ghost also haunts nursery rhymes."
All of Cha Duoyu's words are from the darkest perspective of human nature, however, it is undeniable that things are definitely possible.
This is a difficult proposition to solve.
Nie Fei stood beside him, and after listening to Cha Duoyu's analysis, he was a little angry: "Is my choice wrong?" Do you want nursery rhymes to watch me die? Isn't that cruel? ”
Cha Duoyu did not speak.
Nie Fei's emotions became more and more excited: "I'm not wrong, I'm all for her good." ”
"I love nursery rhymes, I hope she can live well, I hope her future is happy, I hope she meets the most suitable person at the most beautiful age."
"But I don't have time, I can only let go."
"You don't understand."
"That's love!"
Nie Fei shouted hysterically.
Cha Duoyu still didn't speak, just looked at Nie Fei, looked at him in a daze, he was uncomfortable when he saw it, and his scalp was hairy.
Nie Fei began to cough, coughing vigorously, the more he coughed, the more he coughed, the more he coughed out, he felt that he coughed out all his internal organs: "I'm not wrong, I'm all for her good, you don't understand, you don't understand the relationship between the two of us at all, you don't have the right to speak, you don't have a backache when you stand and talk." ”
Nie Fei coughed very badly, but nothing came out, and there was no phlegm.
Finally.
Cha Duoyu spoke again, and stopped Nie Fei's cough with one sentence: "Coughing like this, can you still feel pain?" ”
"Isn't it light to walk now?"
"Doesn't it feel like the night is particularly close?"
"Do you feel the urge to fly?"
"Or, try to see if you can get through a wall?"
Cha Duoyu's words were not mocking, nor were they provoking Nie Fei, they literally. Ignoring Nie Fei, who was on the spot, Cha Duoyu turned around and returned to the nursing station.
Tong Xin, who was still talking to her just now, fell asleep directly on the nursing table at this moment.
Nie Fei walked out of the ward, the curtains were tightly drawn, and a thin figure was spread out on the hospital bed. There was a woman crying at the edge of the bed, and the values on the sign monitor had all been reset to zero.
'Nie Fei', who had just spoken to Cha Duoyu, stood beside her, also looking at the figure in the ward, trembling all over. In the eyes of Cha Duoyu, at this time, 'Nie Fei', the last breath of yang qi has completely disappeared, and the ghost is full of energy.
Cha Duoyu said calmly to Nie Fei: "I will tell the nursery rhyme truthfully about your affairs, don't have a fluke mentality, don't have any more favors, and don't think about going to her." People die like lights go out, and you should go to another world with peace of mind. ”
Nie Fei took a deep breath: "I can't feel at ease. ”
Cha Duoyu glared at Nie Fei fiercely: "If it's really as you said, you love nursery rhymes, and you hope that she is doing well, then leave with peace of mind and don't leave anything." ”
"Only when you go, she will live well."
"If you stay in the same capacity as you are now, you will only hurt the nursery rhyme."
Nie Fei lowered his head: "I can silently guard the side, don't disturb her, just watch quietly, so that I am very satisfied, I swear, I will never hurt her." ”
Silent.
There was a long silence.
It was silent until Nie Fei was at a loss.
Only then did Cha Duoyu speak: "The oath of the ghost is not counted, and the ghost will only curse." You can now promise to just watch quietly, what if one day the nursery rhyme starts a new relationship? What if she marries and has children? What if she kisses me and me with other boys, and the love lingers? Can you still endure it? ”
"Resentment and remorse will break through your reason, turn you into a fierce spirit, and then swallow the nursery rhyme, and you will never be able to live again, and her life will be ended by your own hands."
"Is this the result you want?"
Nie Fei finally stopped talking, he had nothing to say, he knew that the prophecy of tea and fish would definitely happen. And the deeper you love, the heavier your future resentment will be, and the easier it will be to lose your mind.
This is a fact, a fact that cannot be changed.
Nie Fei lowered his head silently.
Silent crying.
A tear of blood ran down his cheek.
"But I'm really not reconciled."
"I really want to be with the rumors."
"I can't live without her."
"I don't have a choice."
"I can only stay."
Standing beside Nie Fei, Cha Duoyu suddenly showed a bright smile, very approachable and kind: "You are wrong, you have other choices, you don't necessarily have to stay." You must know that the road to the underworld is very long, the bridge is very wide, the sea of orchids is very large, and you need to queue for a long time to live in stone. You can wait for the nursery rhyme, wait for her to be reincarnated together, and be together in the next life, this is the most romantic romance. ”
"The most romantic romance?"
"Waiting for nursery rhymes in front of the Nai He Bridge, the Orchid Sea, and the Death Stone?"
"Reincarnate together, and still be together in the next life?"
"Really?"
Cha Duoyu nodded, and then his fingers began to draw two words in mid-air, 'Chaodu', and the words turned into a piece of burning yellow paper and pasted it on the forehead of Nie Fei, who was motionless.
There was no struggle or resistance, Nie Fei just smiled at Cha Duoyu, his mouth slightly open, as if he was grateful.
A moment later.
At the end of the overtime, everything returned to calm, even Tong Xin at the nursing table slowly stretched his waist and woke up, but Cha Duoyu's expression was a little bitter, and he muttered silently in his heart: "The road to the underworld is so long, there are many people, after drinking Meng Po soup, where can I find acquaintances, the stories in fairy tales are all deceitful." ”